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(4-ACO-DMT/44 mgs)+(4-HO-MET/10 mgs)+(MXE/35 mgs) First Time - The Demon & Angels

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Previous experiences: LSD, 2C-B, 2C-E, Ketamine, MXE, N2O, Shrooms, Salvia, Amphetamine, Dextroamphetamine, Kratom, Coke, Mephedrone, Methylone, Buphedrone, Benzos, Weed, Etc..

Supplements Daily: Creatine Monohydrate, Taurine, Coenzyme Q10, Methylcobalamin - Vitamin B12 Enzyme Form
Last trip: 30mg 2C-B 2 Days Before

Introduction: Im a medium size guy, not atheletic, with a lot of experience with psychedelics. I didnt had dinner before, and was pretty much almost in a empty stomach. I hadnt an exact expectation about this trip, besides probably could have amazing CEVs. Setting, home.

0:00 - Weight 27mg (+/- 3mg error) 4-ACO-DMT. Dropped in glass of warm water, mixing very well, and taste is barely present.

0:10 - Start to feal a head buzz , like electricity starting to sparkle.

0:40 - First real effects starting to get noticed. The text on laptop screen starts to get typical wavy.

0:55 - It seems this compound elevates the contrast of colours, and darkens some others. It also decreases my ability to see in the dark.

1:05 - Euphoria starts to get noticed, and some 3D fractals show up. Awesome effect. It seems this will be a long night. %)

1:10 - WOW!!! Euphoria is unbelievable, this feels like MDMA. NOOOOO, this feels better! Touch is incredible, and music sounds like being in a live concert, ability to analyse instruments greatly increased. I also feel a lot of sedation/relaxation, like opiates (!).

1:20 - I start yawning a lot, like every 5mn. Its very annoying. I get more OEVs. The skin starts to get a pink tone, like a new born, and looks very smooth. Ehehe

1:45 - I lost sense of time. I love being alive. I love everything, and everything is awesome. I was hugging my wall, and was jumping, dancing in my room totally out of control. I can do anything. I have absurd confidence while looking at the mirror. Again yawning, damn annoying.

1:55 - I go to my bed, and lay a bit. Its really the most intensive CEVs ever experienced. I see this gyroscope spiral with some rings almost touching me, in crazy speed, and rotation, background with this grid of blue and gray matrix. Its too much "real", open my eyes again.

2:10 - I decide to adventure myself, having heard about the amazing combo with 4-HO-MET. I get some 10mg, dose again in warm water.

2:40 - OEVs start to disappear, euphoria starts decreasing. WTF?? It seems the tryptamines are competing, and killing each other?

2:45 - Starting to feel a anger, rage, rampage, violence, virging on madness. I feel weak now. I take some protein shake, and while filling the bottle, the sandy looking protein, starts to appear skulls. I ignore it, since I had trips before with bad hallucinations that were really fun after.

2:47 - The bad feeling continue to increase in intensity, the rage, and anger are now predominant. The spoon was using to do the protein shake, feels like a knife...

2:50 - I went to the bathroom, and feel out of me. I feel a demon took my body. This rage is too much. I feel like taking out my eyes, or cutting a member of my body. I look at the mirror, and my eyes are red of rage. My face feels like melting with bad energy. I have some hallucinations of souls screaming in the wall, breathing with the wall. It was the closest to feel in HELL.

2:56 - I look at myself, and remember to do some exercises of meditation. This focus enought to actually remember something good. I decide go to the shower, and wash my energy field with water. I start to shower on the area of the chakras, this helps tremedously better. Waves of relaxation start to appear, and a feeling of divinity presence, that can only be expressed as "angels" is felt. I then start to think about the death of my cat, and realised that I never got thru her death, neither I wanted because felt still some guilty of havent done enought to save her. I then start to have hallucinations of her yelling there in the bathroom, like desperate, and wanting to help me. I realize the that the cure is auto-acceptance of myself, and accept that I truly did my best, and gave the best life to my cat I could while she was alive. This seems to calm my her, and the presence of angels starts to disappear too. I start to feel reborn, the pink colour like a newborn starts to appear again (that was seen on 1st part of trip with only 4-aco-dmt).Next 40mn was in the bathroom relaxing with warm water.

3:00 I go back to my room, and still feel like im having a comedown but "clean". Althought, Im feeling extremely very creative at some point, and start to draw in a notaped. I see dragon on some stain on the floor,draw it. It does look good. Im not experience with drawing.

3:50 - I drop 17mg of 4-ACO-DMT. I want to have back the europhia! I know realize it was truly stupid, potentially dangerous and wasting.

4:40 - Well, seems nothing happens, besides increasing slightly OEVs. I still feel a down, euphoria doesnt increase at all but music appreciation is above baseline. I try to get something to feel me better, adding 35mg MXE sublingual.

5:00 - MXE stabilizes my mood, and increases OEVs. It seems the experience is done. Nothing more to do here. I went to bed, put some quiet tunes until able to sleep.

8:00 - Sleep.


Summary: The firt part of my trip was amazing - the euphoria was one of the best in my life, with great OEVs and CEVs. Adding 4-HO-MET enabled a mystical experience but seems there was some bad energy propelling that will avoid in the future this combo. I didnt freak out with the "demon possession" since I knew deep down this was a subconscous, but guess in wrong set & setting it could godeeply wrong. I think this reaction is not uncommon on psychedelic therapy, its one of the phases of death-rebirth process of Stanislavv Grof's Basic Perinatal Matrices I-IV. I now feel much better with myself, with more energy, and better mood. It seems I cleaned my energy field, or my soul for lack of better expression. 4-aco-dmt is my new favourite RC. Therapeutic potential out of scale. :)

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