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Bluelighter
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This should be a lesson for all of you to NEVER EVER eyeball a dose. If this had been a more dangerous substance, I could have ended up the hospital. After the trip, I took the small plastic baggy that the contents came in and it measured out to 62mg's. So I took around 40mg's+. Enough of the parent talk and to the trip.
I took the substance at 2pm. And the trip was still going on by 5am but thats the time I was finally able to fall asleep.
This is the first RC I've done. With psychedelic's, I have alot of experience with shrooms, lsd, and dxm if you count that as a psychedelic. I also have alot of experience with MDMA, Coke, Meth, and Pot.
Also, I'm not the best trip writier so if certain section in my trip are bumby, please forgive me. But I do want to share my experience so I tried my best to write it. Now to the report...
I eyeballed what I thought 20mg's was and put the powder in an empty aderall gelcap. Around 30 minutes, I felt the warning signs that the chemical was in my system. At the 1 hour mark, I could feel that this was going to be a intense trip. First signs that I was starting to come up came on subtle but fast. First thing to happen was, I would look at the ceiling, I would see the ceiling morph. I was laying on my bed when this happened and I went into the family where I have glow in the dark stars on the ceiling. I looked up and it was like the stars were trying to move. I took off my glasses ( I have horrible vision ) and looked up and it was amazing. The stars where morphing onto each other and creating kaleidoscope like patterns. I put in the coldplay cd and layed on the floor looking at the ceiling. It was amazing watching the stars morph to the beat of the music. I had listened to the first 4 songs and when the song clocks came on, thats when I first noticed the visuals. Colorful rainbowish hue like visuals that are exactly like the ones I've gotten countless times on shrooms. By the time I got to warning signs, the 8th song, the hues were very prominant in my vision. By this time, site without my glasses wasn't possible. I put on my glasses and looked up and looking at the ceiling was exactly like looking through a kaleidoscope. The color was so vibebrant and the stars were constant moving in a perfect pattern.
At the 2 hour mark, I was going to go outside to smoke a cigarette. When I opened the screen door, I looked outside and it was like I was living in a different place. The sky and my surroundings were so colorful and beautiful. The clouds were perfect geometric patterns and the blue sky was so colorful with the hues. I smoked the cigarette and halfway into it, I started panicing because it felt like my heart was going too fast. And for a split second, I thought maybe I took way to much because I knew at this point, I took way more then 20mg's. But the next minute, I just reminded myself this is a trip and nothing more. In reality, smoking the cigarette just made me comeup a little faster then I was before. At this point, the trip was exactly like a trip on shroom was. All the visuals and patterns I was seeing were exactly like the ones on shrooms. I looked at my cigarette and it looked like it was bend even though it really wasn't, something that I've only seen when I am shrooming. After I smoked the cigarette, I called my friend E and said I was going to come over. I called him earlier and told him I was going to trip this afternoon and he said come over whenever I felt like it.
At this point, I wanted to go over to share my experience with someone else. His apartment complex is across the street from mine but walking toward his apartment was like a journey. Everything was alive and moving. The road look like it was higher near the center then the edges. And the sun from the bright sky gave my eye sight an endless vision of colorful hues. I made it over to his place exhausted even though its only a 3 minute walk at most. When I walked inside, I looked at the tile on the floor and it was like the floor was never ending morphhing pattern. At this point, I was amazed at how powerful this chemical was. I read about the 2 hour mark was suppose to be when you first start coming up and at that mark, it was equavalent to around the peak on 5grams of shrooms. I walk into his room and see how much more the hues had taken over my vision. Everything had a hueish color to it and when I saw moving, I could see a long hueish tracer. I see some other of my friends over at E's and I tell them all about my trip and they were amazed at how much I was tripping with only 2 hours into the trip. E had done shrooms before and had told me listening to raegae was incrediable. He turned on the music and the next hour or so I listened to music. It was the most beautiful site. It had become more then music. The music had an effect on all my senses. My site, hearing, touch. And when E changed the style of music, the hueish patterns changed. Raegae gave the hueish patterns long, full patterns. Rap gave the hues long but quicker moving hues. Alternative/Punk gave the patterns more character and fast moving.
At the 3 hour mark, the experience was incrediable. I was tripping just as hard as my largest shroom dosage visually, which was 15grams but minus the mind trip. E gave me the mirror and I watch my ever changing face. I see myself go from pale to redskinned to peach. The only thing that was bothering me was the feeling of being tweaked out. It was pretty bad from around the 1 hour 30 minute mark but it was bareable. But by the 3 hour mark, it felt like I had done an 8ball of meth in a hour period. My thoughts were going by a mile a minute too by the 3 hour mark. They were just meanless stuff you normally think about during the day, but they were going by as fast as a bullet. I just wanted everything to slow down and I thought weed is the solution. So E made a couple calls and we got a gram of some low grade dro (BC). E got out the bong and loaded me a bowl, and I took one big inhale. Held it in as long as I can. When I held in the smoke, I could see ripples in my visions. Similar to like if I was under water. I held the smoke for 10 seconds and by the 9 second mark, I couldn't see anything. It was like the world had dissappeared and was replaced by just endless hues in every direction. When I exhaled, color ceased to exist. Now everything was a rainbowish hue. I couldn't even find just one color by itselfs in the whole room. At this point, the visuals were more intense the my largest shroom trip by far. My vision, more or less was like some type of fantasy like video game. We finished the gram at around the 3hour 30 minute mark and I slowly saw the rainbowish hues breaking up and the world started to look more familar.
After smoking the gram, I didn't notice when I was tripping but the weed gave everything a defined ending unlike the blury hueish colors that everything had before. I slowly watch this happened over time. Watching the blurry hueish color slowly give way to colorful visions but I could see the ending, like lets say the edge of the desk unlike before where everything had a blurryish ending. Also, after smoking the gram, the friends that were over left. Weed did cure my thoughts and the tweaked feeling, but I slowly watched myself become retarded. And when I say I slowly watched myself become retarded, I actually could see myself becoming more retarded. I watched my senses slowly ceased to exist as they were suppose to and then watch all my senses bleed onto each other. I tried so hard to just see, just hear, just feeling, just talk but none of that was possible. Whenever I used one of my senses, it triggered another one of my senses, which triggered another one and it was a never ending process. At the 5 hour mark, it was hard to talk to my friend E. At the 5hour 30 minute mark, I couldn't talk to E at all with making sense. By the 6 hour mark, I couldn't even put words together to make a sentence. I tried telling E that weed was not the answer because instead of thinking to fast, I couldn't really think like your suppose to, and I couldn't tell him that with making sense. This made me feel lonely sense I couldn't talk to E. What weed did was make me come up even faster and I didnt even feel high even though I couldn't talk. It was just, I couldn't communicate where E would understand. At this point, I had more or less created one sense. This sense was all my senses bleeded onto each other. It's been 3 weeks sense I tripped when but I'm still trying to understand this sense. When I talked, I would say certain key words, like fast and down, that cause my vision to see tunnels were I would watch what I say bounce through these tunnels and I would actually watch what I would say go through these hueish tunnels. I would also move my hands to support what I was saying. This is why E couldn't understand anything I was saying. And what was also weird was, I knew E couldn't understand me. This part of the trip I'm still trying to understand but its nothing compared to the next 3 hours. Also I was having auditory halucinations. It sounded like a hurricane type wind blowing nonstop. And I would hear this until I fall alseep. At around the 6 hour mark, the visuals, while still very similar to shrooms slowly started to become more acid like. The hueish like visuals were almost nonexiant by the 7 hour mark but still there. But back at the 6 hour mark, remember looking at the clock, and it was 8:13 and the 8 turned into a ninja and the 13 turned into a cowboy and they started fighting. I watch the ninja dodge the cowboys bullets like they were fighting right in front of me. They were like tiny little, but real people. And I could trigger visuals just like on acid but just looking at something a certain way. Later on though is where the peak of the trip happened. Nothing would have ever prepared me for it. It was just out of this world halucinations.
Only thing I can compare this part of the trip to is DXM fantasy you create when you hear something and you daze off, but with the full blow halucinations with 2C-I, theres no dreamyness about them. It's like its actually happening in front of your eyes. I started to get tunnel like vision, and it was like I would fly through this tunnel, flying at the speed of light. I remember a couple of them but most of them, things I saw when I went through them were so odd and out of this world, that I either don't remember them or I have no way to describe them because they were so out of this world. I do remember one vividly. I was completely oblvious of the outside world at this point. I remember going through a tunnel and im flying over the top canaby of a forest. I'm going so fast that the top branches of the trees move out of my way and they don't hit. I could feel the breeze hitting my face and see all the birds that I'm passing. The sky was bright and everything was beautiful. Then all of the sudden, the sky gets dark. I see lightning and thunder. And then out of nowhere, I see big fireballs hitting the earth. I see the earth start breaking apart. Then for some reason, I stop flying through the jungle and fall straight down but I dont hit the ground. Before I hit the ground, I'm getting up and I'm end an empty room. It was exactly like the loading program in the Matrix. Just endless space. I turn around and I see an exact duplicate of myself. Every movement I made, it would make the exact movement. So I thought, I guess theres a mirror there. But no, I feel myself and its a real person and the duplicate of me feels my face in the exact movement I did with my arm. So I'm puzzled as to whats happened. So I back up from this person, wondering how that could be possible. And I hear a swooosh sound, and a flying kitchen knife, the biggest knife in a kitchen knife set, it flys past my head and hits the duplicate of me right between the eyes.
I walk up to this person and I watch the duplicate of me die. I watch him helplessly try to pull the knife out of his head. What freaked me out a little is, the helpless look on the duplicate of me's face, the way he was trying to pull the knife out, it was the same movements I would make and the exact same facial expression I use. It was like watching myself die. Then the ground started breaking apart and I start falling. When I start falling, I snap out of whatever tunnel vision I was having because E was shaking me to see if I was alive. He said I was mumbling nonstop and looking helplessly at the ceiling. I look at E's face and it doesn't even look like him. He has devil like facial characteristics. Like the devil eyebrows, devilish smerk. I goto look at the mirror and I look right through it and I didn't even see myself. I sit back down on the beanbag and slip into another tunnel where I start flying through the tunnel which would turn into a full blown haulicination. This would go on for 2 hours or so until I started to come back to reality. What caused me somehow to snap back into reality was E asking me if I wanted a cigarette because he told me it look like I was trying to get a cigarette out of my pocket. I don't know if I was or not. I look at the clock and its 11:47. Most of the full blown haulicinations I had, I dont remember. Some of the ones I had were so out of this world that I can sorta grasp what was happening, but thats about it. I didn't even know some of his friends had come over a couple hours ago. He and I go into the family room and I watch them playing Soul Calibur. It was crazy, I would look at the tv, and I could actually concentrate where it was like I was sitting right outside the stage where the fighters were fighting. The game would instantly have a 3d shape and when they started fighting, I could feel the punches and kicks. I also started to finally feel myself coming down which was great because I was mentally exhausted. I would still get acid like visuals out of the corner of my eye or see morphing, but no where as intense as it was earlier.
Like if I was on two hits of good acid. It was bareable. E dropped me off at home at 1am and I tried to goto sleep but I couldn't because I kept getting acid visuals, where it looks like theres electric particles in the air which would turn into various things and CEV's where just as bothersome. Also, the never ending hurricane type wind blowing was also keeping me from going to sleep. So I turned on sports radio and listen to it to keep my mind occupied and I'm finally able to goto sleep. I didn't wake up till 4pm the next day with the alarm ringing. It had been ringing sense 11 and I didn't even noticed. Missed all my classes that day. But this trip has changed my outlook a little on life. What I use to think as trippy and outright weird has change. Also, the 15gram shroom trip and 8hits of acid that I use to think was crazy now seems like childplay. Until I smoked, the trip for the most part was positive but after I smoke, it was neither good nor bad. It was just weird, with a sinister feel the whole time. Basically, I was in the drivers seat just taking what came at me. I am glad I tried the substance, I have no regret for taking as much as I did even though I wish I took less. I probably won't take this chemical again just because of the experience and any other psychedelic for at least another month or so. Also, to all those who say this chemical is very gentle, all I can say this is easily the most intense, crazy, out of this world experience I've had from a psychodelic. I beleive everything happens for a reason, and maybe this trip will one day have some usefulness. Who knows...
title edited to fit guidelines and keep the forum organized - bluedolphin
I took the substance at 2pm. And the trip was still going on by 5am but thats the time I was finally able to fall asleep.
This is the first RC I've done. With psychedelic's, I have alot of experience with shrooms, lsd, and dxm if you count that as a psychedelic. I also have alot of experience with MDMA, Coke, Meth, and Pot.
Also, I'm not the best trip writier so if certain section in my trip are bumby, please forgive me. But I do want to share my experience so I tried my best to write it. Now to the report...
I eyeballed what I thought 20mg's was and put the powder in an empty aderall gelcap. Around 30 minutes, I felt the warning signs that the chemical was in my system. At the 1 hour mark, I could feel that this was going to be a intense trip. First signs that I was starting to come up came on subtle but fast. First thing to happen was, I would look at the ceiling, I would see the ceiling morph. I was laying on my bed when this happened and I went into the family where I have glow in the dark stars on the ceiling. I looked up and it was like the stars were trying to move. I took off my glasses ( I have horrible vision ) and looked up and it was amazing. The stars where morphing onto each other and creating kaleidoscope like patterns. I put in the coldplay cd and layed on the floor looking at the ceiling. It was amazing watching the stars morph to the beat of the music. I had listened to the first 4 songs and when the song clocks came on, thats when I first noticed the visuals. Colorful rainbowish hue like visuals that are exactly like the ones I've gotten countless times on shrooms. By the time I got to warning signs, the 8th song, the hues were very prominant in my vision. By this time, site without my glasses wasn't possible. I put on my glasses and looked up and looking at the ceiling was exactly like looking through a kaleidoscope. The color was so vibebrant and the stars were constant moving in a perfect pattern.
At the 2 hour mark, I was going to go outside to smoke a cigarette. When I opened the screen door, I looked outside and it was like I was living in a different place. The sky and my surroundings were so colorful and beautiful. The clouds were perfect geometric patterns and the blue sky was so colorful with the hues. I smoked the cigarette and halfway into it, I started panicing because it felt like my heart was going too fast. And for a split second, I thought maybe I took way to much because I knew at this point, I took way more then 20mg's. But the next minute, I just reminded myself this is a trip and nothing more. In reality, smoking the cigarette just made me comeup a little faster then I was before. At this point, the trip was exactly like a trip on shroom was. All the visuals and patterns I was seeing were exactly like the ones on shrooms. I looked at my cigarette and it looked like it was bend even though it really wasn't, something that I've only seen when I am shrooming. After I smoked the cigarette, I called my friend E and said I was going to come over. I called him earlier and told him I was going to trip this afternoon and he said come over whenever I felt like it.
At this point, I wanted to go over to share my experience with someone else. His apartment complex is across the street from mine but walking toward his apartment was like a journey. Everything was alive and moving. The road look like it was higher near the center then the edges. And the sun from the bright sky gave my eye sight an endless vision of colorful hues. I made it over to his place exhausted even though its only a 3 minute walk at most. When I walked inside, I looked at the tile on the floor and it was like the floor was never ending morphhing pattern. At this point, I was amazed at how powerful this chemical was. I read about the 2 hour mark was suppose to be when you first start coming up and at that mark, it was equavalent to around the peak on 5grams of shrooms. I walk into his room and see how much more the hues had taken over my vision. Everything had a hueish color to it and when I saw moving, I could see a long hueish tracer. I see some other of my friends over at E's and I tell them all about my trip and they were amazed at how much I was tripping with only 2 hours into the trip. E had done shrooms before and had told me listening to raegae was incrediable. He turned on the music and the next hour or so I listened to music. It was the most beautiful site. It had become more then music. The music had an effect on all my senses. My site, hearing, touch. And when E changed the style of music, the hueish patterns changed. Raegae gave the hueish patterns long, full patterns. Rap gave the hues long but quicker moving hues. Alternative/Punk gave the patterns more character and fast moving.
At the 3 hour mark, the experience was incrediable. I was tripping just as hard as my largest shroom dosage visually, which was 15grams but minus the mind trip. E gave me the mirror and I watch my ever changing face. I see myself go from pale to redskinned to peach. The only thing that was bothering me was the feeling of being tweaked out. It was pretty bad from around the 1 hour 30 minute mark but it was bareable. But by the 3 hour mark, it felt like I had done an 8ball of meth in a hour period. My thoughts were going by a mile a minute too by the 3 hour mark. They were just meanless stuff you normally think about during the day, but they were going by as fast as a bullet. I just wanted everything to slow down and I thought weed is the solution. So E made a couple calls and we got a gram of some low grade dro (BC). E got out the bong and loaded me a bowl, and I took one big inhale. Held it in as long as I can. When I held in the smoke, I could see ripples in my visions. Similar to like if I was under water. I held the smoke for 10 seconds and by the 9 second mark, I couldn't see anything. It was like the world had dissappeared and was replaced by just endless hues in every direction. When I exhaled, color ceased to exist. Now everything was a rainbowish hue. I couldn't even find just one color by itselfs in the whole room. At this point, the visuals were more intense the my largest shroom trip by far. My vision, more or less was like some type of fantasy like video game. We finished the gram at around the 3hour 30 minute mark and I slowly saw the rainbowish hues breaking up and the world started to look more familar.
After smoking the gram, I didn't notice when I was tripping but the weed gave everything a defined ending unlike the blury hueish colors that everything had before. I slowly watch this happened over time. Watching the blurry hueish color slowly give way to colorful visions but I could see the ending, like lets say the edge of the desk unlike before where everything had a blurryish ending. Also, after smoking the gram, the friends that were over left. Weed did cure my thoughts and the tweaked feeling, but I slowly watched myself become retarded. And when I say I slowly watched myself become retarded, I actually could see myself becoming more retarded. I watched my senses slowly ceased to exist as they were suppose to and then watch all my senses bleed onto each other. I tried so hard to just see, just hear, just feeling, just talk but none of that was possible. Whenever I used one of my senses, it triggered another one of my senses, which triggered another one and it was a never ending process. At the 5 hour mark, it was hard to talk to my friend E. At the 5hour 30 minute mark, I couldn't talk to E at all with making sense. By the 6 hour mark, I couldn't even put words together to make a sentence. I tried telling E that weed was not the answer because instead of thinking to fast, I couldn't really think like your suppose to, and I couldn't tell him that with making sense. This made me feel lonely sense I couldn't talk to E. What weed did was make me come up even faster and I didnt even feel high even though I couldn't talk. It was just, I couldn't communicate where E would understand. At this point, I had more or less created one sense. This sense was all my senses bleeded onto each other. It's been 3 weeks sense I tripped when but I'm still trying to understand this sense. When I talked, I would say certain key words, like fast and down, that cause my vision to see tunnels were I would watch what I say bounce through these tunnels and I would actually watch what I would say go through these hueish tunnels. I would also move my hands to support what I was saying. This is why E couldn't understand anything I was saying. And what was also weird was, I knew E couldn't understand me. This part of the trip I'm still trying to understand but its nothing compared to the next 3 hours. Also I was having auditory halucinations. It sounded like a hurricane type wind blowing nonstop. And I would hear this until I fall alseep. At around the 6 hour mark, the visuals, while still very similar to shrooms slowly started to become more acid like. The hueish like visuals were almost nonexiant by the 7 hour mark but still there. But back at the 6 hour mark, remember looking at the clock, and it was 8:13 and the 8 turned into a ninja and the 13 turned into a cowboy and they started fighting. I watch the ninja dodge the cowboys bullets like they were fighting right in front of me. They were like tiny little, but real people. And I could trigger visuals just like on acid but just looking at something a certain way. Later on though is where the peak of the trip happened. Nothing would have ever prepared me for it. It was just out of this world halucinations.
Only thing I can compare this part of the trip to is DXM fantasy you create when you hear something and you daze off, but with the full blow halucinations with 2C-I, theres no dreamyness about them. It's like its actually happening in front of your eyes. I started to get tunnel like vision, and it was like I would fly through this tunnel, flying at the speed of light. I remember a couple of them but most of them, things I saw when I went through them were so odd and out of this world, that I either don't remember them or I have no way to describe them because they were so out of this world. I do remember one vividly. I was completely oblvious of the outside world at this point. I remember going through a tunnel and im flying over the top canaby of a forest. I'm going so fast that the top branches of the trees move out of my way and they don't hit. I could feel the breeze hitting my face and see all the birds that I'm passing. The sky was bright and everything was beautiful. Then all of the sudden, the sky gets dark. I see lightning and thunder. And then out of nowhere, I see big fireballs hitting the earth. I see the earth start breaking apart. Then for some reason, I stop flying through the jungle and fall straight down but I dont hit the ground. Before I hit the ground, I'm getting up and I'm end an empty room. It was exactly like the loading program in the Matrix. Just endless space. I turn around and I see an exact duplicate of myself. Every movement I made, it would make the exact movement. So I thought, I guess theres a mirror there. But no, I feel myself and its a real person and the duplicate of me feels my face in the exact movement I did with my arm. So I'm puzzled as to whats happened. So I back up from this person, wondering how that could be possible. And I hear a swooosh sound, and a flying kitchen knife, the biggest knife in a kitchen knife set, it flys past my head and hits the duplicate of me right between the eyes.
I walk up to this person and I watch the duplicate of me die. I watch him helplessly try to pull the knife out of his head. What freaked me out a little is, the helpless look on the duplicate of me's face, the way he was trying to pull the knife out, it was the same movements I would make and the exact same facial expression I use. It was like watching myself die. Then the ground started breaking apart and I start falling. When I start falling, I snap out of whatever tunnel vision I was having because E was shaking me to see if I was alive. He said I was mumbling nonstop and looking helplessly at the ceiling. I look at E's face and it doesn't even look like him. He has devil like facial characteristics. Like the devil eyebrows, devilish smerk. I goto look at the mirror and I look right through it and I didn't even see myself. I sit back down on the beanbag and slip into another tunnel where I start flying through the tunnel which would turn into a full blown haulicination. This would go on for 2 hours or so until I started to come back to reality. What caused me somehow to snap back into reality was E asking me if I wanted a cigarette because he told me it look like I was trying to get a cigarette out of my pocket. I don't know if I was or not. I look at the clock and its 11:47. Most of the full blown haulicinations I had, I dont remember. Some of the ones I had were so out of this world that I can sorta grasp what was happening, but thats about it. I didn't even know some of his friends had come over a couple hours ago. He and I go into the family room and I watch them playing Soul Calibur. It was crazy, I would look at the tv, and I could actually concentrate where it was like I was sitting right outside the stage where the fighters were fighting. The game would instantly have a 3d shape and when they started fighting, I could feel the punches and kicks. I also started to finally feel myself coming down which was great because I was mentally exhausted. I would still get acid like visuals out of the corner of my eye or see morphing, but no where as intense as it was earlier.
Like if I was on two hits of good acid. It was bareable. E dropped me off at home at 1am and I tried to goto sleep but I couldn't because I kept getting acid visuals, where it looks like theres electric particles in the air which would turn into various things and CEV's where just as bothersome. Also, the never ending hurricane type wind blowing was also keeping me from going to sleep. So I turned on sports radio and listen to it to keep my mind occupied and I'm finally able to goto sleep. I didn't wake up till 4pm the next day with the alarm ringing. It had been ringing sense 11 and I didn't even noticed. Missed all my classes that day. But this trip has changed my outlook a little on life. What I use to think as trippy and outright weird has change. Also, the 15gram shroom trip and 8hits of acid that I use to think was crazy now seems like childplay. Until I smoked, the trip for the most part was positive but after I smoke, it was neither good nor bad. It was just weird, with a sinister feel the whole time. Basically, I was in the drivers seat just taking what came at me. I am glad I tried the substance, I have no regret for taking as much as I did even though I wish I took less. I probably won't take this chemical again just because of the experience and any other psychedelic for at least another month or so. Also, to all those who say this chemical is very gentle, all I can say this is easily the most intense, crazy, out of this world experience I've had from a psychodelic. I beleive everything happens for a reason, and maybe this trip will one day have some usefulness. Who knows...
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