harraser
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Oct 3, 2001
- Messages
- 2,091
theres nothing worse than waking up alone
when all you want is to be near someone
a certain someone
once again I dreamed of you
and woke up holding the pillow
I stared at your phone number for ages
wondering if youd understand if I called you at 3am
but decided not to try
the days are getting easier now
I only think of you ten million times a day
nowhere near as much as I used to
but its the nights that really kill me
the dreams of holding hands, or steamy sex
of deep conversation or easy silence
and always waking up alone
just wanting to settle against your back
and drift off back to sleep
or reach out and feel soft skin
instead of this pillow thats become my companion
I could tell you all this next time we speak
but I wont
as always Ill have the false cheer in my voice
and as always Ill desperately hope youll see through my charade
"Hi, how are ya? Im doin fine...."
but Im not doin fine
Im tired, and Im lonely
and I desperately want to wake up next to someone
a certain someone
when all you want is to be near someone
a certain someone
once again I dreamed of you
and woke up holding the pillow
I stared at your phone number for ages
wondering if youd understand if I called you at 3am
but decided not to try
the days are getting easier now
I only think of you ten million times a day
nowhere near as much as I used to
but its the nights that really kill me
the dreams of holding hands, or steamy sex
of deep conversation or easy silence
and always waking up alone
just wanting to settle against your back
and drift off back to sleep
or reach out and feel soft skin
instead of this pillow thats become my companion
I could tell you all this next time we speak
but I wont
as always Ill have the false cheer in my voice
and as always Ill desperately hope youll see through my charade
"Hi, how are ya? Im doin fine...."
but Im not doin fine
Im tired, and Im lonely
and I desperately want to wake up next to someone
a certain someone
