Hello, I have been abusing pain meds for the past 7 years. At first I was able to take some for "fun" and not have to have them everyday. When I moved back home I started getting them from my mom and she pointed me to her doc. Since that day I have not gone 1 day without some type of drug. At first I would run thru my 2 week supply of 60 lortab 7.5 and either buy more off the street or take suboxone until I could get my refill. For the past 2 years the lortab lost the desired effect and I was introduced to roxis..30mg or 15 is what I was buying and snorting on a daily basis. Just recently I began mixing cocaine with the roxis and when I would run out I was getting very emotional and depressed. That's when I decided enough is enough..after running thru 50 ROXI 15's in a little over 5 days I took half a sub on wed at 12..nothing since..I haven't been really sick or anything yet just NO energy whatsoever and feeling very depressed..I want to get back to my old self bc I have a beautiful wife and 2 little girls ..is the wd going to get worse before it gets better? I feel so shitty already and hate just laying around watching the girls play and not working !! Any advise??
