^^^^^that to me is the scariest thing about the needle...i normally do dope by myself and to think about doing my normal dose that i always take and possibly ODing scares the piss outta me...i dont care if you got the narcan sittin next to you..if no one else knows that you have it..what good is it??
ive known like 4 or 5 people who have OD and each one of them died alone with a needle close by..i just couldnt do that to my family..im not that selfish
It was combination of things. Basically, I was getting sick of having to snort so many bags and not getting the high I expected from heroin. But you're right, the tipping point was a buddy going on about how shooting up feels "10x better than sex".
And you're right about the other things. I'm a horrible candidate to be moving on to the needle and the reasons I just gave for doing it are stupid as fuck. I don't know what else to say. Of course I'm going to try not to have it fuck shit up but I'm not going to be naive enough to believe it's the most likely outcome.
Also, my second shot I did too much and didn't have the greatest of times. But I couldn't smoke a cigarette without puking (didn't stop me from trying many times). I dosed up around 7 hours ago and yet still a couple puffs send me to ground. Is this only because I did a little too much or cuz I new to shooting? I hope not cuz I really like smoking while high.
how long have you been doing dope?
dont you think its kinda odd that everything i said..you agree with?
how many bags does it take you to snort to get high??
now think about it..when you snort your dope you snort the bags and thats it, your high for the day/night...now most people who slam their shit dont just slam once a day they do it 2,3,4,5x a day basically they do as much as they have..and trust me your doing less bags now but soon enough your gonna be using the same amount if not more cause you are slammin 3 or 4 bags at a time 3 or 4x a day
your buddy only wants you too shoot so he doesnt feel like a loser well thats noit totally true hes really just trying to use you..hes prolly broke and needs a partner in crime mot to mention he wants to hit you up so you can give him a bag for doing it..now that you are shooting you are gonna want to have someone else around so when you fall out at least you have someone there to call 911...if he was a good friend he would tell you to never follow the path he is on but no hes a junkie who is just tryin to get his next fix
i mean look at what i bolded you even said your reasoning is stupid..and you say your gonna try to not let it fuck shit up?? you serious..again you cant control snorting..your fucked now
and sorry to be on you but its fucked up how just yesterday you where saying "theres nothing worse then scoring and not having a bill on you" well now your gonna have to carry around a needle...good luck explaining that to the cops or your mom or girlfriend who picks up your clothes or jacket and that falls out of it...
you say you have to snort too many bags well bro why not take a break for a week or 2..you would be suprised how quick your tolerance drops..its when your using everyday that it gets so high...
this is a harm reduction site but i know this site also influenced you to shoot up and thats fucked up..your just obviously weak