two fathomz
Bluelighter
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- Nov 4, 2003
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2C-I - experienced - MEGA dose 75
xxxthe fathomzultra projectxxx
11:am falk it took the monster..my friend gave me an unmeasured amount of 2-CI in a gelcap. it was double what we normally key out so the estimation is about 50mg. i had been puttin this off forever but hell its my mofuckin 21st bday at midnight. not much is goin on im just sittin at a buddies house gettin high as fuck.
1am i came home kinda early cuz i knew what was gonna happen. except.. it hasnt happened yet. i dunno.. i dont even feel the bodybuildup or anything this is REAL weird for a 2-CI experience so far... i wonder if itll. even do anything. i have another 25mg dose in my drawer... im going to go get it. ok .. my buddy online convinced me to take it sublingually..
OXO lol holy shit... if this doesnt work im screwed.
1:30: like a fuckin thunderbolt it just hit me... i just got all the phys effects at once. my jaw is tense. i feel like energy n pressure is starting to build all over, im def gonna trip finally. i kinda worry cuz its so late.. but then i know im about to have lots of fun.
im putting electronic music on as is the custom n just gonna lay down n bang my head to the shit.
2:am holy shit.. finally decided to fullscreen wmp and just as i do benny benassi comes on and just mindfucks me. i feel acid dripping down my spine as my jaw clamps shut soon as the beat starts going. yep thats it folks, definately tripping hard finally. only now do i feel the energy that this drug has. feel like my ears are popping and this music must be made to trip. the strong beats make me see colofull cevs exploding in my head. when i open my eyes vison appears normal. tons of tracers but not much movement.
2:50 finally got the work up to go let out this piss. it was nuts, all of a sudden i started seeing all these visuals that wern't there before. light changed from yellow to brownish. i started seeing patterns everywhere and now everything has an oceany sway or breathing to it. its a bit overwhelming to type even. music is spectacular and i keep getting lost in my thoughts listening to it. i cant seem to get a grasp on these visuals. they wont be manipulated by me when i just look at my computer screen or in the distance, but then seem to blind me when trying to type. lots of perephrial movement going on. the ear popping has gone away but i suspect not for long. i keep getting these glimpses of crazy patterns on my screen as i type, but when i try to focus upon them they are gone. maybe i should close my eyes.
i just had the most zen like moment sitting on my futon cross-legged with the window open a crack and the fresh air rushing up my nostrils and this crazy trance melting my soul i felt like i was one with everything and all and wow it felt good and the peacefullness of it all was enough to just halt all the energy of this drug and i feel like i can harness it. it no longer hurts, im telling myself i wasnt concentrating before.my jaw is clenched tight eyes closed and alll i can feel and even picture is that fresh air just streaming into my lungs. it feels very welcome to concentrate on deep breaths it almost makes me forget what the fuck im doing for a second.
3:13 as i empty my bong out the window i realize why ive been feeling slightly cold even tho im just wearing a tee and sweatpants. it has been drizzling outside for sum unknown amount of time and i didnt even know until i saw the droplets against the bottom of the window. makes dumping out bong water while tripping balls much easier. i decided that somehow i am fooling myself with the bong and filtering out good chron smoke so now i have to hit it in my regular hammer.
as i hit the period to the last sentence the song ended and nothing came on for a second. i almost didnt know what to do. im sure i didnt, i just sat there, in fact im still not sure wtf happened musta been sum extra airtime on a track. even tho i said i felt slightly cold i only can sense it. not truely feel it. it seems as though iam numb to all pain and external feeling. i tried going thru my drawer with the light off and couldnt see past all the visual bullshit and snow, its actually a little annoying, if only it were more 3D and,,iono flourescent. i feel like maybe there is a lot more to be explored with this cerebrally since iam just sitting here listening to music. after smoking this shit i think im gonna try watching a crazy movie or something.
4a.m. decided to go take a piss n get new icewater b4 smoking this bowl. ive been dehydrated as fuck but im not thirsty. soon as i hit the kitchen i heard something and sure enough in complete darkness my dad is layin on the couch with my new puppy. im like fawwwk, but at least it was pitch black. i just got my ice n then asked him what the hell he was doing and thinking thank god i hadnt sparked that bowl. then when i go take a piss im looking at my eyes and it seems like the dilation goes waay down. like almost to normal, and im like what in the hell! thinking the sudden impact of seeing my father could have instantly killed my trip. not quite thinking i shut the bathroom light off before i had time to adjust and then i had to swing on another series of lights to get my water situation straight im quite suprised i made it back up to the room ok.
4:31am i turned the light on to pack up my bowl and was amazed by how little things LOOKED to be tripping. no visuals at all under the bright light. the neon green and purple nugs look magnificant tho, and i swear i saw crystals jump when i was trying to force it all into my little sherlock. the weed is making me a bit paranoid. it is early and i wonder if i should even be smoking it in the room anyways. the second big hit i just got made me think the lights turned on outside for a second.
4:45 wow visuals just got a lot more instense after that smoke, i noticed i could focus on the patterns emrging from this notepad even so i decided to take a look at the wallpaper and its just nuts. movin all over and just obscene with sumbliminal imagery. i keep trying to sustain these visuals when i look away but all i am left with is the afterglare of the screen and the text burning on my retinas and i have yet to not look back before it goes away which cant be good for the eyes i suppose ;l in fact now i am testing it and it is upwards of 30 seconds that the glare is staying in my eyes.. holy shit all i can see is neon white blotches of light that used to be there and black and white patterns.
i want some color. after smoking more of this pot colors from my bg are now blending and fading with the notepad and ive never quite seen my brain pattern text like this before, its almost artsy but there is some type of pattern with the letters or words being the same i cant quite grasp it yet. but jesus ive never been impressed by the notepad before lol. in my more paranoid moments its hard to tell if im hearing some weird shit coming from the open window or if its just stuff from the music im picking up on but its weird.
5a.m. wow i cant stand it im looking at this background and its just nuts i cant understand how many things are in this pic. its like are you serious am i seeing that!? this art just lets the tripping do all the exploring i love it. http://www.stillvapor.com/gallery/art.html micro dias to see what the fuck i am talking about. my cell just rang which is amazing that some other fools are up but i didnt answer. iam fully exploring Painting with digital Mediums' mhmm as if it wasnt hard as hell to type that straight. im looking at this piece of art and it looks like i can see the artists face in there a few times its like i spotted his bitchass in there. i wonder what it will look like sober.
i feel like im hearing a lot of external shit. i know its not real but it makes me think twice. i just got lost in a thought that went visual but ended suddenly my eyes where closed during it tho. the music keeps reminding me im tripping hard. for sum reason i keep feeling pressure on the left eardrum. i feel thirsty as fuck now and water tastes good but it doesnt do much. my eyes are getting tired.
6:50 its starting to get light out, my eyes hurt im gonna put drops in them. i feel restless as fuck
7:42 pupils are still big as fuck, just been lying here without music, i think im gonna pop a sleeping pill n try for sleep. long night again maybe. tah tah
i actually didnt end up getting to sleep until about 9:30. sleep is hard after 2-CI. this experience wasn't all i had hoped it to be, and makes me wonder if i have gotten everything i can from this magnificent chemical. i'm thinking about trying 2-CE instead soon.
::wonders if itll be gude ;x:: .:^fathomz:.
xxxthe fathomzultra projectxxx
11:am falk it took the monster..my friend gave me an unmeasured amount of 2-CI in a gelcap. it was double what we normally key out so the estimation is about 50mg. i had been puttin this off forever but hell its my mofuckin 21st bday at midnight. not much is goin on im just sittin at a buddies house gettin high as fuck.
1am i came home kinda early cuz i knew what was gonna happen. except.. it hasnt happened yet. i dunno.. i dont even feel the bodybuildup or anything this is REAL weird for a 2-CI experience so far... i wonder if itll. even do anything. i have another 25mg dose in my drawer... im going to go get it. ok .. my buddy online convinced me to take it sublingually..
OXO lol holy shit... if this doesnt work im screwed.1:30: like a fuckin thunderbolt it just hit me... i just got all the phys effects at once. my jaw is tense. i feel like energy n pressure is starting to build all over, im def gonna trip finally. i kinda worry cuz its so late.. but then i know im about to have lots of fun.
im putting electronic music on as is the custom n just gonna lay down n bang my head to the shit.
2:am holy shit.. finally decided to fullscreen wmp and just as i do benny benassi comes on and just mindfucks me. i feel acid dripping down my spine as my jaw clamps shut soon as the beat starts going. yep thats it folks, definately tripping hard finally. only now do i feel the energy that this drug has. feel like my ears are popping and this music must be made to trip. the strong beats make me see colofull cevs exploding in my head. when i open my eyes vison appears normal. tons of tracers but not much movement.
2:50 finally got the work up to go let out this piss. it was nuts, all of a sudden i started seeing all these visuals that wern't there before. light changed from yellow to brownish. i started seeing patterns everywhere and now everything has an oceany sway or breathing to it. its a bit overwhelming to type even. music is spectacular and i keep getting lost in my thoughts listening to it. i cant seem to get a grasp on these visuals. they wont be manipulated by me when i just look at my computer screen or in the distance, but then seem to blind me when trying to type. lots of perephrial movement going on. the ear popping has gone away but i suspect not for long. i keep getting these glimpses of crazy patterns on my screen as i type, but when i try to focus upon them they are gone. maybe i should close my eyes.
i just had the most zen like moment sitting on my futon cross-legged with the window open a crack and the fresh air rushing up my nostrils and this crazy trance melting my soul i felt like i was one with everything and all and wow it felt good and the peacefullness of it all was enough to just halt all the energy of this drug and i feel like i can harness it. it no longer hurts, im telling myself i wasnt concentrating before.my jaw is clenched tight eyes closed and alll i can feel and even picture is that fresh air just streaming into my lungs. it feels very welcome to concentrate on deep breaths it almost makes me forget what the fuck im doing for a second.
3:13 as i empty my bong out the window i realize why ive been feeling slightly cold even tho im just wearing a tee and sweatpants. it has been drizzling outside for sum unknown amount of time and i didnt even know until i saw the droplets against the bottom of the window. makes dumping out bong water while tripping balls much easier. i decided that somehow i am fooling myself with the bong and filtering out good chron smoke so now i have to hit it in my regular hammer.
as i hit the period to the last sentence the song ended and nothing came on for a second. i almost didnt know what to do. im sure i didnt, i just sat there, in fact im still not sure wtf happened musta been sum extra airtime on a track. even tho i said i felt slightly cold i only can sense it. not truely feel it. it seems as though iam numb to all pain and external feeling. i tried going thru my drawer with the light off and couldnt see past all the visual bullshit and snow, its actually a little annoying, if only it were more 3D and,,iono flourescent. i feel like maybe there is a lot more to be explored with this cerebrally since iam just sitting here listening to music. after smoking this shit i think im gonna try watching a crazy movie or something.
4a.m. decided to go take a piss n get new icewater b4 smoking this bowl. ive been dehydrated as fuck but im not thirsty. soon as i hit the kitchen i heard something and sure enough in complete darkness my dad is layin on the couch with my new puppy. im like fawwwk, but at least it was pitch black. i just got my ice n then asked him what the hell he was doing and thinking thank god i hadnt sparked that bowl. then when i go take a piss im looking at my eyes and it seems like the dilation goes waay down. like almost to normal, and im like what in the hell! thinking the sudden impact of seeing my father could have instantly killed my trip. not quite thinking i shut the bathroom light off before i had time to adjust and then i had to swing on another series of lights to get my water situation straight im quite suprised i made it back up to the room ok.
4:31am i turned the light on to pack up my bowl and was amazed by how little things LOOKED to be tripping. no visuals at all under the bright light. the neon green and purple nugs look magnificant tho, and i swear i saw crystals jump when i was trying to force it all into my little sherlock. the weed is making me a bit paranoid. it is early and i wonder if i should even be smoking it in the room anyways. the second big hit i just got made me think the lights turned on outside for a second.
4:45 wow visuals just got a lot more instense after that smoke, i noticed i could focus on the patterns emrging from this notepad even so i decided to take a look at the wallpaper and its just nuts. movin all over and just obscene with sumbliminal imagery. i keep trying to sustain these visuals when i look away but all i am left with is the afterglare of the screen and the text burning on my retinas and i have yet to not look back before it goes away which cant be good for the eyes i suppose ;l in fact now i am testing it and it is upwards of 30 seconds that the glare is staying in my eyes.. holy shit all i can see is neon white blotches of light that used to be there and black and white patterns.
i want some color. after smoking more of this pot colors from my bg are now blending and fading with the notepad and ive never quite seen my brain pattern text like this before, its almost artsy but there is some type of pattern with the letters or words being the same i cant quite grasp it yet. but jesus ive never been impressed by the notepad before lol. in my more paranoid moments its hard to tell if im hearing some weird shit coming from the open window or if its just stuff from the music im picking up on but its weird.
5a.m. wow i cant stand it im looking at this background and its just nuts i cant understand how many things are in this pic. its like are you serious am i seeing that!? this art just lets the tripping do all the exploring i love it. http://www.stillvapor.com/gallery/art.html micro dias to see what the fuck i am talking about. my cell just rang which is amazing that some other fools are up but i didnt answer. iam fully exploring Painting with digital Mediums' mhmm as if it wasnt hard as hell to type that straight. im looking at this piece of art and it looks like i can see the artists face in there a few times its like i spotted his bitchass in there. i wonder what it will look like sober.
i feel like im hearing a lot of external shit. i know its not real but it makes me think twice. i just got lost in a thought that went visual but ended suddenly my eyes where closed during it tho. the music keeps reminding me im tripping hard. for sum reason i keep feeling pressure on the left eardrum. i feel thirsty as fuck now and water tastes good but it doesnt do much. my eyes are getting tired.
6:50 its starting to get light out, my eyes hurt im gonna put drops in them. i feel restless as fuck
7:42 pupils are still big as fuck, just been lying here without music, i think im gonna pop a sleeping pill n try for sleep. long night again maybe. tah tah
i actually didnt end up getting to sleep until about 9:30. sleep is hard after 2-CI. this experience wasn't all i had hoped it to be, and makes me wonder if i have gotten everything i can from this magnificent chemical. i'm thinking about trying 2-CE instead soon.
::wonders if itll be gude ;x:: .:^fathomz:.
