how did I know not? that your words meant less than dust and were born of an idea that you had heard but have nothing in common with truth or with trust, everything that you swore, so quickly snatched away, and me left without a heart and nothing left to hold onto, but still so much to feel. while my house burned down, you didn't bring water, but gasoline, and all I ever hated rose right up and bled through you. now i can only regret every moment that we spent, and every second we shared, only makes matters worse. for i have seen the truth behind the sparkle in your eyes. i finally see the ugly behind your pretty disguise. now I can't stop wishing that you had never even looked my way. and you have the nerve to ask me why? why the fuck did you tell me about magic and then show me the strings? why did you whisper that your heart was in my teeth? when that was the the first place that you kicked me, as I lay helpless on the ground. yes, all that once was has turned to the blackest of hate. instead wishing you the best I will be rooting for you to fall, as I learn the painful lesson of all: that a lie is a lie, and I don't give a fuck how pretty it's disguise
Dave(!)
Dave(!)