Hi everyone,
Last night I had one of the most intense and real psychedelic experience of my life, it was so bizarre that I feel the need to write up a trip report to share with others.
I've taken 2C-C on many occasions in the past, and have experience of some of the more potent 2C's too (2C-E, 2C-P, 2C-I). I normally dose it at about 30-40mg, but I decided to ramp it up to 70mg last night, and boy did it make a difference!
The initial effects took me instantly into the crazy world I was going to be locked in for the next 4-5 hours, I was so engrossed in the intense open-eye visuals going on around me that I was pretty much incapable of communication. My mind seemed to be filled with the thought of a huge explosion of colours and sparkles, my actual vision saw everything with an almost 'matrix-like' grid of patterns over it. Everything looked really sleek and futuristic, lights seemed to roll of peoples faces and drop off - and strangely when these lights dropped a felt tingling/popping sensations all over my face.
It really started to get bizarre when my friends took me upstairs as most were going to bed. In the loft conversion one of the other guys who'd taken a small dose kept saying 'what have you done' for some reason - this somehow sparked a belief that I'd caused some sort of apocalypse (don't ask!)
I firmly believed that everyone in the world had been destroyed, in fact that the whole universe had all imploded in because of me. I began thinking that everyone hated me for destroying the world and they were all looking at me in the 'afterlife'. I felt like I was floating in nothingness, I had my hands on the floor but I could push past the floor and almost swim in this limbo world.
As I started to come to I switched the news on and honestly there was an image of some riots somewhere in the world and the news reporter said 'the trip'. This confirmed all my beliefs, I thought the world had descended into chaos because of me and the media had labelled the disaster 'the trip'. Later on I looked out the window expecting everything to be blank, like a tear in reality - I asked my friend how there were still lights on. I also felt as though the house was going to collapse in on itself.
It wasn't until I fell asleep and woke up the next day that I realised it had all been a delusion caused by the drug, but even then it still took me a while to accept. This is the first time I've ever been sucked into a hallucination like this, I normally have a little voice at the back of my head that reassures me that the effects I'm experiencing are caused by what I've taken - but this was nowhere to be seen in this trip!
Overall, it was quite difficult at times - trying to comprehend how to deal with life stuck in this room for eternity because everything was decimated and coming to terms with losing my family and friends. Though it was never so stressful that I didn't enjoy it, it was fascinating looking back on it now!
Anyway, thanks for reading!
J
Last night I had one of the most intense and real psychedelic experience of my life, it was so bizarre that I feel the need to write up a trip report to share with others.
I've taken 2C-C on many occasions in the past, and have experience of some of the more potent 2C's too (2C-E, 2C-P, 2C-I). I normally dose it at about 30-40mg, but I decided to ramp it up to 70mg last night, and boy did it make a difference!
The initial effects took me instantly into the crazy world I was going to be locked in for the next 4-5 hours, I was so engrossed in the intense open-eye visuals going on around me that I was pretty much incapable of communication. My mind seemed to be filled with the thought of a huge explosion of colours and sparkles, my actual vision saw everything with an almost 'matrix-like' grid of patterns over it. Everything looked really sleek and futuristic, lights seemed to roll of peoples faces and drop off - and strangely when these lights dropped a felt tingling/popping sensations all over my face.
It really started to get bizarre when my friends took me upstairs as most were going to bed. In the loft conversion one of the other guys who'd taken a small dose kept saying 'what have you done' for some reason - this somehow sparked a belief that I'd caused some sort of apocalypse (don't ask!)
I firmly believed that everyone in the world had been destroyed, in fact that the whole universe had all imploded in because of me. I began thinking that everyone hated me for destroying the world and they were all looking at me in the 'afterlife'. I felt like I was floating in nothingness, I had my hands on the floor but I could push past the floor and almost swim in this limbo world.
As I started to come to I switched the news on and honestly there was an image of some riots somewhere in the world and the news reporter said 'the trip'. This confirmed all my beliefs, I thought the world had descended into chaos because of me and the media had labelled the disaster 'the trip'. Later on I looked out the window expecting everything to be blank, like a tear in reality - I asked my friend how there were still lights on. I also felt as though the house was going to collapse in on itself.
It wasn't until I fell asleep and woke up the next day that I realised it had all been a delusion caused by the drug, but even then it still took me a while to accept. This is the first time I've ever been sucked into a hallucination like this, I normally have a little voice at the back of my head that reassures me that the effects I'm experiencing are caused by what I've taken - but this was nowhere to be seen in this trip!
Overall, it was quite difficult at times - trying to comprehend how to deal with life stuck in this room for eternity because everything was decimated and coming to terms with losing my family and friends. Though it was never so stressful that I didn't enjoy it, it was fascinating looking back on it now!
Anyway, thanks for reading!
J
