Seattle_Stranger
Bluelighter
2C-E - First and Second Experiences - A warm welcome to psychs and pupil saucers!!
I have experience with plenty of drugs, cannabis, opiates, MDMA, etc.. However, I've never done any psychedelics before aside from salvia, which I feel barely counts. I've also 'tripped' on ambien, but again, not sure if that really counts. I obtained some 2C-E from a friend recently, and after much research and question asking here: http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=508159 (thanks for all the kind responses!!) I decided it was time for my first psychedelic experience!! Here's how it went:
Set: Good mindset, Friday after a long week, excited to try this new drug, confident and well informed thanks to BL. Just ate a delicious meal. I wanted to eat before I dropped due to the warnings of nausea I received from BL'ers.
Setting: My house, girlfriend here to hang out and trip sit, roommate here as well to hang out.
FYI, Time stamps are purely estimates. I could be way off, but this is how I feel it all went down.
0:00 - ~15mg 2C-E weighed out by yours truly in a gel capsule, down the hatch. Time is about ~8:00pm
0:10 - The gf and I decide to put on a Family Guy DVD and lay in bed as I wait for the face punch. I have all my colorful lights on in my room (I'm a lighting junkie). Colored christmas lights everywhere, colored CFL's pointing at the walls, etc.. Not a crazy scene, but a very colorful, happy, comfortable environment for me.
0:12 - About 2 minutes into Family Guy we turn the TV off, tear each other's clothing off and have the best sex we've had in weeks. My gf and I are really into each other, despite 4 years behind us, we still f- like we just met. No better way to kick the trip off!!
0:45 - Possible chest tightness? Placebo most likely.
1:00 - Did that wall just move? Not sure, again, I'm calling placebo.
1:30 - Still nothing really happening, no nausea, no discomfort, no signs of effects yet. The gf and I decide to take a walk up the block and get ice cream.
1:35 - I check my pupils in the mirror, they look normal.
1:40 - As we're walking up the block, I notice colors look a little more vibrant, lights seem to have glare around them, but nothing that I would call a definite effect. Again, could all be placebo.
1:50 - We walk back down the block to go home, still not seeing anything defining. I focus on things way in the distance down the block, nothing moving, shifting shape, or anything like that. I understand this stuff takes a while to hit, and on top of that I have a slow metabolism, all drugs seem to take a while to hit me AND I just ate a full meal right before I dropped.
2:20 - Still not 'feeling' anything, so I go and just sit outside. As I'm staring at a tree, and I let my eyes go a little unfocused, I notice it starts to shift around slightly. Eh? What's this? I start focusing hard on this tree, and it begins taking on a very 3D ish, holographic, shape shifting appearance. I look down at the concrete and focus on it, and it begins to ripple around like water. As of right now, this is exactly what my first ambien experience was like. Still perfectly 'sober minded', but I'm definitely starting to get some visuals.
2:30 - We decide to make a campfire in the firepit outside.
2:35 - I'm helping build the fire, feeling really giddy, excited and silly, probably because I know I'm about to start tripping for the first time ever. I knew the tiny bit of visuals I was seeing was about to get more and more intense. I kept saying dumb, funny things, making my friends laugh. Still feeling 'sober minded', but I felt like I was quicker with the jokes and sillier, again, probably just excitement from what is about to come.
2:45 - We get the fire going and I sit down in my chair next to my girl. I start looking around the dark yard and I start noticing many changes. Everything is full of color and life, the tree tops appear to be dancing around in the same fashion as the fire. I look at one of my lawn lights that is about 50 feet away, and not only is there a ring of color around it, but the world all around it is moving around like water. The OEV keep getting more and more intense.
2:50 - I decide something is missing...music. I go set up a small clock radio outside. Some older songs are playing and I am thoroughly enjoying them. Then, at one point, the song "Band on the Run" comes on. I stare up at the partially-cloudy sky and the clouds are warping, dancing, shifting and swirling all around to the music. I close my eyes and WOW. The music completely encapsulates me and I begin feeling rushes of euphoria come over me. I never heard music in this kind of detail and I feel like I was inside the minds of the people who wrote this song. I feel like I understand, I feel like I'm one with it, I feel like this is the way music was always intended to be heard. Behind my eyelids I see 3D screensaver-like patterns and images that would go along with the music. I felt like I could control it with my mind. I was in a dream state, one with the music, mind wide open, floating down the colorful geometric 3D path in my brain.
2:53 - I suddenly snap out of this dream state and start explaining to my friends what I just saw. They kindof giggle about it saying "Haha, he's tripping balls." I sure as hell was. As different songs came on, I would slip in and out of this euphoric dream state at my own will. I felt like I could completely leave the world and soar through my mind, and then snap back to reality and feel completely sober at my own will. This trip wasn't scary at all because I felt completely in control. I felt like if I was at work, I could be completely coherent and responsive, while at the same time I could drop out of the universe as soon as I closed my eyes. This was amazing.
3:30 - I feel like the drug has taken it's full effect by now, time dilatation is happening like a mofo. I keep feeling like 5 minutes ago was 5 hours ago, hence my extremely inaccurate time stamp estimates. I'm seeing colors everywhere, I'm watching everything enter my eyes frame by frame and I felt like I could analyze it all frame by frame. At times, things appeared to be in slow motion. There were trails on everything. Anything I focused my eyes on would immediately begin warping all over the place and would make me giggle. I would talk to my girlfriend looking her in the eye and would have to keep stopping to say something like "Haha, you look like a Picasso painting!!" The world is gorgeous, any kind of light looks brighter, more vivid, more real and alive.
3:35 - I notice that there is a slight 'edgyness' to this all. Not quite anxiety, not quite ansyness, not exactly sure how else to describe the feeling other than 'edgy'. I decide its time for some weed, maybe that'll help with the weird feeling. I also still feel 'sober minded', as in no induced euphoria, no dis-coordination or dizziness, no feelings of intoxication at all. Even though I was seeing OEV's like crazy, it all felt weirdly natural, like this was all just 'happening to me' and I was perfectly ok with it. I was looking for some kind of intoxication, so again, weed sounded like a great idea. My roomie and I head inside to load a bowl of some kick ass hash.
3:40 - While inside, my kitchen light is bright as bloody hell, but it doesn't bother me. I focus on the pattern on my counter and it was just dancing and scrolling all over the place. The tile floor was bouncing all up and down like an ocean of Legos. Any object I focus on would appear to be under water, just warping and wiggling all over. This was just so awesome!! We smoke, I get really good and stoned and it just synergizes with the 2C-E perfectly. A lot of the edgyness goes away but it's still kinda there. I felt like 'something was missing', but I don't know what. Something is missing, something, but I have no idea what. I felt edgy about whatever it was that was missing. I convince myself this is simply a part of tripping. It bothers me very, very little. A side effect easily dealt with.
3:45 - I head into the bathroom to check my pupils again. There definitely dilated now, but not quite MDMA dilated. Last time I rolled, I basically had no color left in my eyes, just white and pupil. Right now, I have huge pupils but still some color. They also have this very odd glassy, almost holographic effect. Everything is hard to focus on without it warping everywhere. I'm loving this.
4:00 - Back outside, sitting by the fire, just watching the world warp all around me. I take out my cellphone to answer a text and the black and white text screen has all sorts of color to it. I also watch what appears to be an 'aurora' radiating from the screen into the air around it. I wield my phone around in front of my and basically give myself a light show, and there are light trails all over the place. I close my phone and soak in the environment around me. Everything is breathing with life, shifting, moving, emitting color, in slow motion, connecting with me. The music keeps captivating me, sending me into dreamland and every time I close my eyes, I completely drop out of the universe into my own little euphoric world.
4:15 - We decide it's getting late so we put out the fire and head inside. I get up and help put out the fire, still no dizziness, still able to completely pull myself together and think straight, function, communicate, etc.. I also notice no nausea, no body load, no chest tightness, none of these negative side effects that people have complained about. This makes me sooooooo happy because I was very afraid of how that was going to be.
4:20 - I tell my girlfriend that laying in bed in my colorfully lit room with my eyes closed listening to trippy music sounds like the absolute best idea in the world. She agrees because she's tired and wants to lay down with me. We go do just that.
4:25 - All the lights in my room are bright, gorgeous, dancing all around, pulsating, reaching out and touching me. I look at these posters I have on my wall of several guitarists holding guitars and not only is every person on this poster in black and white flames, but they are vividly playing music. Their fingers are moving, playing notes, they are moving to the music, they are performing for me. I make a desperate attempt to focus in on the poster and see it 'soberly', and I just can't. These guys were jamming hardcore and they didn't want to stop. We set up Pandora and put on the Sneaker Pimps station. I get under my covers, lay on my back and close my eyes. My gf cuddles up to me, and my adventure begins.
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? - From this point forward I cannot explain where my mind travels to but the music completely and totally controls everything. I'm seeing the most intense CEV's I could imagine, shapes, colors, 3D corridors, beautiful places, heaven, hell, everything in between. I have a few moments of anxiety but I feel like I can completely pull away from it and return to my happy place. At certain points, the music sounds so amazing, the CEV's get so intense, and I feel so in connection with my own mind I feel as if I can induce my euphoria if I wanted to. Of course I want to induce euphoria, so I do. Whoomp, whoomp, whooooomp, WHOOMP, WHOOOOOOMP, WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOMP, COMPLETE STATE OF EUPHORIA. Complete body massage, my entire body goes tingly, I feel like MDMA x1000, I feel like I just told my brain to release everything it has, and it does. I feel like I'm moving 100000 mph, flying, soaring, spinning, thousands of angels touching me, my body pulsing, I feel like I'm having one, long continuous orgasm. This, is one HELL of a drug!!!! The song ends and I return to Earth. I cannot believe what just happened. I look around the room again, dudes on the poster still jamming away and on fire, walls still breathing. Wow.
?? - A commercial comes on and annoys the FUCK out of me. Give me my music back!!! I don't care about your damn 15% on car insurance bullshit. Another one of my favorite songs of this trippy genre comes on and I become connected with it again. Repeat above paragraph with the red ??
?? - Gf wakes up and requests we turn off all the lights. I do it, and I also turn off the music. This doesn't effect my trip at all at this point.
?? - I keep falling in and out of this wild dream state, gf sound asleep. Every time I pull back to Earth I check around the room, poster still going wild, with the guys appearing to be rocking out harder and harder. I keep looking at the clock as the hours go by. 2am. 3am. 4am. 5am. All the while with the effects feeling like they're getting STRONGER. I feel as if this is going to last forever!! I'm very mentally stimulated, but physically exhausted. I've been in and out of this dream state all night, but not once falling asleep. I decide I'm ready for this to end because I had my fun, and now I just want to sleep! I get up and pop 1mg kpin and curl back into bed. At this point, I'm tripping so freaking hard that the guys on the poster now appear like the members of Slipknot with their crazy masks and dreads, head banging like crazy, shredding on their guitars, and backs engulfed in flames. Funny thing is, this poster is actually of older, classic guitarists that probably wouldn't dream of even putting distortion on their guitars, never mind head banging! Yet, here they were, on fire, shredding, dreaded with scary masks. Drugs FTW. %) I close my eyes again, and slip into the dream state again.
?? - I finally, finally feel like I'm coming down, but still tripping hard. I look around the room, dudes are rocking out still but not quite death metal status anymore. I finally fall asleep, and we sleep 'till 12 the next day. I wake up feeling refreshed, sober, dudes aren't rocking out any more, I'm back to Earth. I survived my first psychedelic experience.
All in all, this trip was incredible. Oddly enough, having never tripped before, it was everything I expected it to be. The visuals, the thought patterns, the mind set, everything I had guessed would happen prior to the experience is what actually happened. I understand why some people say this would go good with MDMA. Oh hell yes it would because if I felt an actual narcotic induced euphoria would have made the trip even more incredible, and the crazy visuals in conjunction with the magic and amazingness of MDMA would probably be just about the best thing ever. I felt like eating a good full meal right before dropping was a good idea because it resulted in a very slow, smooth come up, absolutely zero nausea and...well....a delicious meal is a delicious meal.
This is definitely happening again. Next time, I'm hopefully going to trip with others. Maybe that's what I felt was 'missing'. Tripping with friends who were not on the drug didn't bother me, but I found myself wishing they were on it too.
Thanks for reading and I hope this helps anyone who wants to be informed about 2C-E. Anyone with questions, feel free to PM me. I'd be happy to answer!!
I have experience with plenty of drugs, cannabis, opiates, MDMA, etc.. However, I've never done any psychedelics before aside from salvia, which I feel barely counts. I've also 'tripped' on ambien, but again, not sure if that really counts. I obtained some 2C-E from a friend recently, and after much research and question asking here: http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=508159 (thanks for all the kind responses!!) I decided it was time for my first psychedelic experience!! Here's how it went:
Set: Good mindset, Friday after a long week, excited to try this new drug, confident and well informed thanks to BL. Just ate a delicious meal. I wanted to eat before I dropped due to the warnings of nausea I received from BL'ers.
Setting: My house, girlfriend here to hang out and trip sit, roommate here as well to hang out.
FYI, Time stamps are purely estimates. I could be way off, but this is how I feel it all went down.
0:00 - ~15mg 2C-E weighed out by yours truly in a gel capsule, down the hatch. Time is about ~8:00pm
0:10 - The gf and I decide to put on a Family Guy DVD and lay in bed as I wait for the face punch. I have all my colorful lights on in my room (I'm a lighting junkie). Colored christmas lights everywhere, colored CFL's pointing at the walls, etc.. Not a crazy scene, but a very colorful, happy, comfortable environment for me.
0:12 - About 2 minutes into Family Guy we turn the TV off, tear each other's clothing off and have the best sex we've had in weeks. My gf and I are really into each other, despite 4 years behind us, we still f- like we just met. No better way to kick the trip off!!
0:45 - Possible chest tightness? Placebo most likely.
1:00 - Did that wall just move? Not sure, again, I'm calling placebo.
1:30 - Still nothing really happening, no nausea, no discomfort, no signs of effects yet. The gf and I decide to take a walk up the block and get ice cream.
1:35 - I check my pupils in the mirror, they look normal.
1:40 - As we're walking up the block, I notice colors look a little more vibrant, lights seem to have glare around them, but nothing that I would call a definite effect. Again, could all be placebo.
1:50 - We walk back down the block to go home, still not seeing anything defining. I focus on things way in the distance down the block, nothing moving, shifting shape, or anything like that. I understand this stuff takes a while to hit, and on top of that I have a slow metabolism, all drugs seem to take a while to hit me AND I just ate a full meal right before I dropped.
2:20 - Still not 'feeling' anything, so I go and just sit outside. As I'm staring at a tree, and I let my eyes go a little unfocused, I notice it starts to shift around slightly. Eh? What's this? I start focusing hard on this tree, and it begins taking on a very 3D ish, holographic, shape shifting appearance. I look down at the concrete and focus on it, and it begins to ripple around like water. As of right now, this is exactly what my first ambien experience was like. Still perfectly 'sober minded', but I'm definitely starting to get some visuals.
2:30 - We decide to make a campfire in the firepit outside.
2:35 - I'm helping build the fire, feeling really giddy, excited and silly, probably because I know I'm about to start tripping for the first time ever. I knew the tiny bit of visuals I was seeing was about to get more and more intense. I kept saying dumb, funny things, making my friends laugh. Still feeling 'sober minded', but I felt like I was quicker with the jokes and sillier, again, probably just excitement from what is about to come.
2:45 - We get the fire going and I sit down in my chair next to my girl. I start looking around the dark yard and I start noticing many changes. Everything is full of color and life, the tree tops appear to be dancing around in the same fashion as the fire. I look at one of my lawn lights that is about 50 feet away, and not only is there a ring of color around it, but the world all around it is moving around like water. The OEV keep getting more and more intense.
2:50 - I decide something is missing...music. I go set up a small clock radio outside. Some older songs are playing and I am thoroughly enjoying them. Then, at one point, the song "Band on the Run" comes on. I stare up at the partially-cloudy sky and the clouds are warping, dancing, shifting and swirling all around to the music. I close my eyes and WOW. The music completely encapsulates me and I begin feeling rushes of euphoria come over me. I never heard music in this kind of detail and I feel like I was inside the minds of the people who wrote this song. I feel like I understand, I feel like I'm one with it, I feel like this is the way music was always intended to be heard. Behind my eyelids I see 3D screensaver-like patterns and images that would go along with the music. I felt like I could control it with my mind. I was in a dream state, one with the music, mind wide open, floating down the colorful geometric 3D path in my brain.
2:53 - I suddenly snap out of this dream state and start explaining to my friends what I just saw. They kindof giggle about it saying "Haha, he's tripping balls." I sure as hell was.
As different songs came on, I would slip in and out of this euphoric dream state at my own will. I felt like I could completely leave the world and soar through my mind, and then snap back to reality and feel completely sober at my own will. This trip wasn't scary at all because I felt completely in control. I felt like if I was at work, I could be completely coherent and responsive, while at the same time I could drop out of the universe as soon as I closed my eyes. This was amazing.3:30 - I feel like the drug has taken it's full effect by now, time dilatation is happening like a mofo. I keep feeling like 5 minutes ago was 5 hours ago, hence my extremely inaccurate time stamp estimates. I'm seeing colors everywhere, I'm watching everything enter my eyes frame by frame and I felt like I could analyze it all frame by frame. At times, things appeared to be in slow motion. There were trails on everything. Anything I focused my eyes on would immediately begin warping all over the place and would make me giggle. I would talk to my girlfriend looking her in the eye and would have to keep stopping to say something like "Haha, you look like a Picasso painting!!" The world is gorgeous, any kind of light looks brighter, more vivid, more real and alive.
3:35 - I notice that there is a slight 'edgyness' to this all. Not quite anxiety, not quite ansyness, not exactly sure how else to describe the feeling other than 'edgy'. I decide its time for some weed, maybe that'll help with the weird feeling. I also still feel 'sober minded', as in no induced euphoria, no dis-coordination or dizziness, no feelings of intoxication at all. Even though I was seeing OEV's like crazy, it all felt weirdly natural, like this was all just 'happening to me' and I was perfectly ok with it. I was looking for some kind of intoxication, so again, weed sounded like a great idea. My roomie and I head inside to load a bowl of some kick ass hash.
3:40 - While inside, my kitchen light is bright as bloody hell, but it doesn't bother me. I focus on the pattern on my counter and it was just dancing and scrolling all over the place. The tile floor was bouncing all up and down like an ocean of Legos. Any object I focus on would appear to be under water, just warping and wiggling all over. This was just so awesome!! We smoke, I get really good and stoned and it just synergizes with the 2C-E perfectly. A lot of the edgyness goes away but it's still kinda there. I felt like 'something was missing', but I don't know what. Something is missing, something, but I have no idea what. I felt edgy about whatever it was that was missing. I convince myself this is simply a part of tripping. It bothers me very, very little. A side effect easily dealt with.
3:45 - I head into the bathroom to check my pupils again. There definitely dilated now, but not quite MDMA dilated. Last time I rolled, I basically had no color left in my eyes, just white and pupil. Right now, I have huge pupils but still some color. They also have this very odd glassy, almost holographic effect. Everything is hard to focus on without it warping everywhere. I'm loving this.
4:00 - Back outside, sitting by the fire, just watching the world warp all around me. I take out my cellphone to answer a text and the black and white text screen has all sorts of color to it. I also watch what appears to be an 'aurora' radiating from the screen into the air around it. I wield my phone around in front of my and basically give myself a light show, and there are light trails all over the place. I close my phone and soak in the environment around me. Everything is breathing with life, shifting, moving, emitting color, in slow motion, connecting with me. The music keeps captivating me, sending me into dreamland and every time I close my eyes, I completely drop out of the universe into my own little euphoric world.
4:15 - We decide it's getting late so we put out the fire and head inside. I get up and help put out the fire, still no dizziness, still able to completely pull myself together and think straight, function, communicate, etc.. I also notice no nausea, no body load, no chest tightness, none of these negative side effects that people have complained about. This makes me sooooooo happy because I was very afraid of how that was going to be.
4:20 - I tell my girlfriend that laying in bed in my colorfully lit room with my eyes closed listening to trippy music sounds like the absolute best idea in the world. She agrees because she's tired and wants to lay down with me. We go do just that.
4:25 - All the lights in my room are bright, gorgeous, dancing all around, pulsating, reaching out and touching me. I look at these posters I have on my wall of several guitarists holding guitars and not only is every person on this poster in black and white flames, but they are vividly playing music. Their fingers are moving, playing notes, they are moving to the music, they are performing for me. I make a desperate attempt to focus in on the poster and see it 'soberly', and I just can't. These guys were jamming hardcore and they didn't want to stop. We set up Pandora and put on the Sneaker Pimps station. I get under my covers, lay on my back and close my eyes. My gf cuddles up to me, and my adventure begins.
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? - From this point forward I cannot explain where my mind travels to but the music completely and totally controls everything. I'm seeing the most intense CEV's I could imagine, shapes, colors, 3D corridors, beautiful places, heaven, hell, everything in between. I have a few moments of anxiety but I feel like I can completely pull away from it and return to my happy place. At certain points, the music sounds so amazing, the CEV's get so intense, and I feel so in connection with my own mind I feel as if I can induce my euphoria if I wanted to. Of course I want to induce euphoria, so I do. Whoomp, whoomp, whooooomp, WHOOMP, WHOOOOOOMP, WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOMP, COMPLETE STATE OF EUPHORIA. Complete body massage, my entire body goes tingly, I feel like MDMA x1000, I feel like I just told my brain to release everything it has, and it does. I feel like I'm moving 100000 mph, flying, soaring, spinning, thousands of angels touching me, my body pulsing, I feel like I'm having one, long continuous orgasm. This, is one HELL of a drug!!!! The song ends and I return to Earth. I cannot believe what just happened. I look around the room again, dudes on the poster still jamming away and on fire, walls still breathing. Wow.?
? - A commercial comes on and annoys the FUCK out of me. Give me my music back!!! I don't care about your damn 15% on car insurance bullshit. Another one of my favorite songs of this trippy genre comes on and I become connected with it again. Repeat above paragraph with the red ???
? - Gf wakes up and requests we turn off all the lights. I do it, and I also turn off the music. This doesn't effect my trip at all at this point.?
? - I keep falling in and out of this wild dream state, gf sound asleep. Every time I pull back to Earth I check around the room, poster still going wild, with the guys appearing to be rocking out harder and harder. I keep looking at the clock as the hours go by. 2am. 3am. 4am. 5am. All the while with the effects feeling like they're getting STRONGER. I feel as if this is going to last forever!! I'm very mentally stimulated, but physically exhausted. I've been in and out of this dream state all night, but not once falling asleep. I decide I'm ready for this to end because I had my fun, and now I just want to sleep! I get up and pop 1mg kpin and curl back into bed. At this point, I'm tripping so freaking hard that the guys on the poster now appear like the members of Slipknot with their crazy masks and dreads, head banging like crazy, shredding on their guitars, and backs engulfed in flames. Funny thing is, this poster is actually of older, classic guitarists that probably wouldn't dream of even putting distortion on their guitars, never mind head banging! Yet, here they were, on fire, shredding, dreaded with scary masks. Drugs FTW. %) I close my eyes again, and slip into the dream state again.?
? - I finally, finally feel like I'm coming down, but still tripping hard. I look around the room, dudes are rocking out still but not quite death metal status anymore. I finally fall asleep, and we sleep 'till 12 the next day. I wake up feeling refreshed, sober, dudes aren't rocking out any more, I'm back to Earth. I survived my first psychedelic experience.All in all, this trip was incredible. Oddly enough, having never tripped before, it was everything I expected it to be. The visuals, the thought patterns, the mind set, everything I had guessed would happen prior to the experience is what actually happened. I understand why some people say this would go good with MDMA. Oh hell yes it would because if I felt an actual narcotic induced euphoria would have made the trip even more incredible, and the crazy visuals in conjunction with the magic and amazingness of MDMA would probably be just about the best thing ever. I felt like eating a good full meal right before dropping was a good idea because it resulted in a very slow, smooth come up, absolutely zero nausea and...well....a delicious meal is a delicious meal.
This is definitely happening again. Next time, I'm hopefully going to trip with others. Maybe that's what I felt was 'missing'. Tripping with friends who were not on the drug didn't bother me, but I found myself wishing they were on it too.
Thanks for reading and I hope this helps anyone who wants to be informed about 2C-E. Anyone with questions, feel free to PM me. I'd be happy to answer!!
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