My first post here guys n gals!
To try and cut this story short. Im not really an experienced user of E's/MDMA but have had my fair share and usually takes me 2 days max for a recovery. Anyway I recently took a trip to Barcelona and had 2 nights on E pills (first time doing pills). *Prior this this holiday I was drunk every night for about 9 nights*. The first pill I swear was just pure speed, I was panting like mad. The 2nd night I purchased a different pill. Anyway, by complete mistake I took 2 pills mistaking them for a single split pill. When I peak, incredible. All of a sudden after this my eyes rolled and all I saw was black, the next thing I knew im inside bathroom with my mate taking my pulse at 185bpm. During this time I honestly felt like I was dying. Anyway safe to say I exited, sharpish. Everything when entirely slow I mean slow slow for about 10 seconds then everything started to move rapidly this came in repeated waves for about 5 hours. The next morning I felt fine, I climbed monserat, I made it to the top and then I switched, my entire body just collapsed, embarrassingly I s**t myself. I return home and I come to my usual joint a night routine. Anyway, I honestly could not feel myself breathing, my heart slowed immensely and it sent me into a complete frenzy. For the next 9 days after this (including right now) I get waves where I feel as though my heart rate is increasing, I feel energetic and my cheeks are tightening up, shortly after this I can barely walk my legs are totally numb along with the fear I'll stop breathing. The fear mainly comes from the fact my lungs and chest feel totally numb. I feel like everyday is the same with no sign of recovery. Im suffering with anxiety and short bursts of panic, alongside this ive shed half a stone since returning. Now ive read to eat well drink well and im doing the usual, homemade cooked food im gulping water and Orange juice too. I have no signs of returning to normality thus far.
Now my worry for the phsycosis (all in my head sort of thing) comes from the fact ive smoked weed for about 6 months every night prior to the 2 week trip in which I didn't smoke and I was totally fine with, I had no symptoms at all. Im still experiencing no cravings for the drug at all however the bursts of paranoia and nausea that I experienced when I came back and smoked still persist in short waves every hour or so.
I know this may seem a bit all over the place, but in all honesty it's hard for me to explain how I feel right now. Im not experiencing any usual symptoms of being down from reduced serotonin levels, in that aspect im totally fine which is why I'm questioning is this really an E comedown, a cannabis withdrawal, or a combination of this in conjunction with pshycosis.
Has anybody at all gone through a similar experience? I feel very alone with nobody to talk to. The only responses I get from my friends is shutup its out of your system now. Im not getting any good advice, from anyone. My main concern is the waves of different feelings I get which occur hourly, ive read nothing like what im experiencing. All it says is, you may feel depressed.
Thanks for any forthcoming help.
To try and cut this story short. Im not really an experienced user of E's/MDMA but have had my fair share and usually takes me 2 days max for a recovery. Anyway I recently took a trip to Barcelona and had 2 nights on E pills (first time doing pills). *Prior this this holiday I was drunk every night for about 9 nights*. The first pill I swear was just pure speed, I was panting like mad. The 2nd night I purchased a different pill. Anyway, by complete mistake I took 2 pills mistaking them for a single split pill. When I peak, incredible. All of a sudden after this my eyes rolled and all I saw was black, the next thing I knew im inside bathroom with my mate taking my pulse at 185bpm. During this time I honestly felt like I was dying. Anyway safe to say I exited, sharpish. Everything when entirely slow I mean slow slow for about 10 seconds then everything started to move rapidly this came in repeated waves for about 5 hours. The next morning I felt fine, I climbed monserat, I made it to the top and then I switched, my entire body just collapsed, embarrassingly I s**t myself. I return home and I come to my usual joint a night routine. Anyway, I honestly could not feel myself breathing, my heart slowed immensely and it sent me into a complete frenzy. For the next 9 days after this (including right now) I get waves where I feel as though my heart rate is increasing, I feel energetic and my cheeks are tightening up, shortly after this I can barely walk my legs are totally numb along with the fear I'll stop breathing. The fear mainly comes from the fact my lungs and chest feel totally numb. I feel like everyday is the same with no sign of recovery. Im suffering with anxiety and short bursts of panic, alongside this ive shed half a stone since returning. Now ive read to eat well drink well and im doing the usual, homemade cooked food im gulping water and Orange juice too. I have no signs of returning to normality thus far.
Now my worry for the phsycosis (all in my head sort of thing) comes from the fact ive smoked weed for about 6 months every night prior to the 2 week trip in which I didn't smoke and I was totally fine with, I had no symptoms at all. Im still experiencing no cravings for the drug at all however the bursts of paranoia and nausea that I experienced when I came back and smoked still persist in short waves every hour or so.
I know this may seem a bit all over the place, but in all honesty it's hard for me to explain how I feel right now. Im not experiencing any usual symptoms of being down from reduced serotonin levels, in that aspect im totally fine which is why I'm questioning is this really an E comedown, a cannabis withdrawal, or a combination of this in conjunction with pshycosis.
Has anybody at all gone through a similar experience? I feel very alone with nobody to talk to. The only responses I get from my friends is shutup its out of your system now. Im not getting any good advice, from anyone. My main concern is the waves of different feelings I get which occur hourly, ive read nothing like what im experiencing. All it says is, you may feel depressed.
Thanks for any forthcoming help.
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