A question about hallucinations

[zzirgrizz]

I used to think I knew what hallucinations were before I had ever taken a drug, but I have been questioning them ever since. There are so many different types of hallucinations, many of which I have experienced. The main ones I can think of are the ones that you know aren't real and you see (like acid), the ones you see but do not realize they aren't real (like DPH/other dissociatives), closed eye visuals, and of course, auditory hallucinations. I have a few questions that I have been thinking about for a while and would like to see if someone could explain.

1) I have had experience with a few CEVs. When I first started smoking I would have strange visuals when I closed my eyes, almost as if it were things from my childhood that rang a bell in my head but I couldn't tell what it truly was. The other time was when I experimented with DPH. I closed my eyes in my bed and after a minute or so, I actually thought I was about to join into a League of Legends match with my brother but I kept telling him I couldn't because I was really out of it and would do very badly. It felt real, but I never felt like I actually saw anything. Are these the same kind of CEVs?

2) Going back to the DPH, people say that at high doses they hallucinate crazy things such as people and insects that seem so real. I only tried this drug a few times and probably won't anytime soon, the highest dose I took being at 400mg. I found that I would have many auditory hallucinations but I really did not see anything any of the times I took it, besides looking at my window shades that became wavy and somewhat colorful. The last time I tried DPH was when I had the CEV that felt real, the dissociation from reality. Do all DPH hallucinations like that have to be with eyes closed or do people actually just see people walking around with their eyes open? I feel like this would not be achieved for me since I had little dissociation at 400mg.

 

[PotatoMan]

WELL. Firstly, YAGB.
SEcondly, DPH is a deliriant. Drugs like DXM/Ketamine/PCP are dissociatives.

1)- CEVs to me are what I experience on DXM. Where my thoughts are so clear I see them. At increasingly higher doses I live them. DPH on its own has never been pleasant enough because of its bodyload, however, what you're describing there about LoL is called a delusion. I got the same exact hallucination except I thought I was helping my mum pack clothes into a cupboard when in reality I was laying on my bed.

I've also experienced extremely vivid hallucinations on DMT, OEVs and CEVs. CEVs obv more vivid but it was the first time I had hallucinated with my eyes open where everything was looking like the cliche psychedelic trip.

2)- I "counter-flipped" the other day, (DXM+DPH) and this was the only way I was able to experience DPH's OEVs without wanting a bullet through my head. I shit you not, I witnessed a pair of weyfere or whatever style RayBans that were not actually there, slide off my friend's face and rotate as though it was on a display. Fucking wild. I also saw the cliche "insects" flying all around my friend's face. None of them were on the DPH so they couldn't see it. I was like "OMG FISH" they looked like small fish IMO. But they were the cliche insects from DPH. Small black things. He was obv confused but when he dropped me and my friend at his house I was like "LOOK, FUCKING FISH YOU IDIOT" and stormed off like a damned lunatic.

SO, IME, DPH hallucinations look incredibly real and on my first attempt at this counter-flip I was able to sculpt a city and fly over it shortly in my mind. The DXM has great CEVs and the DPH I guess makes them more real? IDK. But DPH's OEVs are where it's at.

My doses were 300mgDXM/250mgDPH

For the record IDK if I'll ever counter-flip again as my speech was completely shot. I couldn't even talk properly and I experienced a lot of strange childhood emotions. My mother even called me during the trip cuz I fucked up and didn't tell her I was sleeping out and she just asked me "why you sounding like that zack?" Man it fucking got me. Just her sincerity in her voice. She knew I was fucked up and she didn't even get angry. I got so fucking stunted man to this day it makes me feel sad.