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31 feel totally hopeless, drugs and depression have taken everything

i havfe been lookin for a detox in Nj its hard to get in without insurance or paying . gona have to take my suboxone and get off the d, stop the crack, and wean off xanax......................but its always just one mroe time. and fear of my fam finding out
 
I was in a clinic for 4 years..had me up to 200 mg..the drs there refused to help me get off of it after I had came all the way down to 30 mg..liquid methadone.. But I called a pain management and or addiction specialist and it was way cheaper and less stressful,and I'm actually off if everything now! After being on drugs for almost 20 years! I live in Florida so I dont know how your state laws work,but I would look online? It took me 2 years to come off completely but with a drs help because you'll need to taper off the methadone, hopefully before u get too high if a dose,it just gets worse,gain weight and rots your teeth out of your mouth..I switched to methadone tabs,broke them up in 8 pieces,then stopped and took 10 mg morphine, prescribed from a Dr..I hope that helps! If I can do it damn anyone can! I'm with you Jake! The struggle is REAL!! GOOD LUCK!!!!
 
I would try and switch to Valium..I was on klonopin for years,very addictive and abusive..but the Valium helped me when I came off
 
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