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Bluelighter
Well my 5 methoxy friend came a few weeks back, and I eagerly disolved it into a slightly acidic solution with citric acid until all completely dissolved. In the 10mL was added 10mg meodmt and 100mg ketamine.
Ketamine significantly reduced anxiety when on salvia so i figured the same would apply here. I have only delved into the realms 5meodmt once so i cant really evaluate this fully-will follow up when I get more ket.
I drew up 2mL of the solution feeling somewhat cocky. I inject (IV), put aside the needle and instantly a bright light began to shine in my mind, expanding. My stomach cringed, and for the first ten or so (what we call) minutes I paced back and forth between my room and the bathroom, lost in thought.
I had to sit down and comtemplate what I have done to myself. There was this feeling. I was dying, no, but somehow simulated it. Cant think of pharmokinetics right now. I huddled in the fetal position with the feeling of being born, such two different events felt like the same. Even if this was just a drug induced delusion, it felt real and I was ready to believe it.
Im starting to come down. Im thinking of the first few encounters with my co-workers and how my ego has defined how they will continue to treat me. Easily distracted by the polished hardwood in my 50's era PMQ (military housing). Everything has a polished glow that stretched closer and further across my field of view.
I took a drink of water, felt like swallowing a rock.
The carpul tunnel aches were significantly increased, as every other pschedelic does. But this time I was more motived to do something about it. get some tylenol 1's, get ergonomic stuff. This was some weeks ago and from there its a blur.
I really like psychedelics but theres a special something that steers me away from this drug. I would like to revisit, but, i dunno, I just dont know. Im thinking of combining with salvia to break though, any thoughts?
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Ketamine significantly reduced anxiety when on salvia so i figured the same would apply here. I have only delved into the realms 5meodmt once so i cant really evaluate this fully-will follow up when I get more ket.
I drew up 2mL of the solution feeling somewhat cocky. I inject (IV), put aside the needle and instantly a bright light began to shine in my mind, expanding. My stomach cringed, and for the first ten or so (what we call) minutes I paced back and forth between my room and the bathroom, lost in thought.
I had to sit down and comtemplate what I have done to myself. There was this feeling. I was dying, no, but somehow simulated it. Cant think of pharmokinetics right now. I huddled in the fetal position with the feeling of being born, such two different events felt like the same. Even if this was just a drug induced delusion, it felt real and I was ready to believe it.
Im starting to come down. Im thinking of the first few encounters with my co-workers and how my ego has defined how they will continue to treat me. Easily distracted by the polished hardwood in my 50's era PMQ (military housing). Everything has a polished glow that stretched closer and further across my field of view.
I took a drink of water, felt like swallowing a rock.
The carpul tunnel aches were significantly increased, as every other pschedelic does. But this time I was more motived to do something about it. get some tylenol 1's, get ergonomic stuff. This was some weeks ago and from there its a blur.
I really like psychedelics but theres a special something that steers me away from this drug. I would like to revisit, but, i dunno, I just dont know. Im thinking of combining with salvia to break though, any thoughts?
substancecode_5meodmt
substancecode_ketamine
_combo_
categorycode_indoors
categorycode_solo
categorycode_recreational
categorycode_powerful
categorycode_highdose
explevel_firsttime
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