That's why I need some good karma my way! Feelin fine otherwise...![]()
you can have as much of my good karma as you want. i have this horrid depression that has lead me to not give a fuck about most things. just doing good things for those I care about (and even those i dont) while striving for happiness.
this leads me to the hilarious coincidence of the day. I was waiting for my psychiatrist appointment. the girl who I used to buy pills off of/introduced me to dope was walking out and I was walking in. it was actually hilarious....until the awkwardness of my doctor asking me how I knew her set in....
edit: on a side note, today I realized that my opiate habit has switched quickly to a coke habit. the weird thing is is that I can easily get free coke (enough for a day + of being high as shit), so i've been doing ALOT lately without noticing. It's a scary feeling when you realize you've started to get in over your head with something. it's even worse with a bottle full of pills in the drawer since nomatter what I know how amazing opiates + quality coke is. seconded only to high dose mdma + medium dose lsd + medical weed + 12 mgs of dilaudid. synergize the peaks of the acid/mdma then smoke a j while breaking up some dillies. ugh. That's what I save for camp bisco every year. every. year.