25I-NBOMe ruined my life please help

[Printermachine]

I took 2 and a half hits of 25I-NBOMe and smoked some weed and i was trippin hard! I was having such a great time and literally laughed with my friend at nothing for an hour. I decided I had to go because it was late and got in my car and drove home. Everything was dark and when I turned in to my neighborhood I went into a bad trip/panic attack. I dont know how to explain this feeling but I could no longer move and tried turning my head and it seemed like it was in complete slow motion. It felt like my whole body went to being weightless. Well, when i got home I was having trouble breathing and my heart was pounding and I thought I was going to die. Well, it finally got better. for the next 2 months every time I try smoking weed, I have a panic attack and my vision is a lot different which makes being high no fun. I feel like im tripping. When I look at my hand it just looks like I'm holding it in front of a painting because the background seems fake. I quit smoking. Last week I was sitting in my room when that exact same feeling I had when I had the bad trip came back. I went extremely light feeling and couldnt move. I had a horrible panic attack because it frightened me and now since that day, my trip came back. It looks like my hand is in front of a painting and when I'm outside it looks soooo weird. I have no idea how this even is happening and it has been over a week and I still have it. i feel like I'm in a permatrip. I dont do anything anymore as a result. It has gotten me depressed because I dont know how to fix it and nobody really understands what I'm talking about because I feel like I am the only one to ever have this problem in the world. Please tell me what I can do to get out of this. i cant live like this

 

[PurpleKush1]

Youre not the only one with this problem. I totally understand what you mean by ''permatrip''. Something similar to me happened a few months back with bad E. Cant smoke weed no more too for the same reason. I go into a full blow panic attack. Quitting weed helps with the anxiety, i know it sucks though if you like it.
I feel bad for saying this but maybe a benzo would help you. Be aware though, if you decide to start using them to help with the anxiety and panic attacks, the day you quit them it will be 1000 worse. Maybe keep some on deck and when it gets really bad and that feeling you talk about returns pop one.

Eating Healthy and Exercise helps with anxiety a little bit too. Not as much as some people say, but you will feel a little better. If you go to a shrink, do not take the SSRI's if he prescribes you some. THey will make mattters worse anxiety wise and are some of the worst meds there is. You did good coming here asking this, i think alot of people on BL can relate to you.

This post right here is why i hate NBOME's. Useless LSD ''ripoff''. Hold in there man