Hey guys, this is my first trip report ever. Since reading other trip reports I’ve been feeling compelled to share an experience of mine and I’ve finally got round to it. I have tripped a total of 5 times in my entire life and I remember each of them very distinctly, so I thought I’d post my first experience to see what you guys think. If the way my mind works while tripping is intriguing to anyone I’d love to share my other 4 trips. Firstly a few things about me.
Before this trip I’d had absolutely no experience with psychedelics (just pills, coke, weed, etc), and as a result could not begin to imagine how fucked up I was about to get. I was 17 at the time, which was almost a year ago, however I still remember almost the entire trip clearly as it was a defining moment in my life. I was going through an extremely bad period, and thus was on the verge of being kicked out of home. The worst part however were my grades at uni, as I am studying mechanical engineering currently. I thought I had pretty much failed one of my 1st year courses already as I failed the mid semester for it, and was on my way to failing my maths course also. I am an extremely motivated person, and this was quite disrupting to me to discover that everything I had worked for may not actually be for me. I digress;
Back to the Trip. The idea was for two friends and myself to take 2x 25i tabs each and just cruise in my room all night. These two friends were extremely close to me, lets call them Kirk and Boss. Kirk was the same age as me, and Boss was 3 years older and already very successful in life already (money, car, powerful mind). None of us had ever done psychedelics before. Kirk and myself drove to pick up the 25i from another friend of mine. When we got to her house she jumped in the back of the car and gave me the tabs. I asked her “Is this shit hectic?” and she replied “no.” Once she got out I immediately turned to Kirk and pushed for us to drop them right then and there while we were sitting in the car. Normally we would have done that, especially since my friend made them sound not hectic, however for some reason tonight Kirk said we should wait until we picked Boss up from work. (The drive from my friends house to Boss’s work back to my house was over an hour, so we probably would have died
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So Kirk and I drive to pick up Boss from work (8pm), and once he jumps in the car Kirk and I drop our 2x tabs each (bitter taste immediately). We drop Boss back home (he wanted to have a shower then drive over to mine later to take his tabs), pick up some weed and drive back to my house. It was about 45 minutes before we got home (Kirk and myself). As I mentioned before, Kirk and I had no idea psychedelics were capable of putting your brain through the grinder; we were lucky not to crash. Little did I realise during that trip home I was slowly coming up, and now that I realise the sky was looking odd and my distance perception was off.
Anyways, Kirk and myself pull back into my house . The distance from where I had parked to my room was about 15m, and in that space of time as Kirk and I walked into the room I felt an immediate change of mindset and the trip fully came on. It was extremely intense at the beginning and I was tripping very hard, having out of body experiences which felt like I was being plucked from my perspective and into a 4th dimensional perspective of myself with multiple distorted views of me standing in the room. It was around this time that my friend Boss rocked up and saw how next level Kirk and myself were. Eventually my friends were also tripping hard, our energies completely flooded my whole room and it was crazy. I was asking my friends “Why do I have arms?” as I thought there was a little energy ball inside of me which was actually me and I couldn’t understand what I needed arms for.
Additionally, the concept of shaking hands was strange to me as a result. I believed that instead of shaking hands, you should touch the centre of the chest where the energy ball is floating haha. Once I started coming down from the intense tripping (which was literally a hugely fun mess of visuals, laughing at stuff and trying my best to comprehend what the fuck was going on), Boss, Kirk and I all snapped in at one stage and realised that no one was physically talking but we were speaking to each other. We had a three way telepathy happening in the room which was quite incredible for me to experience and deal with. Considering my science and math background of study, I didn’t believe telepathy to be a tangible thing however now I can understand. The most important part of the whole trip was the psychotherapy that my Boss successful friend gave me.
Before I even met Boss, I had always been wondering to myself what separates the normal from the great, how do people ascend into higher and higher circles of power? Boss was this guy turns out. It was almost like he helped me re-learn things I had forgotten and it turned out we look at things exactly the same way. He helped me realise the power of the subconscious mind and harnessing it to truly make definitive change in your own life. He helped me realise that through channelling positive thoughts and positivity, you create your own reality, and hence you are a god of your own reality. I could believe him as well as he had applied these steps to his own life and was literally living, breathing proof of success. This was extremely defining for me but not my other friend however; as he was unable to path his way to success during our telepathic discussions in the trip. Success in life in the monetary sense I’m pretty sure wasn’t important to him. It’s important to me as I yearn for the day when no one in my immediate circle has to worry about the almighty dollar (and the meaning of my life). Furthermore, Boss and I relished in how different we were from literally everyone else, and talked of how us meeting as friends in this life was bound to happen as long as I we were true to ourselves, and how it was meant to happen, and how a meeting of two people with our mindsets was a powerful and not random occurrence and it would be definitive (it may have never happened before). I truly believe this still and feel powerful within my life.
Boss also helped me realise that I was a dead-set shit person to my mother and a girl I had been seeing. Boss helped me realise that I was disrespecting the very person who sacrificed their future and energy for me (mum). This was extremely intense for me, almost painful to realise how un-appreciative I was considering the only reason I was the powerful person at that moment was because of her. In regards to the girl, I had been telling her I loved her in order to make her more inclined to have sex with me. She wouldn’t have had sex with me if she knew I felt nothing on that level for her. I also explored myself and the reasons why I chose engineering and re solidified my burning desire to make change and educate myself to the bleeding edge of human knowledge.
Anyways, the next day when I wake up (went to bed around 6am, woke up 8am), I immediately took everything I learned from the trip and put it into action with my life (my head was strangely clear, I felt smarter and better than I do sober it was a very strange feeling). I cried and apologized to mum for being the worse cunt ever, drove around to that girls house and severed all ties with her so she could move on with her life and not have her time wasted by me. Immediately after finishing all that, at 10am some other friends came over to study for our upcoming maths exam which was tomorrow. It was one of the best study sessions of my life, no fried feeling in my brain or anything, I felt amazing. In the following days I also studied for my other courses including the one who’s mid semester I failed. Turns out I passed all of the subjects (100% in the other course final exam just to get 51% overall for the course and 80% in maths).
This trip completely altered my mind and I’ve been different ever since. I have a sense of knowing now, and a sense of trust and pride in myself which burns powerfully. I am always analysing situations to learn and make modifications to my subconscious mind. I can’t explain 100% what I mean, but it’s those little traits in the subconscious minds of people I believe which separate the normal from the great. My life is now about constantly improving myself until my chance comes to blow. Thanks guys and it’d be awesome to answer some questions I feel like I’m writing this trip report to see if anyone can relate. I’d never met anyone like myself in terms of my sense of motivation and mindset until I met Boss, and I had come into some strife in my life as a result because no one shared the same headspace I did. I’ve never met anyone else who gets into the same headspace as Boss and I while tripping, so it’d be awesome if anyone’s had similar realizations !!
Before this trip I’d had absolutely no experience with psychedelics (just pills, coke, weed, etc), and as a result could not begin to imagine how fucked up I was about to get. I was 17 at the time, which was almost a year ago, however I still remember almost the entire trip clearly as it was a defining moment in my life. I was going through an extremely bad period, and thus was on the verge of being kicked out of home. The worst part however were my grades at uni, as I am studying mechanical engineering currently. I thought I had pretty much failed one of my 1st year courses already as I failed the mid semester for it, and was on my way to failing my maths course also. I am an extremely motivated person, and this was quite disrupting to me to discover that everything I had worked for may not actually be for me. I digress;
Back to the Trip. The idea was for two friends and myself to take 2x 25i tabs each and just cruise in my room all night. These two friends were extremely close to me, lets call them Kirk and Boss. Kirk was the same age as me, and Boss was 3 years older and already very successful in life already (money, car, powerful mind). None of us had ever done psychedelics before. Kirk and myself drove to pick up the 25i from another friend of mine. When we got to her house she jumped in the back of the car and gave me the tabs. I asked her “Is this shit hectic?” and she replied “no.” Once she got out I immediately turned to Kirk and pushed for us to drop them right then and there while we were sitting in the car. Normally we would have done that, especially since my friend made them sound not hectic, however for some reason tonight Kirk said we should wait until we picked Boss up from work. (The drive from my friends house to Boss’s work back to my house was over an hour, so we probably would have died

So Kirk and I drive to pick up Boss from work (8pm), and once he jumps in the car Kirk and I drop our 2x tabs each (bitter taste immediately). We drop Boss back home (he wanted to have a shower then drive over to mine later to take his tabs), pick up some weed and drive back to my house. It was about 45 minutes before we got home (Kirk and myself). As I mentioned before, Kirk and I had no idea psychedelics were capable of putting your brain through the grinder; we were lucky not to crash. Little did I realise during that trip home I was slowly coming up, and now that I realise the sky was looking odd and my distance perception was off.
Anyways, Kirk and myself pull back into my house . The distance from where I had parked to my room was about 15m, and in that space of time as Kirk and I walked into the room I felt an immediate change of mindset and the trip fully came on. It was extremely intense at the beginning and I was tripping very hard, having out of body experiences which felt like I was being plucked from my perspective and into a 4th dimensional perspective of myself with multiple distorted views of me standing in the room. It was around this time that my friend Boss rocked up and saw how next level Kirk and myself were. Eventually my friends were also tripping hard, our energies completely flooded my whole room and it was crazy. I was asking my friends “Why do I have arms?” as I thought there was a little energy ball inside of me which was actually me and I couldn’t understand what I needed arms for.
Additionally, the concept of shaking hands was strange to me as a result. I believed that instead of shaking hands, you should touch the centre of the chest where the energy ball is floating haha. Once I started coming down from the intense tripping (which was literally a hugely fun mess of visuals, laughing at stuff and trying my best to comprehend what the fuck was going on), Boss, Kirk and I all snapped in at one stage and realised that no one was physically talking but we were speaking to each other. We had a three way telepathy happening in the room which was quite incredible for me to experience and deal with. Considering my science and math background of study, I didn’t believe telepathy to be a tangible thing however now I can understand. The most important part of the whole trip was the psychotherapy that my Boss successful friend gave me.
Before I even met Boss, I had always been wondering to myself what separates the normal from the great, how do people ascend into higher and higher circles of power? Boss was this guy turns out. It was almost like he helped me re-learn things I had forgotten and it turned out we look at things exactly the same way. He helped me realise the power of the subconscious mind and harnessing it to truly make definitive change in your own life. He helped me realise that through channelling positive thoughts and positivity, you create your own reality, and hence you are a god of your own reality. I could believe him as well as he had applied these steps to his own life and was literally living, breathing proof of success. This was extremely defining for me but not my other friend however; as he was unable to path his way to success during our telepathic discussions in the trip. Success in life in the monetary sense I’m pretty sure wasn’t important to him. It’s important to me as I yearn for the day when no one in my immediate circle has to worry about the almighty dollar (and the meaning of my life). Furthermore, Boss and I relished in how different we were from literally everyone else, and talked of how us meeting as friends in this life was bound to happen as long as I we were true to ourselves, and how it was meant to happen, and how a meeting of two people with our mindsets was a powerful and not random occurrence and it would be definitive (it may have never happened before). I truly believe this still and feel powerful within my life.
Boss also helped me realise that I was a dead-set shit person to my mother and a girl I had been seeing. Boss helped me realise that I was disrespecting the very person who sacrificed their future and energy for me (mum). This was extremely intense for me, almost painful to realise how un-appreciative I was considering the only reason I was the powerful person at that moment was because of her. In regards to the girl, I had been telling her I loved her in order to make her more inclined to have sex with me. She wouldn’t have had sex with me if she knew I felt nothing on that level for her. I also explored myself and the reasons why I chose engineering and re solidified my burning desire to make change and educate myself to the bleeding edge of human knowledge.
Anyways, the next day when I wake up (went to bed around 6am, woke up 8am), I immediately took everything I learned from the trip and put it into action with my life (my head was strangely clear, I felt smarter and better than I do sober it was a very strange feeling). I cried and apologized to mum for being the worse cunt ever, drove around to that girls house and severed all ties with her so she could move on with her life and not have her time wasted by me. Immediately after finishing all that, at 10am some other friends came over to study for our upcoming maths exam which was tomorrow. It was one of the best study sessions of my life, no fried feeling in my brain or anything, I felt amazing. In the following days I also studied for my other courses including the one who’s mid semester I failed. Turns out I passed all of the subjects (100% in the other course final exam just to get 51% overall for the course and 80% in maths).
This trip completely altered my mind and I’ve been different ever since. I have a sense of knowing now, and a sense of trust and pride in myself which burns powerfully. I am always analysing situations to learn and make modifications to my subconscious mind. I can’t explain 100% what I mean, but it’s those little traits in the subconscious minds of people I believe which separate the normal from the great. My life is now about constantly improving myself until my chance comes to blow. Thanks guys and it’d be awesome to answer some questions I feel like I’m writing this trip report to see if anyone can relate. I’d never met anyone like myself in terms of my sense of motivation and mindset until I met Boss, and I had come into some strife in my life as a result because no one shared the same headspace I did. I’ve never met anyone else who gets into the same headspace as Boss and I while tripping, so it’d be awesome if anyone’s had similar realizations !!