Flynnal
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Aug 14, 2012
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- 850
I've been feeling strange throughout the week, but especially today. I'm not even sure what this is or what it's supposed to feel like, but I would describe it as a foreboding sense of impending doom. I've had this experience before, but really it's been getting too much. I've been booked in for a sleep study in case I have sleep apnea but they haven't contacted me since the doctor organized it almost 2 weeks ago. Hopefully I get a phone call. I was supposed to have been contacted within last week. Hopefully they can find out what is happening to my heart during the sleep cycle. It's been dropping really low, like dangerously low. I feel fine physically aside from the occasional weird spells (that last a few seconds and am not too concerned as I've had them before).
I just don't want to keep taking benzos more than say once a week or even every two weeks, since they can cause trouble in the long run. I'm going to have to talk about this with the GP tomorrow. Hopefully they'll be able to find out what the problem is, because even though it seems mild right now, I worry that things could take a sudden turn, as if it's some sort of impending doom. I'm not sure what to make of these weird sensations because they're so disconcerting and worrisome.
I'm just trying to reach out to see if anyone else experiences these uncomfortable sensations. It's been strange for me, and though I'm used to it, I'm starting to tire of it and want some sort of long-term relief, but after speaking to many doctors in the past, maybe I'll just have to deal with it myself. I read books, read stuff on the web, and keep myself occupied as best I can. But there are days like this where I just wish these weird sensations would just cease and desist.
Anyone else out there feeling like I do?
I just don't want to keep taking benzos more than say once a week or even every two weeks, since they can cause trouble in the long run. I'm going to have to talk about this with the GP tomorrow. Hopefully they'll be able to find out what the problem is, because even though it seems mild right now, I worry that things could take a sudden turn, as if it's some sort of impending doom. I'm not sure what to make of these weird sensations because they're so disconcerting and worrisome.
I'm just trying to reach out to see if anyone else experiences these uncomfortable sensations. It's been strange for me, and though I'm used to it, I'm starting to tire of it and want some sort of long-term relief, but after speaking to many doctors in the past, maybe I'll just have to deal with it myself. I read books, read stuff on the web, and keep myself occupied as best I can. But there are days like this where I just wish these weird sensations would just cease and desist.
Anyone else out there feeling like I do?