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acid trip last night created weird division in my house

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So usually a joint acid trip with a close group of friends is a joyous, bonding experience that you'll remember forever, and some of my fondest memories are of these times.

Took LSD last night with my housemates, 230ugs each. I combined it with two 120mg bombs of MDMA and a bit of MXE. Another combined with MDMA, two tripped on just LSD.

I had been so excited for ages for this trip, I could barely sleep the night before like a kid at christmas. And it was, for the most part, fucking transcendent. We lost ourselves in wonderland while listening to music, went for a walk in the cold and rain (which was surprisingly quite nice.)

However, at the end of the trip, two of my housemates said they felt a 'weird division' between us all at points of the trip, and that they felt at points the conversation was awkward. I'm not sure what to think. At the time I was really upset- not what you want to hear at the end of a trip. However, I guess tripping is strange and very personal. You might pick up on perceived differences while in that headspace, particularly as it's our fifth trip together, maybe it won't quite be like it was, where you really felt like you'd been through something together. Maybe they were frustrated that it wasn't quite as fresh or exciting as it originally was.

But anyway, as Bluelight seems to be the first place for me to vent my troubles (as lame as that probably is :P) has anyone else ever had anything like this happen? Any tips for how to get the bond back?
 
Yeah - it's mind manifesting and rarely are five people on different combinations of the same mind. I'm glad it was nothing major!

When you usually trip together, are you usually on the same combos?
 
As others have said, it's very common for people to feel a certain sense of disjointedness and dislocation (as well as feelings of connectedness and unity) at times whilst tripping. When people are on different drugs - and especially when dissociatives are also involved - that is even more common. I really wouldn't read anything more into it than that - different headspaces are just that and it doesn't imply anything more, I'd say.
 
bitd we (a losely knitted group of 5-10 peeps) went out most weekends for years normally on acid and E and always got on fine but probably as we would splinter off and meet up and mix with others so an ever changing circle of mates.
In a small group all together there are bound to be differentt vibes but they will dissapear in a day or so then you can talk aboiut your various experiences and clear up any missunderstandings etc
 
ColtDan said:
Watch out for getting stuck in a loop
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you know what after 16 acid trips I had never felt the famed psychedelic looping, but the past two times I've taken it I got it really bad. Strange.

On the plus side, today I feel great, everything seems wonderful, even a walk to the supermarket I was shimmering with positivity, and a lovely feeling of nostalgia. You guys are right too, in a few days everything will be normal and we'll probably reflect on the trip as a different, but still bonding experience.

Also, worth mentioning that MXE dosen't mix the same way with LSD/ MDMA than Ketamine. It sort of muddied it a bit when I did a few bumps at the peak of the LSD. However, I did a bigger line at the end when the LSD was starting to wear off and that was the perfect ending. It brought back the trippiness strongly, with a combined LSD, MXE and MDMA headspace/ visuals. Wonderful. I was sat on my bed listening to chillstep with my eyes closed phasing in and out of consciousness, blown away by the beauty of it all <3
 
Do you always sniff MXE Hex? Even when you go for the holing experience?

I've only ever sniffed a large dose once and I found it to be really uncomfortable and unpleasant. I didn't get any of the warm glow as you melt away, I just felt over stimulated and fidgety, like I could feel it battering the receptors in my brain, my forehead tingling like mad and terrible tinintus :?

I much prefer to swallow 80-110 mg followed by ~20mg up the hooter..

I love my acid and mxe but I don't think I'd combine the two, I can't imagine it working well on me.. Ket on the other hand... yess-sirh-rebob <3
 
ScotchMist said:
I much prefer to swallow 80-110 mg followed by ~20mg up the hooter..
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Nice. Never done oral MXE before, gonna try it soon, wish i'd known about it back when i was doing it fairly regularly. only ever hoofed it
 
Tis nice indeed.. I very nearly talked myself into doing it just now but have decided to leave it a couple more days, I'm working down Wales again from tomorrow and the pub I stay in the rooms really peculiar, it's a really old pub so all the floors, walls, window frames are all pissed to one another.. It adds to it a little, had some lovely experiences in ol'room #4 :D

I've only been using mxe a short while really but from my experience minus IM as ive not done that Oral wins hands down..
 
patsy said:
MXE is a total mind fuck. I love hollin Ket buy MXE scared the living shit out of me. I wouldn't even want to think about mixing it with acid and MDMA.

The crowd I used to run about with weren't exactly "deep thinkers " as such. Done some crazy shit on LSD/MDMA combos. If you made it to the next day without ending up in a police cell it was a good night:)

Times a great healer. You'll be laughing it off in a few days.
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I'm in the minority who thinks MXE is warmer and gentler than K. Ketamine, when I hole I feel confused and a sense of loneliness and dread. MXE takes me to similar places but feels warmer and more comforting. I know most people find MXE more twisted and confusing. I certainly find it more lingering and annoying than K, particularity after a binge, but initially much warmer.

I've also never tried oral, I know it's not so great for K. There's something nice about a line though.
 
hexagram said:
I'm in the minority who thinks MXE is warmer and gentler than K. Ketamine, when I hole I feel confused and a sense of loneliness and dread. MXE takes me to similar places but feels warmer and more comforting. I know most people find MXE more twisted and confusing. I certainly find it more lingering and annoying than K, particularity after a binge, but initially much warmer.
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Sometimes i find MXE warmer and gentle than K, depends though, certain batches of ket ive tried i find very warm, friendly, embracing, euphoric... glorious. Amazing. ive had others which have been quite cold and given me a kinda negative wonk. I dunno if its to do with the isomers or what

Had some very twisted MXE experiences before... also i remember one time on ket there was no warmth, started to feel uncomfortable, felt like my brain was trying to fight it or something, everything kinda warped and slowed down until it stopped, i felt weirdly stuck or something, ended up panicing and necking a few vallies. It was proper weird, usually wonk i find embracing & that would never have happened
 
I would probably agree with you on that. Until Scotchy mentioned, it never occurred to me to try the oral ROA. It might be because I do love a good snort and the drip from MXE actually tasted quite sweet for me.

BBC 6 Music does have some quality vibrations though.
 
We've turned this into the MXE megathread now haven't we... :D

But yeah, music and mxe is sensational. I particularly like this when I first start to hole. In the dark, headphones on..... It feels like it's pulling every fibre of your body around to sounds, a few shoulder fibres go ⇖ that way, a few knee fibres go that way ⇗..... brain goes ↭... Hmmm.... tomorrow
 
to be fair most of the K I've got has been in the drought, when it was probably cut at least a bit. I bet holing on pure K is beautiful. IM K in particular sounds like one of the best experiences, I hope to try it some day.
 
that is some nice music scotch. I'm glad a pile of records of mine didn't make it to the bin in the summer (or was it the summer before) coz in there is my ambient stuff of 20 years ago. arrrghhhh. feeling old but I'm thinking the old records hold the key to me getting off gear....one of the only things in my life that doesn't have heroin memories.
 
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