bluedolphin
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So I had a house to myself one day recently.
I decided since I am in NA now and can't smoke weed or drink... (I am not voluntarily in NA, it is a condition of keeping my job), that I would try this psychedelic I had acquired, 25i-nbome.
I had made some HCl blotters but also kept maybe 20mg as freebase. So, without a scale, I laid out what could not have been more than 500ug. I am experienced with handling of all kinds of chemicals at all kinds of doses, so lecture me if you want, but that's more or less what it was.
I waited half an hour and I think I felt a very slight change, like starting to come up on LSD. Those first electric tingles.
Line #2.... another 500ug estimated. I felt that from what I had read this stuff should come up and peak more quickly if I sniffed it. So I assumed (wrongly) that I had underdosed. Wait another half hour... not much difference.
I decided to cut myself off after what I estimated to be 1.5mg but in reality was probably more like 2mg because my final and 3rd line was a bit more ambitious.
What did I do after that? I believe I started tripping on par with 150mg LSD, my body feeling as if it had no body load whatsoever, and then I went to sleep for a while. Seems impossible.
The next day I woke up tripping on a high +++ scale and let's just say this was a very special day. Beams of light were coming down through the roof. Since I am in NA, I thought that several people had come over to perform some kind of Japanese cleaning ritual. This was very confusing but involved lighting incense and partaking with several people (who were not there, but I was communicating with and seeing) in a cleaning ceremony in my shower.
After this I discovered somebody had left an infant in my hallway. What the fuck! What am I supposed to do with an infant! After about an hour I discovered that this infant was simply a towel and at that point I believed that somebody had "done me a favor" or "done a dirty deed" and made the infant disappear. I was somewhat relieved but also concerned because at this point I was starting to realize that I had a loose grip on reality.
I don't know how but I went to bed and probably got barely any sleep but I woke up and worked 12 hours that day (on the clock motherfuckers!).... fortunately I was the only one in the office that day because my pupils were maximized.
I did not sleep that night. If I had some benzo or something I probably would have. So I got up in time for work, unfortunately one of my co-workers was there and I looked fairly haggard so I said I was gonna take the day off and work the night shift. No problem. Except I then proceeded to sleep for the next 18 hours
.....
Now you might want to hear about the body effects. My heart rate was not elevated, as far as I could tell. I was not anxious, except when I thought shit was going down that in reality was not.
It felt very sacred, actually. If I ever do this again in the future I will realize how much time it takes (as much as DOC) and prepare myself accordingly. I thought I was in for a 10 hour trip. NOPE.
The visuals were like digital icycles. I saw streamers of lights that did not exist. There was typical movement and shifting of surfaces. But the most unique thing was that certain rooms would LIGHT UP and I would know that is where I was supposed to go, and then some religious type ritual would occur.
And like I said I saw and interacted with people who were absolutely not there.
......
The most bothersome part of the comedown was a bit of a stiff jaw (similar to LSD) and inability to sleep. A very easy, yet drawn out comedown otherwise.
I don't know if I will ever do this again but I feel it is a safe drug used in reasonable doses in reasonable settings. The problem is, once you've had more than you should, reality slips away and can lead you to possibly dangerous settings. Fortunately I stayed home the whole time. Except I might have actually gone to an NA meeting before it kicked in all the way, I can't remember.
Be careful with this stuff. Do not distribute it widely.
However it is up there with LSD and DOC in terms of magical long lasting substances. Let's not fuck it up and have it be illegal as soon as possible? mmmkay?
For those interested in comparisons this stuff is like 50% LSD, 20% DMT, and 30% pure magic.
I decided since I am in NA now and can't smoke weed or drink... (I am not voluntarily in NA, it is a condition of keeping my job), that I would try this psychedelic I had acquired, 25i-nbome.
I had made some HCl blotters but also kept maybe 20mg as freebase. So, without a scale, I laid out what could not have been more than 500ug. I am experienced with handling of all kinds of chemicals at all kinds of doses, so lecture me if you want, but that's more or less what it was.
I waited half an hour and I think I felt a very slight change, like starting to come up on LSD. Those first electric tingles.
Line #2.... another 500ug estimated. I felt that from what I had read this stuff should come up and peak more quickly if I sniffed it. So I assumed (wrongly) that I had underdosed. Wait another half hour... not much difference.
I decided to cut myself off after what I estimated to be 1.5mg but in reality was probably more like 2mg because my final and 3rd line was a bit more ambitious.
What did I do after that? I believe I started tripping on par with 150mg LSD, my body feeling as if it had no body load whatsoever, and then I went to sleep for a while. Seems impossible.
The next day I woke up tripping on a high +++ scale and let's just say this was a very special day. Beams of light were coming down through the roof. Since I am in NA, I thought that several people had come over to perform some kind of Japanese cleaning ritual. This was very confusing but involved lighting incense and partaking with several people (who were not there, but I was communicating with and seeing) in a cleaning ceremony in my shower.
After this I discovered somebody had left an infant in my hallway. What the fuck! What am I supposed to do with an infant! After about an hour I discovered that this infant was simply a towel and at that point I believed that somebody had "done me a favor" or "done a dirty deed" and made the infant disappear. I was somewhat relieved but also concerned because at this point I was starting to realize that I had a loose grip on reality.
I don't know how but I went to bed and probably got barely any sleep but I woke up and worked 12 hours that day (on the clock motherfuckers!).... fortunately I was the only one in the office that day because my pupils were maximized.
I did not sleep that night. If I had some benzo or something I probably would have. So I got up in time for work, unfortunately one of my co-workers was there and I looked fairly haggard so I said I was gonna take the day off and work the night shift. No problem. Except I then proceeded to sleep for the next 18 hours
.....
Now you might want to hear about the body effects. My heart rate was not elevated, as far as I could tell. I was not anxious, except when I thought shit was going down that in reality was not.
It felt very sacred, actually. If I ever do this again in the future I will realize how much time it takes (as much as DOC) and prepare myself accordingly. I thought I was in for a 10 hour trip. NOPE.
The visuals were like digital icycles. I saw streamers of lights that did not exist. There was typical movement and shifting of surfaces. But the most unique thing was that certain rooms would LIGHT UP and I would know that is where I was supposed to go, and then some religious type ritual would occur.
And like I said I saw and interacted with people who were absolutely not there.
......
The most bothersome part of the comedown was a bit of a stiff jaw (similar to LSD) and inability to sleep. A very easy, yet drawn out comedown otherwise.
I don't know if I will ever do this again but I feel it is a safe drug used in reasonable doses in reasonable settings. The problem is, once you've had more than you should, reality slips away and can lead you to possibly dangerous settings. Fortunately I stayed home the whole time. Except I might have actually gone to an NA meeting before it kicked in all the way, I can't remember.
Be careful with this stuff. Do not distribute it widely.
However it is up there with LSD and DOC in terms of magical long lasting substances. Let's not fuck it up and have it be illegal as soon as possible? mmmkay?
For those interested in comparisons this stuff is like 50% LSD, 20% DMT, and 30% pure magic.
