9th Issue Heroin Discussion v. quit drooling on yo keyboard

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I dont think it would be too wise to give Chinky a mod stick lol. A little too headstrong to be managing things. It'd be like putting Al Davis as president. Mother fucker cant keep his nose outta shit.
 
I just can't tell sometimes whether y'all are being serious or not...so I would tend to not take shit seriously...but imo Chinky is one of my fave posters, I read through his many posts in the chicago heroin threads for awhile before I ever started posting here...:) Whether or not you agree with him, he always says what he thinks and that's cool...
 
Dont lie blue you started postin here to stalk chinky eventually. And no im really never serious about this shit. The only shit in here im serious about is my dope posts and the fact that im off of it now. If you dont at least take that part of it seriously and be serious about your addiction and not letting it eat you up then well your naive as fuck and probably end up dead.
 
nowdubnvr6 said:
Dont lie blue you started postin here to stalk chinky eventually. And no im really never serious about this shit. The only shit in here im serious about is my dope posts and the fact that im off of it now. If you dont at least take that part of it seriously and be serious about your addiction and not letting it eat you up then well your naive as fuck and probably end up dead.
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Now THIS is true (taking shit serious not stalking chinky, lol)...I'm loooong past not taking my addiction seriously...I'm still doin it but I know damn well the effect is has on my life and the control it has over me...I was "in denial" about a month before I realized very, very quickly that I was gonna have a problem with dope...and I was right. Glad to hear you're off it nowdub, that's awesome.
 
The fucked thing is i was gonna go grab a couple caps tomorrow with a buddy of mine and get my nod on, and so i call dude tonight to make sure its still good seeing as how i havent talked to him in like 2 months. And the he's like nah wont be good for a little while got mad family shit goin on. So ima take it as a sign that i should keep it to just the chronic. Seeing as how ima be back in arkansas for a little while still not sure how long but I definitely am not gonna develop the habit i had. But i know in my head when he calls me back and tells me its good i will go get some caps most likely. Oh well it'll be that much better when i am finally able to get it.
 
Eh. Every time I get clean I know it's only so long til I do it again. And I know I'm gonna love it. Again. The KEY is to not fall back into the habit you had before, but well...easier said than done right? Being as how I always end up back where I started...but I still give myself SOME credit for taking a break whenever I do (can't hurt me right?)
 
breaks are great. I didnt quit and tell myself ill never get high again cause i know its bullshit. I have chronic pain i know its only a matter of time before i wake up one day and cant take it anymore. And its not possible for me to fall back into it. Iam not staying in arkansas ill b going back out west and i have no hookups there nor do i want any. A lot of it had to do with mindset I was depressed and unhappy as fuck in arkansas. When i got out to the coast in cali I couldnt of been happier honestly. And with being happy i didnt wanna seek out opiates. I smoked the best weed i could get and that kept me plenty satisfied and outta pain. Also I didnt have much to do in arkansas. Id work come home sit around get high and repeat. Out there I had plenty to do, and i was finding new interests and old alike that i had forgot about. I think 90% of it is mental, from the wd's to thinking its hopeless so lets get high, to just being fucking unhappy with things. I got out there from 4 days on a bus and i seriously didnt feel any withdraws other than just being lethargic for about 2 weeks.
 
I've been pretty good the last couple of weeks. I took a break so that I could kick so I'm no longer dependent on opiates. Today I got high for the first time in about 2 weeks. Other then the 1 shitty bag on Thanksgiving, I hadn't used since the Saturday before that. I haven't used two days in a row for in close to a month. That allowed me to nod off of one bag today, which is always a good thing. I'm gonna take another week off before using again, maybe even longer.
 
Things have gotten a bit out of control, so it is time for a week or two of kratom and k-pins. The fear of an impending kick is a killer.
 
i'm with you artemsia! wanted to nod to hard and ran out fasttttt. i am excited i found 2 subs under my computer desk! held me over to get through work. i hope i can stretch it until payday thursday.
 
i was just given a 60 mg morphine for helping someone move a futon 30 feet. right on. 1/2 bag up nose +60mg morphine plugged seems to be a perfect spot. throw in a .5mg klonopin 2 hours ago, some nice bud, and now I just took about 1800mgs of my gabapentin.... and everything finally seems to be calm for the first time in a long time.

so how was everyone's monday? didnt sleep at all so i spent the day with coffee, weed, and a few Bukowski books. time for some sleep in a while.
 
ackh, I've been getting those 60mg morphines lately and I hate them. It's cool it was free for you, the only reason i've even been doing them lately is because they're really cheap. They don't do a lot for me tho and morphine's not exactly my favorite high. They're also really annoying to use, morphine is useless snorted and I don't IV. I hate eating pills because the onset is so long and I really don't enjoy messing with my asshole to plug. Shit I wouldn't say no to free drugs for helping someone move a futon tho...
 
what's up... have a question. for those who IV the dope, do you hold onto the cotton's / filter? i read somewhere someone did that and put a bunch in water let it dissolve a little then drank it. any theory to that? or could i try to cook a bunch of those up in water? seems like there is always some good amount of absorption in them when i am done. so i am starting to save them. let me know if you guys know anything about this. yeah i used a little more then usually when being off for the holidays. sucks i am having trouble finding veins and tying them off good. any advice on that too? seems i can use the tourniquet but the places i miss here and here are a little unusable and its hard to find fresh ones just from shooting only a few months. 7 years ago i did shoot for a while but took a LONG break. getting frustrated. so any advice from IV users would be totally appreciated. i know you can do the feet and thighs but do you recommend that. its crazy i see some people on the streets or on TV and they have veins popping out of their skin basically and i am so jeoulous of them for that and being clean i would imagine.
 
^ Cotton can get some bacteria on it, so cotton shot are bad for you. As far as drinking it, the oral BA is so low that you wouldn't feel a thing. Maybe plugging a cotton shot, or making a nasal spray with it would work.
 
nowdubnvr6 said:
Chinky is like our own team nod ndomakung suh. He's nasty, a bit of a jackass, but pretty good at what he does
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yo, wats ndomakung suh mean?am i the only person who has no clue wht this means?


and yes chinky can be nasty, and a jackass too. take iteasy on the noobs chinky! you were a noob, too, once upon a time..


attetion noobs: i suggest you lurk for a while, to see how this thread works. get familiar with itsstyle and posters, and then you will fit infine. its good to have new, steady, posters. we can always use more thoughtfull, and insightfull posts! that would be a +

so dont be too shy, and post intelligence. then chinky wont flame ya.
 
Tommyboy said:
^ Cotton can get some bacteria on it, so cotton shot are bad for you. As far as drinking it, the oral BA is so low that you wouldn't feel a thing. Maybe plugging a cotton shot, or making a nasal spray with it would work.
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shit, you could get in trouble from doing a cotton shot, but what junky really cares about that shit? every fiend i know has no prob hittin those old cottons for dope. hell, even ive dont that.. i d k, i havent really heard of people getting sick from leftover cotton shots. i'd be willing to bet, most junky's save theircottons, to use them later for when theyare hurting.



and tommy, plugging is gross. :/ who does that shit? the only time i'd shove drugs up my bum, is if were to go to prison. smuggle in some dope up my ass, flip it for like 400% profit. dope is very very expensiv in the joint. also it is the biggest drug in jails.isnt it funny how prisons lock down prisoners, yet dope finds its way into the prisons and into the possession ofthe criminals. a good example of how the war on drugs is doomed for failure. if prisoners can sneak dope in a fucking penitentiary, then surely, cartels can and will continue to import narcotics into the US. im tellin ya, this war on an inanimate object is futile. its in vain. its disappointing to seehow seemingly foolish our government is.
 
The Rock Monster said:
yo, wats ndomakung suh mean?am i the only person who has no clue wht this means
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Haha, TRM, I wondered that too!

And about the cottons--yes, they're nasty, and yes, probably most junkies I know do save em for emergencies. BUT I wouldn't do a cotton shot anymore though, last time I did one I definitely got cotton fever or some kinda bacteria, 10 min. after the shot I was shaking with chills so bad I couldn't do anything for about 2 hours. Plus a terrible headache. Boy was it ever NOT worth it to shoot up worthless nasty cottons then feel WAY worse than I did before the shot.

What I do now is put a little water on the cotton IMMEDIATELY after pulling up the first shot, then just pull that up, maybe gettin a little bit of the dope I missed the first time around. But I wouldn't let em sit and get all gross then try to re-wet em and shoot em, just b/c of the terrible experience I had. I understand feelin like you don't want to waste em, but it's just not worth it IMO.
 
^^ and apparently he is kind of a tool awsell

anyone see that interview after the packers game when he swears to/on god that he wasnt stompin that dude intentionally and just trying to "get his balance"

what a fucking deuche, i lost respect for the guy
 
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