A beautiful mistake, for those stupid enough to get to this thread dont repeat it thats why i made it

[RebirthOfThoth]

Before you judge, before you get your cheeto and probably pill pressed dusted fingers all over that wonderful invention of man we use to communicate, look at my account. Read my intro. Here, I'll link it.

From addled loser to Thoth's possible incarnation. Jk. Unless.

The description says it all. As I love telling people, I'M NOT ASKING. Did the research. I know my body, my sensitivities, and besides the little autobiography of 2015-now up there, I've survived several suicide attempts. 3 of which were by hanging. No i don't suck at tying knots lol.



I'm gonna update this as the trip ensues and ends. Please wish me the best, and believe me I have endured worse. I've done cocaine sally meth and like 5 mg or less of adderall all at once and i was pimp walking around my town.


I'm honestly excited. I have anti nausea shit i don't know if I'll take due to meth usually quelling my nausea, but I'll let yall decide if thats a good addition.

I love you. If this is my last post by some freak chance lol remember me


12:02 AM. Preparing adderall and meth seltzer shot. Will use minimal meth, cba to buy a mg scale anyway.

This Alkaseltzer ironically contains some DXM. Will only take enough to de-acidify and bubble my guts up for absorption.


12:06: i get a rock and some crumbly shards into the shotglass of 7 up i poured. Adderall xr not crushed but emptied in too. Already took wellbutrin ehhh 53 minutes ago, roughly. About to dose that and see where i go. I have cheetos and taquitos in my stomach. Should probably eat but i can eat on amphetamines, just not dxm. Especially polistirex.



12:09

Crushed and dropped lil seltzer chunks in the shot after everything dissolved as much as it will. Taking shot after this sentence.


12:11: shot taken, less gross than i assumed. Had to pour water from the massive cup im keeping w ice water in to get those pesky beads down. About to dose klons. Deciding whether sublingual or oral is wisest. Thinking 1MG sublingual will take care of any blood pressure problems, anxiety, or any other cardiovascular or nervous system upsets.


12:14 pills under my tongue, will hold them for about 15 mins and charge my phone before i post again. I want the amphs to hit before i take the delsym. I also want to peak around 3 pm, bc why not.

 

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12:16


A notion to down the delsym hits me, almost foreign to my own thoughts. Probably a low level entity trying to assure i fail this test/experience/ment and fall on my face, to a grave of bad karma.

Or i could just be impulsive. I silence these thoughts and open the box to the HHC pen i procured earlier


27 bucks a pop and it has all 3 kinds of HHC people mostly use in it. Keep in mind HHC-P goes for $60+ per .25 grams. I am thankful for my local Punjabi awk.




12:20 i get my head out of my ass stop writing charge my phone and begin toking. It hits 12 21 writing this sentence. Yes, i pay attention to every single detail of everything.

 

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Pills feeling "minty" as they tend to as they absorb. Might regurgle my guts w another seltzer after absorption, swallowing, and when i deem it time to open the gates to hell-sym. Dxm= devil's xtcy for muppets/mongoloids.


12:26 phone going down. Setting hour timer since klons and amphs speed time up for me.

Oh, and i have a 200 watt box mod for the robotrip. And for cloud visuals hopefully.. turning on lasers fan and reading my b ook where i left off, the union of Isis and Thoth .


God luck and good speed by weedeater is about to play. Enough for now

 

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12:40 my phone has charging issues and may die. I will physically write out everything i experience and the times if so, until then im recording it all with my podcasting app Anchor which posts on spotify i believe. Will link after i do this bad thing like it's a broken-in 34 year old divorced housewife in a yoga class.


Sti havent smoked the "thc related product", will force self to after this sentence ends. 12:43 is now the time. Wish me luck niggas. I'm not white I'm Caucasian, native, and am one of those can hang with my tweaker buddy one day hang with sober friends the next and not have a perciveable difference type. In short I'm a crazy white dude who gets the N word pass. Heh. I should print shirts. Though, I feel like this would somehow cause me legal trouble once some redneck who is actually racist pisses off some brilla gorilla in Harlem KC with my stupid idea and nobody wins.



Introspective? Yes. Monologger? Call me a Cumberjack because i verbally masturbate. Its now 12:47, and i am no closer to being the next bo burnham. Phone may die, will keep posting when my timer goes off.

 

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1:39

Im about to drink the sym in one go then seltzer up again for nausea and amphetasorption haha

A bit stoned and a bit late tbh but a nyway ill drink it before 1:50 hits if i hurry


1:55

Got distracted like i ķnew i had improperly estimated my ingestion time. Now after essential oil aersolizer is on and selenite rod has purified my main 9 chakras i will chug and document time immediately after.. after that i will come up, maybe do a bump, take half another klon, and begin recording again and also draw until it gets intense enough for me to begin meditation and intermittent intermission to say what i see like a dream journal. Ill transcribe and link my podcast after this. I bet someone is gonna read this and panic thinking serotonin syndrome is gonna kill me lol dw i already can feel this ending well and maybe even being beneficial.

 

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2:06

Looks like i got my wish, i am gonna come up at like 3 i bet or sooner bc amphs make me sorta process food faster and if i had to guess HHC-P is 40+ times stronger than THC, maybe 10 times stronger than THC-P. Thats just me tho. Its now 2:10. Make a wish at 2:11. No reason just feels like a guide number. Let me google that. Silly amphs and talking. Im making more sense typing than talking tho, or at least getting to the point easier. Will link recording after posting final entry, I'm peacing out for now and I'll write out the transcript of my audio tomorrow afternoon probably. Peace. Thank Thoth for my careful consideration before doing this. If i hadnt both abused so much and been exposed to shit before birth I'd be worried, but i am still as sensitive to drugs as the rest of you i just can handle it more even if there are side effects. Call me rasputin with less bullet holes and frozen water.


Forgot to mention i poisoned myself with golden ringless mushrooms which misinformation is hugely spread about online, happened a few weeks ago. Shit had me puking and shitting 18 hours, er injected zofran and gave me cups of water and 2 whole bags of fluid. Whats funny is I've been more dehydrated than that by far before. Anyway im giving it a rest typing, see yall tm

 

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Well i am feeling something. Its 2 33. Guess i will come up at 3 am lol what a synchronicity. Listening to good music and frequencies to keep parasitic entities from seeing my mental state as a ride to hitch. Now 2 35. Getting a bit horny.

Will resist to save tantra prana and kundalini for meditating at peak. If no bad side effects happen i will then do a teeny tiny bump of mamph. Hopefully my second chakra isnt as imbalanced as it once was same for third, for i personally believe entities feed off meths energy output in our astral body and THAT is what causes voices alongside sleel deprivation, which i never even stay up 2 days. The mexican superlab batches that are yellow suck ass. One rail had me paranoid about.skme hippies at this Tool concert mocking me since they felt my energy and felt above me


Still couldn't tell you if that.was real. Only time I've not been aware im psychotic.

Any more than 2 days awake and it feels like fear and paranoid obsession and sexual energy and straight up prana is being leeched off of.

Again, just my experience that crown chakra healing stopped in its tracks.


Anyway its

2:44: and im about to record so hold on and I'll finish this up when i am sober


Wish me luck, 3 am is a energetic time. Lasers on my ceiling at 2 46 seem to be kinda moving in peripheral

 

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Everything's muddled, i feel as though I'm tripping. Took another kpin at 339 and somehow i am fully conscious and go between dumb and hyperintelligent

 

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Paranoia over risk of death overcome. Heart rate stable.

 

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Avoiding wasting time getting detail overload

 

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Near double vision

 

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Ringing i will ignore

 

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Its the fan, not the famed amphetamine red ring of death version of ears ringing

 

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Somehow im still sorta funny throughout all this

 

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User's posts about arrhythmia and other side effects leaking into brain. Psychic ability going a good direction. Fuck them, dont do what i am doing because you would probably die but tbh i won't and i am going to be normal tomorrow on god


This is the second weirdest trip I've ever had

 

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I may not log all times as timestamps do that for me. Ruh roh, intentional troubles

 

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I tripped so hard i managed to write the answer to everything and then hit cancel. Wild trip

 

[4meSM]

I don't want to make you anxious or whatever but mixing amphetamine and meth with bupropion and dxm is not a good idea. You should always check the interactions before taking that sort of combo. Don't take too much meth. Hope everything goes well!

 

[RebirthOfThoth]

Stilll going thru time fast gums are dry visuals under my control. Im done talking.. let me enjoy this quantum bliss

 

[RebirthOfThoth]

I don't want to make you anxious or whatever but mixing amphetamine and meth with bupropion and dxm is not a good idea. You should always check the interactions before taking that sort of combo. Don't take too much meth. Hope everything goes well!

You're fine this is as much a spiritual journey as it is me literally talking and also connecting to 5th dimensional energy and tbh i may be Thoth's incarnation if you believe in that sort of concept