RobotRipping
Bluelighter
Okay a bit of background - I am quite experienced with 25i and have taken doses 2-3mg without issue in the past.
I kept my 25i in a 40% solution of alcohol which was going fine but I looked at it today and it seems my solution had dried up and it was just a sticky part stuck to the bottom of a cup, i figured there were at most 10 doses left so i put some alcohol into the cup and decided to test 1ml of this solution figuring that it would barely hit me. I think it's obvious where i went wrong here but either way I took a 1ml dose.
In the next 5 minutes I started to feel an insane come up, i didn't know what was wrong or why it was hitting me so fast so i became a bit worried. I then started to feel very sick and i threw up the few drops of alcohol i had taken but i knew it was too late.
The trip started to begin and it was accelerating at a pace i could not handle. The visuals became so intense that i couldn't see straight, every thought was being covered in patterns i couldn't describe, colours and lights were everywhere and i was losing my sense of self. I started to realize that i had accidentally ingested a massive amount of 25i.
I was trying to do anything to get a handle on the trip, it was extremely intense and overwhelming, i felt like i was breathing colours and patterns and it felt like it was going about 100 times too fast. So before freaking out completely i took 2 ativan and could barely get them down. At the time i was contemplating calling 911 while trying to calm myself down with insane visions and nonstop patterns permeating every thing in existence.
I took to the shower and sat in cold and hot water trying to deal with the intense come up. An hour after the dose i started settling in a bit and things slowed down (thanks ativan) but the visuals were all encompassing and i could not get away from them. I had to just fall into the waves of patterns and relax; as my muscles were tensing up and i was shaking.
In retrospect i probably consumed ~10 1.75mg hits at once. I was taken off guard by how fast it kicked in, i could still taste the drop i took when the trip started i wasn't sure if i was crazy or if it really had kicked in, it happened in a matter of minutes. it's now 10 hours later and i have extreme muscle tension and persistent visuals (the comedown hurts) but overall i think i'll be okay.
i just wanted to post my experience in case anyone ends up freaking out in the same situation; without lorazepam(ativan) i would have completely lost my shit during the come up. the experience was ineffable, scary and beautiful, everything i could have dreamed of but so intense that it's almost traumatic.
I kept my 25i in a 40% solution of alcohol which was going fine but I looked at it today and it seems my solution had dried up and it was just a sticky part stuck to the bottom of a cup, i figured there were at most 10 doses left so i put some alcohol into the cup and decided to test 1ml of this solution figuring that it would barely hit me. I think it's obvious where i went wrong here but either way I took a 1ml dose.
In the next 5 minutes I started to feel an insane come up, i didn't know what was wrong or why it was hitting me so fast so i became a bit worried. I then started to feel very sick and i threw up the few drops of alcohol i had taken but i knew it was too late.
The trip started to begin and it was accelerating at a pace i could not handle. The visuals became so intense that i couldn't see straight, every thought was being covered in patterns i couldn't describe, colours and lights were everywhere and i was losing my sense of self. I started to realize that i had accidentally ingested a massive amount of 25i.
I was trying to do anything to get a handle on the trip, it was extremely intense and overwhelming, i felt like i was breathing colours and patterns and it felt like it was going about 100 times too fast. So before freaking out completely i took 2 ativan and could barely get them down. At the time i was contemplating calling 911 while trying to calm myself down with insane visions and nonstop patterns permeating every thing in existence.
I took to the shower and sat in cold and hot water trying to deal with the intense come up. An hour after the dose i started settling in a bit and things slowed down (thanks ativan) but the visuals were all encompassing and i could not get away from them. I had to just fall into the waves of patterns and relax; as my muscles were tensing up and i was shaking.
In retrospect i probably consumed ~10 1.75mg hits at once. I was taken off guard by how fast it kicked in, i could still taste the drop i took when the trip started i wasn't sure if i was crazy or if it really had kicked in, it happened in a matter of minutes. it's now 10 hours later and i have extreme muscle tension and persistent visuals (the comedown hurts) but overall i think i'll be okay.
i just wanted to post my experience in case anyone ends up freaking out in the same situation; without lorazepam(ativan) i would have completely lost my shit during the come up. the experience was ineffable, scary and beautiful, everything i could have dreamed of but so intense that it's almost traumatic.