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Stimulants A Date Tonight with Tina

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^^^This. But if the stim come down is bad enough I would imagine some less restful and lighter sleep is better than none at all.
 
So its noon on Sunday. Exactly 12 hours since the last lines. Starting to feel hungry, so I'm guessing effects are just about totally worn off. As ROA was snorting, I am still awake, although between the hours of 6am and 11am I got plenty or restless sleep, dreaming about last night and waking up every hour and a half to two hours....

Im thinking snorting is definitely my prefered ROA. I have literally sat with 3 people and smoked a quarter ounce in about 3 hours. Last night I used .3 total, and the drug was able to enhance my social experience; Most importantly, I will be able to sleep tonight at a respectable hour and be refreshed for work on Monday.

Don't get me wrong, I fantasize about renting a hotel room for a week and going on a crazy no-sleep binge, but alas, practically it is just not possible. I never go more than one day without working - Saturdays are my only day off....

I salute you brave souls who can manage to keep the roller coaster rocking, but if I readminister after the inital 2-3 hour rush I will be seriously fucked socially.

....Well, gonna warm up that cheeseburger now, that's to everyone who kept me company, I appreciate you all!
 
lol, this is the greatest thread ive ever read.

Edit: Avoid the "no sleep binge" or whatever you called it. The longer you go without sleep, the more insane you will get. Picture yourself sitting on the floor surrounded by pieces of your computer because you were convinced that the government somehow put spyware in your computer because it makes complete sense that they would launch a full on investigation on a casual user with a half a gram and they were just waiting for their chance to kick your door in and bust you with the whopping half a gram. All the while youre walking around your house or apt completely naked, covered in lube on about hour 15 of a porn binge on your other computer because you are well past the point of being able to seem human enough to pick up an actual person for sex, but when you look at yourself in the mirror you look like an absolute God, even though youre starting to resemble smigel from lord of the rings. To top it off you haven't eaten in 3 or 4 days so your blood sugar is all fucked up and every time you stand up you feel light headed.
 
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^Yeah dude. Oh man, the horrible tweak adventures I have. They're so funny in retrospect, but at the time they weren't. I remember this one time I had been on a nice good bender, and the day before my girlfriend and I actually had gotten robbed, so that, compounded with the shard that I was injecting every couple hours sent me into a state of complete psychosis. I'd be walking down the streets hearing helicopters, followed by gunshots, then crowds of people screaming. There were a few times too where the psychosis became so real to me that I actually either did attack someone who was completely innocent, or I almost did. Make sure to get sleep on speed.

What blows my mind are the tweakers that seem to actually enjoy the psychosis, like it's all part of the high haha (in a way it is).
 
It sounds like you're kind of getting off to this post dude lol a bit weird but whatever floats your boat I always say.

lol, I know. As I was typing my brains like "Oh fuck man, do I remember this shit or what, Damn I'd love a fat shot now! Hey have I still got porn on my drive or...." etc etc

Yes this used to be my bend. Getting high on Meth and sex.....tough road to normalise back from.
 
^Yeah dude. Oh man, the horrible tweak adventures I have. They're so funny in retrospect, but at the time they weren't. I remember this one time I had been on a nice good bender, and the day before my girlfriend and I actually had gotten robbed, so that, compounded with the shard that I was injecting every couple hours sent me into a state of complete psychosis. I'd be walking down the streets hearing helicopters, followed by gunshots, then crowds of people screaming. There were a few times too where the psychosis became so real to me that I actually either did attack someone who was completely innocent, or I almost did. Make sure to get sleep on speed.

What blows my mind are the tweakers that seem to actually enjoy the psychosis, like it's all part of the high haha (in a way it is).

I met a guy once ( he ended up robbing me, crazy little fuck ) on the street who was actually bragging about how long he had been up and that he had been diagnosed a paranoid schizophrenic.

I read some of your tweek stories. The part about 4 guys lined up in front of your tent fucking each other in the ass had me rolling.
 
4:00pm now - turns out I couldn't keep that cheeseburger down, threw it away and ended up making a protein shake... Interestingly enough, resting heart rate bpm is still in the 124-128 range which makes it a little hard to lay down and "relax"... Don't know if that's normal to have that bpm 16 hours after last administration of such a small dosage or if it is just my low tolerance and/or possible light paranoia.

I discharge parole in less than 2 months, after not having had not one violation in almost 3 years, and to fuck up this close to discharge would be candidate for serious fucking all time "Hall-of-Fame Dumbass" move. I think it just weighs heavily on my mind and kinds kills the vibe/contributes to negative aspects of the comedown... Luckily, my PO is super cool, visits and piss tests once a month and June's piss test was conducted on 6/2... all clear!, no worries till July's test :)
 
^Yeah dude. Oh man, the horrible tweak adventures I have. They're so funny in retrospect, but at the time they weren't. I remember this one time I had been on a nice good bender, and the day before my girlfriend and I actually had gotten robbed, so that, compounded with the shard that I was injecting every couple hours sent me into a state of complete psychosis. I'd be walking down the streets hearing helicopters, followed by gunshots, then crowds of people screaming. There were a few times too where the psychosis became so real to me that I actually either did attack someone who was completely innocent, or I almost did. Make sure to get sleep on speed.

What blows my mind are the tweakers that seem to actually enjoy the psychosis, like it's all part of the high haha (in a way it is).

Meth does not sound fun at all so I have never used it, and never will. Stay safe everyone.
 
Yeah if you single dose meth, it's perhaps the best drug out there...feels like your brain is floating in a warm, awesome dopamine bath

Meth is the Lay's potato chip of the drug world, though...betcha can't have just one! (line/bowl/shot) ;) Until before you know it you've been up for about 3 or 4 days and you feel like microwaved death. 72 hours was my limit, though, I have no idea how people go even harder than that...
 
Yeah if you single dose meth, it's perhaps the best drug out there...feels like your brain is floating in a warm, awesome dopamine bath

Meth is the Lay's potato chip of the drug world, though...betcha can't have just one! (line/bowl/shot) ;) Until before you know it you've been up for about 3 or 4 days and you feel like microwaved death. 72 hours was my limit, though, I have no idea how people go even harder than that...

Agreed, I reached 80 hours one time and was in full blown psychosis. Marijuana definitely kicked in tho, I don't like reaching even 60 hours I can't imagine how people stay awake for five days straight
 
My vote goes to opiates.

It's a beautiful high and great rush that does have a push to it, pushed into a warm eiderdown cloud of cosiness....but it's ability to disappear due to how quick ones body becomes tolerant to it when integrated into your life is a downer, pun intended.

Meth - I'm with Burnt offerings and Ovo - the rush and pushing euphoria is unmatched and fuck all tolerance. Even when I was a daily user if I wanted to get high I could just up the dose and BAM ....all one needs is a good sleep and a feed and my tolerance was low again and easily able to start again. And I like to fuck and what not.....opiates are great but have the opposite effect but I must say if you have a family the opiates are much more responsible choice than meth, as long as you don't go for an extreme nod lol.
 
^Don't have a family, but meth is just too much of a gamble for me, even with a single dose. Sometimes I will experience euphoria and be functional, but still be all over the place with my emotions. Staying sane and everything, but just be on an emotional rollercoaster. Other times I will get so overwhelmed with anxiety I cant even be around people, but its so compulsive you just keep going with it and end up like I described above. I enjoy it from time to time on top of benzos and alcohol, but its not a drug I can use on a regular basis and function.

Opiates on the other hand are totally predictable. No surprises, I know what im going to get everytime. I feel the warmth and euphoria that you described while being totally in control of myself. I can socialize on it and be around people without it being obvious im on something..unless im nodding too hard.
 
Alright, this is getting too off topic so I'm going to close it.
@OP, if you want me to re-open the thread PM me
 
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