supersonic89
Bluelighter
First of all, this report is based on a huge dose of tramadol (5 times the maximum therapeutic dose recommended). Please don't try it if you don't have a very high tolerance to this drug or have a history of seizures.Takin' an anti-convulsant (benzodiazepines) prior these doses of tramadol is extremely reccommend.
About me:
I am currently addicted to tramadol and every other opioid I can get (tapentadol, codeine, and tramadol). However, I live in a country where opioids are rarely prescribed and as recreational drugs they are hardly used. Anyway, I was hooked after suffering a herniated disc in my lower back 2 years ago.
Some background:
-12 hours ago I took 1x2 mg. of clonazepam for anxiety and as anti-convulsant (I hope it don't cloud the opioid euphoria, like so many times)
-Empty stomach. Last meal: 5-6 hours ago (sandwich with meat, avocado and tomato), 1 small coffee (about 50 ml of caffeine).
-Last use of tramadol: 24-30 hours ago (300-400 mg.)
-I plan to take this drug at night alone, relaxiyng by watching TV or listening to some music, as this is how it always gives me the best results.
-I plan to take small doses (100 mg.) every 15 minutes, because people swears it's better metabolized in that way.
-I'll use Tramadol oral drops solution 100mg./1ml (10 ml. each bootle) by OPKO Lab.
Here's comes the REPORT:
T + 0:00: I took / drank 100 mg. of the tramadol drops with a dispenser. It don't taste so bad but it's necessary to drink it with some juice (without calories), water or soda (personal choice). I hate the minty flavor they put in it. What the fuck! there's no other flavor available than all those medicines come with mint flavor. Damn it.
T + 0:15: 100 mg. more. This time I did it "a lo macho". Direct from the bottle with a dispenser (100mg / ml). Without juice or water. Just puting the dispenser directly into my mouth.
T + 0:30: 100 mg. more. Wow. How quickly time passes with tramadol. A kind of "mania" or "over-stimulation" came to me and I began to clean everything and tidy up where I am now (my living room). I start to chop wood to make a fire because here the temperature drops a lot at night. And I like the wood heating.
T + 0:45: 100 mg. more. I'm writing this report and article on a blog about some other stuff and I feel pretty good. Will Smith's movie "I'm a Legend" is on HBO and for some strange reason I like it much more than before despite not having a fan of sci-fi or apocalypse movies.
* CAUTION: I have just reached 400 mg of tramadol, the maximum dose. Don't try to consume more if you don't have a high tolerance, like me. *
T + 1:00: 100 mg. I keep writing my report. I think I'll put on some music to liven up this. I still don't feel much, except for the stimulation (from serotonin rush I guess), But shit I feel the words flow like never before. I'm pretty bad at writing (I think this proves it a bit), but this time at least I can write fast and without overthinking the words hahaha.
T + 1:10: Listening to Bob Marley's Redemption Song. Wow. It sounds a thousand times better that sober. It's as if I could transport myself and hear him sing next to me. I assume that some of this tramadol is metabolizing in my body.
T + 1:15: 100 mg. I feel relaxed and happy. I'm definitely feeling it. The great thing about tramadol is that despite my extreme tolerance, I still feel its mood-lifting properties. Last week I lost my job, but right now I don't give a shit.
T + 1:30: 100 mg. OKAY. Now I'm feeling something different, like a kind of tingling in the legs and pleasure from tact, I could not explain it well. There's no nausea. In fact, I have never been nauseous on tramadol despite its bad reputation.
T + 1:45: 100 mg. 800 mg. in total. An insane dose for almost everyone, for me it's a normal day dose. This "syrup" or oral solution tastes no that good but some water is "drinkable".
T + 2:00: 100 mg. more. Listening to "It's All Over, Baby Blue" and I feel like Van Morrison is singing in my ear. That's how good I feel. Music on opioids has always felt a thousand times better than sober. Sometimes songs that sober seems nah to me, high seems great. I think I'll listen to a Classic Rock mix on YTB. I feel a mild MDMA-like high, I saw a girl in a movie on TV and it made me want to walk across the screen and just hug her and kiss her. It's not even libido, right now, I can't even get an erection
. I get up from the sofa and kiss my cat and tell him how much I love him. In these moments, I love everyone.
T + 2:15: 100 mg. more. Man, the Stones sound better than ever. I hadn't thought about it but Memory Motel (Black and Blue, 1976) must be one of their most underrated songs. I feel a slight nausea but nothing serious. Shit! I'm almost finishing my article on the blog, this is definitely a lot better than the Modafinil shit I bought a month ago.
T + 2:25: Shit. Now I believe myself Mick Jagger and I'm singing at the top of my lungs. I'm singing the falsetto chorus from Fool to Cry. I sing so bad but I don't give a shit. Luckily, I live in a neighborhood with few neighboring houses. Definitely some o-desmethyltramadol runs through my veins.
T + 2:30: 200 mg this time and I hit 1100 mg. or 1200 mg. I lost count. Scary thing. But this is getting fun. No musle jerks, nervousness or headaches that are so often heard with this drug.
T + 2:40: All my anxiety is gone. I constantly suffer from social anxiety and even talking to strangers makes me nervous, but this time I'm talking to someone on a chat and I feel extremely relaxed.
T + 2:45: 100 mg. And I think I'm at the peak I'm starting to get a little sleepy and feel some opioid sedation, similar to codeine. I don't know how to describe it, but I feel like I'm not in my body. I also feel extremely light. Cognitive euphoria at its best, just seeing my cat sleeping makes me happy.
T + 3:00: More sedated than ever. I miss a coffee but caffeine has opioid antagonists so it's not an option. I feel in love with everyone and everything, all music or movies look or sound like works of art.
T + 3:45: 100 mg. I already lost count how many mgs. I took surely more than a gram. I begin to confuse the words easily and typing is kinda hard. That stimulation is no longer so present. Only sedation. The most curious thing is that I have not eaten for almost 10 hours and I am not hungry at all.
T + 4:00: Listening to Fleetwood Mac. Running my hands over my face and my head and face feels so good. Strangely, this time my body feels heavy. The sedation is incredible, despite having slept 8 hours ago. I drank 200 mg.
T + 4:30: 100 mg. and I felt the nod. I feel like all my problems are gone. Everything is happiness. I feel a bit silly or dumb, I forget words easily and I have a hard time typing (double vision?).
T + 5:00: I took everything that was left of my second 1000mg bottle. I guess about 200-300 mg. I feel pretty good except for the double vision and the extreme sedation. I notice some respiratory depression but nothing serious.
T+ 5:10: Shit. I feel pretty sedated but the movie shit I'm watching on cable looks more interesting than it's. So I try to stay awake.
T+ 5:30: I guess o-desmethyltramadol (opioid metabolite of tramadol) is reaching its maximum effect because I feel sedated like codeine cognitive euphoria but I have trouble walking, my eyes are red and I have never seen my pupils so small.
T + 6:00: Oh yeah I definitely feel the o-desmethyltramadol for good. I have a hard time typing this report hahaha. I confuse all the letters. I'm not hungry at all. And I'm half asleep-awake. No muscle jerks or headaches despite huge tramadol dose.
T + 7:00: I'm having a hard time staying awake. I see blurry and I laugh at any stupidity even if it's not. Watching some stupid youtube and instagram videos.
T + 7:30: I feel a little dizzy when I get up and I have a hard time urinating. I know this kind of cognitive euphoria, extreme happiness and some kind of a body high. My legs are tingling.
T + 7:45: Double vision at its best. I'm looking at the new Spiderman movie and I could swear that I see two spiderman on my TV hahaha. I start to scratch my arms, back and torso and it feels so good.
T + 8:00: I'm haven't felt this high in a while. I started to nod and confuse everything (as I write I am, I am chatting with someone else). Type "rrefoy" instead of reddit. Fuck!! I see certain things move. I started to have some hiccups hahaha that always happens to me with high doses of tramadol but never as late as now.
T + 10:00: I finally fell asleep on the sofa I was on. My friend on the chat asks me what happened to me. Why didn't my answers make any sense? I still feel sedated but somewhat hungry for sweets (so typical on opioids), so I make myself a coffee with fruit and some bread and jam.
T + 11:00 : The caffeine takes effect and the sedation wears off. I still feel excellent, great mood, but there's no much noticible euphoria or maybe the coffee and its antagonists properties are reversing some of the o-dsmt.
T + 12:00 : It was quite a long night and I decide to go to sleep. I usually have trouble falling asleep but this time I fell asleep right away.
T + 19:00 : I get up. Without any side effects. Maybe a little thirsty but nothing more. Despite not having had caffeine in 7 hours, I feel extremely motivated and stimulated. No side effects. No headaches, nausea, confusion, muscle rigidity, etc. Maybe the only side effect it's that I've trouble starting or maintaining a urine stream, but this may be related to another health problem and has nothing to do with the consumption of tramadol (Benign prostatic hyperplasia). Although I notice that it does happen when I take a lot of tramadol, ibuprofen or acetaminophen. I should only in the first urine when I get up. I should check this out.
End of REPORT
Those who say that tramadol is not addictive are wrong, maybe it's a weak opioid. But in high doses, as shown here, it's sedative, euphoric, stimulating and best antidepressant and mood-lifting I've taken. Maybe it's not that euphoric becase my tolerance, but I remember the first few times I went over 400mg. and the euphoria was tremendous. I guess I'm a good metabolizer.
Perhaps the only downside to tamadol are withdrawals, which are immense, especially due to its action on serotonin and noradrenaline. Which leads to a tremendous depression, zero motivation and fatigue never seen before. I really don't wish it on anyone.
Thanks for reading.
PS. My english is kinda shitty (I'm not US nor UK) and sometimes I fell asleep during the report so I miss some details.
About me:
I am currently addicted to tramadol and every other opioid I can get (tapentadol, codeine, and tramadol). However, I live in a country where opioids are rarely prescribed and as recreational drugs they are hardly used. Anyway, I was hooked after suffering a herniated disc in my lower back 2 years ago.
Some background:
-12 hours ago I took 1x2 mg. of clonazepam for anxiety and as anti-convulsant (I hope it don't cloud the opioid euphoria, like so many times)
-Empty stomach. Last meal: 5-6 hours ago (sandwich with meat, avocado and tomato), 1 small coffee (about 50 ml of caffeine).
-Last use of tramadol: 24-30 hours ago (300-400 mg.)
-I plan to take this drug at night alone, relaxiyng by watching TV or listening to some music, as this is how it always gives me the best results.
-I plan to take small doses (100 mg.) every 15 minutes, because people swears it's better metabolized in that way.
-I'll use Tramadol oral drops solution 100mg./1ml (10 ml. each bootle) by OPKO Lab.
Here's comes the REPORT:
T + 0:00: I took / drank 100 mg. of the tramadol drops with a dispenser. It don't taste so bad but it's necessary to drink it with some juice (without calories), water or soda (personal choice). I hate the minty flavor they put in it. What the fuck! there's no other flavor available than all those medicines come with mint flavor. Damn it.
T + 0:15: 100 mg. more. This time I did it "a lo macho". Direct from the bottle with a dispenser (100mg / ml). Without juice or water. Just puting the dispenser directly into my mouth.
T + 0:30: 100 mg. more. Wow. How quickly time passes with tramadol. A kind of "mania" or "over-stimulation" came to me and I began to clean everything and tidy up where I am now (my living room). I start to chop wood to make a fire because here the temperature drops a lot at night. And I like the wood heating.
T + 0:45: 100 mg. more. I'm writing this report and article on a blog about some other stuff and I feel pretty good. Will Smith's movie "I'm a Legend" is on HBO and for some strange reason I like it much more than before despite not having a fan of sci-fi or apocalypse movies.
* CAUTION: I have just reached 400 mg of tramadol, the maximum dose. Don't try to consume more if you don't have a high tolerance, like me. *
T + 1:00: 100 mg. I keep writing my report. I think I'll put on some music to liven up this. I still don't feel much, except for the stimulation (from serotonin rush I guess), But shit I feel the words flow like never before. I'm pretty bad at writing (I think this proves it a bit), but this time at least I can write fast and without overthinking the words hahaha.
T + 1:10: Listening to Bob Marley's Redemption Song. Wow. It sounds a thousand times better that sober. It's as if I could transport myself and hear him sing next to me. I assume that some of this tramadol is metabolizing in my body.
T + 1:15: 100 mg. I feel relaxed and happy. I'm definitely feeling it. The great thing about tramadol is that despite my extreme tolerance, I still feel its mood-lifting properties. Last week I lost my job, but right now I don't give a shit.
T + 1:30: 100 mg. OKAY. Now I'm feeling something different, like a kind of tingling in the legs and pleasure from tact, I could not explain it well. There's no nausea. In fact, I have never been nauseous on tramadol despite its bad reputation.
T + 1:45: 100 mg. 800 mg. in total. An insane dose for almost everyone, for me it's a normal day dose. This "syrup" or oral solution tastes no that good but some water is "drinkable".
T + 2:00: 100 mg. more. Listening to "It's All Over, Baby Blue" and I feel like Van Morrison is singing in my ear. That's how good I feel. Music on opioids has always felt a thousand times better than sober. Sometimes songs that sober seems nah to me, high seems great. I think I'll listen to a Classic Rock mix on YTB. I feel a mild MDMA-like high, I saw a girl in a movie on TV and it made me want to walk across the screen and just hug her and kiss her. It's not even libido, right now, I can't even get an erection
. I get up from the sofa and kiss my cat and tell him how much I love him. In these moments, I love everyone.T + 2:15: 100 mg. more. Man, the Stones sound better than ever. I hadn't thought about it but Memory Motel (Black and Blue, 1976) must be one of their most underrated songs. I feel a slight nausea but nothing serious. Shit! I'm almost finishing my article on the blog, this is definitely a lot better than the Modafinil shit I bought a month ago.
T + 2:25: Shit. Now I believe myself Mick Jagger and I'm singing at the top of my lungs. I'm singing the falsetto chorus from Fool to Cry. I sing so bad but I don't give a shit. Luckily, I live in a neighborhood with few neighboring houses. Definitely some o-desmethyltramadol runs through my veins.
T + 2:30: 200 mg this time and I hit 1100 mg. or 1200 mg. I lost count. Scary thing. But this is getting fun. No musle jerks, nervousness or headaches that are so often heard with this drug.
T + 2:40: All my anxiety is gone. I constantly suffer from social anxiety and even talking to strangers makes me nervous, but this time I'm talking to someone on a chat and I feel extremely relaxed.
T + 2:45: 100 mg. And I think I'm at the peak I'm starting to get a little sleepy and feel some opioid sedation, similar to codeine. I don't know how to describe it, but I feel like I'm not in my body. I also feel extremely light. Cognitive euphoria at its best, just seeing my cat sleeping makes me happy.
T + 3:00: More sedated than ever. I miss a coffee but caffeine has opioid antagonists so it's not an option. I feel in love with everyone and everything, all music or movies look or sound like works of art.
T + 3:45: 100 mg. I already lost count how many mgs. I took surely more than a gram. I begin to confuse the words easily and typing is kinda hard. That stimulation is no longer so present. Only sedation. The most curious thing is that I have not eaten for almost 10 hours and I am not hungry at all.
T + 4:00: Listening to Fleetwood Mac. Running my hands over my face and my head and face feels so good. Strangely, this time my body feels heavy. The sedation is incredible, despite having slept 8 hours ago. I drank 200 mg.
T + 4:30: 100 mg. and I felt the nod. I feel like all my problems are gone. Everything is happiness. I feel a bit silly or dumb, I forget words easily and I have a hard time typing (double vision?).
T + 5:00: I took everything that was left of my second 1000mg bottle. I guess about 200-300 mg. I feel pretty good except for the double vision and the extreme sedation. I notice some respiratory depression but nothing serious.
T+ 5:10: Shit. I feel pretty sedated but the movie shit I'm watching on cable looks more interesting than it's. So I try to stay awake.
T+ 5:30: I guess o-desmethyltramadol (opioid metabolite of tramadol) is reaching its maximum effect because I feel sedated like codeine cognitive euphoria but I have trouble walking, my eyes are red and I have never seen my pupils so small.
T + 6:00: Oh yeah I definitely feel the o-desmethyltramadol for good. I have a hard time typing this report hahaha. I confuse all the letters. I'm not hungry at all. And I'm half asleep-awake. No muscle jerks or headaches despite huge tramadol dose.
T + 7:00: I'm having a hard time staying awake. I see blurry and I laugh at any stupidity even if it's not. Watching some stupid youtube and instagram videos.
T + 7:30: I feel a little dizzy when I get up and I have a hard time urinating. I know this kind of cognitive euphoria, extreme happiness and some kind of a body high. My legs are tingling.
T + 7:45: Double vision at its best. I'm looking at the new Spiderman movie and I could swear that I see two spiderman on my TV hahaha. I start to scratch my arms, back and torso and it feels so good.
T + 8:00: I'm haven't felt this high in a while. I started to nod and confuse everything (as I write I am, I am chatting with someone else). Type "rrefoy" instead of reddit. Fuck!! I see certain things move. I started to have some hiccups hahaha that always happens to me with high doses of tramadol but never as late as now.
T + 10:00: I finally fell asleep on the sofa I was on. My friend on the chat asks me what happened to me. Why didn't my answers make any sense? I still feel sedated but somewhat hungry for sweets (so typical on opioids), so I make myself a coffee with fruit and some bread and jam.
T + 11:00 : The caffeine takes effect and the sedation wears off. I still feel excellent, great mood, but there's no much noticible euphoria or maybe the coffee and its antagonists properties are reversing some of the o-dsmt.
T + 12:00 : It was quite a long night and I decide to go to sleep. I usually have trouble falling asleep but this time I fell asleep right away.
T + 19:00 : I get up. Without any side effects. Maybe a little thirsty but nothing more. Despite not having had caffeine in 7 hours, I feel extremely motivated and stimulated. No side effects. No headaches, nausea, confusion, muscle rigidity, etc. Maybe the only side effect it's that I've trouble starting or maintaining a urine stream, but this may be related to another health problem and has nothing to do with the consumption of tramadol (Benign prostatic hyperplasia). Although I notice that it does happen when I take a lot of tramadol, ibuprofen or acetaminophen. I should only in the first urine when I get up. I should check this out.
End of REPORT
Those who say that tramadol is not addictive are wrong, maybe it's a weak opioid. But in high doses, as shown here, it's sedative, euphoric, stimulating and best antidepressant and mood-lifting I've taken. Maybe it's not that euphoric becase my tolerance, but I remember the first few times I went over 400mg. and the euphoria was tremendous. I guess I'm a good metabolizer.
Perhaps the only downside to tamadol are withdrawals, which are immense, especially due to its action on serotonin and noradrenaline. Which leads to a tremendous depression, zero motivation and fatigue never seen before. I really don't wish it on anyone.
Thanks for reading.
PS. My english is kinda shitty (I'm not US nor UK) and sometimes I fell asleep during the report so I miss some details.
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