Friday was an interesting day for me; I woke up not feeling any particular way besides a strong urge to do LSD; the day previous I microdosed for the first time (16ug) and felt amazing.
Anyways; I decided on the dose apx. 240ug (1.5 hits of 160ug tabs) I am semi experienced; Dabbled with LSD, mushrooms, DMT, and RC's before but never have had a trip of this magnitude
T: 9:00pm: I ate the LSD after a large meal and a couple beers to combat my nervousness at the time. After this I facetimed my girlfriend for a couple hours letting the doses take full effect. I was already experiencing mild visual distortions once she went to bed. I.E. the pattern on my ceiling looked like it was in an ever state of moving. After this all time stamps are approximate if I use them.
T: 1:30am: I had an uncontrollable urge to go outside, so I grabbed some cigarettes and walked to the park near my house. I was experiencing auditory disruptions (most sounds aside from the wind, cars and birds sounded like liquid) every time I took a step, or my keys jangled in my pocket it sounded like liquid or stepping into a puddle even if it was not there. Eventually I made it to a bench at the park and I sat for about ten to fifteen minutes letting the night sky melt into itself along with the street lights and buildings. Emotionally I was not feeling much. My eyes were watering, but I think that had to do with it being a bit cold and the wind blowing directly into my face. I thought about various things, but no deep levels of thought to be noted. I headed back to my house.
Upon returning to my house; I decided that I wanted to do some DMT. I had some in a cartridge made for generic vaporizers just the small cylindrical battery kind. Usually hitting from this device is pretty brutal; however, the first two hits I took were delicious and felt amazing. I took a couple proper hits of it and held it in until I felt it was working (looking back I probably should have held it in until it was impossible to do so anymore, but I was a bit afraid of blasting off) after the two hits I was having intense visual hallucinations everything in my field of view looked like it had a filter over it and was spinning and swirling in indescribable patterns. With my eyes open I could still make out the objects in my room like my blanket, dresser, etc. I then went into a trance like state and had no motor functioning. I snapped out of it because my brain woke up and I became afraid that if I allowed myself to stare off into nothingness then I might die. Slowly motor functions returned to my arms and legs. I didn?t blast off; probably either because I didn?t take enough, or I was unable to let go. I tried to take a few more hits but either my battery wasn?t working properly or the coil was unable to soak up anymore of the drug and made each subsequent hit taste like burnt metal or cotton (partially regret waking myself from the trance state but was still an amazing trip due to the events to come) After this I started watching random videos on YouTube and started thinking about the world I was living in. Recently I got rid of social media, news and politics from my life. I became tired of mostly everything I read be about hatred and negativity.
After I watched the videos I went into my bathroom and smoked some marijuana from my vape pen. This is when things became insane, but no anxiety or ?freakiness? to note. I went to my bed and laid down. I turned on ?A Color Map of The Sun? by Pretty Lights and closed my eyes. This is when the visuals came into full swing. I was seeing endless patterns, geometric faces all connected staring at a star. I traveled through the galaxy and watched the patterns, spaceships, tesseracts, etc. all whirl around me. I have never experienced synesthesia like this. It was intense and my body was feeling the effects powerfully too. Finally, I laid on my stomach and allowed the drug to take me where it wanted. After this point I had no control other than opening my eyes.
During this time my mind was blown too many times to county. During the album I experienced what I could describe as infinity. Every chord, every sound was made into doubles and my mind could replay the two sounds in my head and it allowed me to think about anything on my mind for an infinite amount of time. I learned that I had an infinite amount of time to learn whatever I had at my wheelhouse, but a voice from elsewhere told me ?not now just watch the colors this time? I obliged, but I gave myself some homework to do after the trip, such as read a couple books before my next trip. Opening my eyes sped the music up and subsequently time. I discovered that I was every person that had lived or was living, (probably this is not true, but it was an intense experience) and I could see the layers of dimensions right in front of me even in the current life I was living. Why did I choose this one if the circumstances of it were somewhat hard? The answer I came to was love. During this time in my life I was struggling with 2 major problems. 1.) the girl I am with; we have a long-distance relationship and it can be hard for both of us. This problem had the easiest answer. The guide or whatever it could be called asked me if I truly loved this person as my mother loves me. The answer was yes, so the guide told me that the journey I was on was worth it in the end and that the feelings I had toward this woman could never be replaced or replicated by any experience. 2.) what I wanted to do with my life. Currently I am in trade school trying to get certificates in networking and security. No real conclusion came in that respect aside from that I just need to chug along and get through it so I can continue my life and move back to the people I love. I continued reading some articles and would close my eyes and think about them but the guide, although not angrily, kept telling me ?just keep watching the colors, that is for another time? I obliged. I started listening to more albums and songs by Jimi Hendrix and a live album by the Grateful Dead which I found hilarious and awesome at the same time.
Then a strange phenomenon occurred. I looked something up on google (can?t remember what) but something entirely different caught my eye and I started reading it. In the thread it seemed as if the words were speaking to me and simultaneously being changed to cater to exactly what I was needing, guiding me. Hard to describe but even the responses such as ?hehe xD? I would say in my mind before I read them. Strange indeed, and the messages were the same as I remember reading that night the following day.
After this (maybe not the best idea) I took another walk to the park and then back to my house. I then determined that I was fit to drive my car around, again not the best idea, I was having still, Intense, visual hallucinations if I stared at things for too long. I got into my car, got some gas, then headed to a nature preserve. I listened to the album Metamodern Sounds In Country Music by Sturgill Simpson and I bawled my eyes out the entire car ride. They were happy tears however and I just kept reflecting on how lucky I was as a person and how much I am loved by my family and girlfriend. I did become a bit upset because I yearned to experience that love, but it is hard to when you live far away from your girlfriend and family while not having many friends in the first place.
Anyways I took to the nature preserve and looked at some old houses from the 1800s saw some cows, lambs and ducks. Birds were cool too, I envied their freedom and ability to fly. Then went on a 12-mile hike and descended a mountain/ hill overlooking a river. Admiring the beauty of the animal?s, nature, and the river I thought how nice it would be to live along the river. I headed home from the walk, stopped at a delicious restaurant and had a pleasant conversation with a farmer (made me want to be a farmer) I then drove home, cleaned my room vacuumed and then passed out for 18 hours.
I found this experience to be quite enlightening and peaceful. I gained a bigger understanding of the world and was able to figure out the things in my life that truly have value. I still do not know what I want to do with my life in the long term, but it seems mapped out in the short term and there aren?t really any significant alternatives unless I come into a heaping pile of cash sometime soon. Anyways, thanks for reading this; it is my first trip report, so sorry if it is a bit jumbled up. It is hard to put an experience like that into words. Hopefully it makes sense and if anyone has any tips for the next time I embark on something like this it would be greatly appreciated
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Anyways; I decided on the dose apx. 240ug (1.5 hits of 160ug tabs) I am semi experienced; Dabbled with LSD, mushrooms, DMT, and RC's before but never have had a trip of this magnitude
T: 9:00pm: I ate the LSD after a large meal and a couple beers to combat my nervousness at the time. After this I facetimed my girlfriend for a couple hours letting the doses take full effect. I was already experiencing mild visual distortions once she went to bed. I.E. the pattern on my ceiling looked like it was in an ever state of moving. After this all time stamps are approximate if I use them.
T: 1:30am: I had an uncontrollable urge to go outside, so I grabbed some cigarettes and walked to the park near my house. I was experiencing auditory disruptions (most sounds aside from the wind, cars and birds sounded like liquid) every time I took a step, or my keys jangled in my pocket it sounded like liquid or stepping into a puddle even if it was not there. Eventually I made it to a bench at the park and I sat for about ten to fifteen minutes letting the night sky melt into itself along with the street lights and buildings. Emotionally I was not feeling much. My eyes were watering, but I think that had to do with it being a bit cold and the wind blowing directly into my face. I thought about various things, but no deep levels of thought to be noted. I headed back to my house.
Upon returning to my house; I decided that I wanted to do some DMT. I had some in a cartridge made for generic vaporizers just the small cylindrical battery kind. Usually hitting from this device is pretty brutal; however, the first two hits I took were delicious and felt amazing. I took a couple proper hits of it and held it in until I felt it was working (looking back I probably should have held it in until it was impossible to do so anymore, but I was a bit afraid of blasting off) after the two hits I was having intense visual hallucinations everything in my field of view looked like it had a filter over it and was spinning and swirling in indescribable patterns. With my eyes open I could still make out the objects in my room like my blanket, dresser, etc. I then went into a trance like state and had no motor functioning. I snapped out of it because my brain woke up and I became afraid that if I allowed myself to stare off into nothingness then I might die. Slowly motor functions returned to my arms and legs. I didn?t blast off; probably either because I didn?t take enough, or I was unable to let go. I tried to take a few more hits but either my battery wasn?t working properly or the coil was unable to soak up anymore of the drug and made each subsequent hit taste like burnt metal or cotton (partially regret waking myself from the trance state but was still an amazing trip due to the events to come) After this I started watching random videos on YouTube and started thinking about the world I was living in. Recently I got rid of social media, news and politics from my life. I became tired of mostly everything I read be about hatred and negativity.
After I watched the videos I went into my bathroom and smoked some marijuana from my vape pen. This is when things became insane, but no anxiety or ?freakiness? to note. I went to my bed and laid down. I turned on ?A Color Map of The Sun? by Pretty Lights and closed my eyes. This is when the visuals came into full swing. I was seeing endless patterns, geometric faces all connected staring at a star. I traveled through the galaxy and watched the patterns, spaceships, tesseracts, etc. all whirl around me. I have never experienced synesthesia like this. It was intense and my body was feeling the effects powerfully too. Finally, I laid on my stomach and allowed the drug to take me where it wanted. After this point I had no control other than opening my eyes.
During this time my mind was blown too many times to county. During the album I experienced what I could describe as infinity. Every chord, every sound was made into doubles and my mind could replay the two sounds in my head and it allowed me to think about anything on my mind for an infinite amount of time. I learned that I had an infinite amount of time to learn whatever I had at my wheelhouse, but a voice from elsewhere told me ?not now just watch the colors this time? I obliged, but I gave myself some homework to do after the trip, such as read a couple books before my next trip. Opening my eyes sped the music up and subsequently time. I discovered that I was every person that had lived or was living, (probably this is not true, but it was an intense experience) and I could see the layers of dimensions right in front of me even in the current life I was living. Why did I choose this one if the circumstances of it were somewhat hard? The answer I came to was love. During this time in my life I was struggling with 2 major problems. 1.) the girl I am with; we have a long-distance relationship and it can be hard for both of us. This problem had the easiest answer. The guide or whatever it could be called asked me if I truly loved this person as my mother loves me. The answer was yes, so the guide told me that the journey I was on was worth it in the end and that the feelings I had toward this woman could never be replaced or replicated by any experience. 2.) what I wanted to do with my life. Currently I am in trade school trying to get certificates in networking and security. No real conclusion came in that respect aside from that I just need to chug along and get through it so I can continue my life and move back to the people I love. I continued reading some articles and would close my eyes and think about them but the guide, although not angrily, kept telling me ?just keep watching the colors, that is for another time? I obliged. I started listening to more albums and songs by Jimi Hendrix and a live album by the Grateful Dead which I found hilarious and awesome at the same time.
Then a strange phenomenon occurred. I looked something up on google (can?t remember what) but something entirely different caught my eye and I started reading it. In the thread it seemed as if the words were speaking to me and simultaneously being changed to cater to exactly what I was needing, guiding me. Hard to describe but even the responses such as ?hehe xD? I would say in my mind before I read them. Strange indeed, and the messages were the same as I remember reading that night the following day.
After this (maybe not the best idea) I took another walk to the park and then back to my house. I then determined that I was fit to drive my car around, again not the best idea, I was having still, Intense, visual hallucinations if I stared at things for too long. I got into my car, got some gas, then headed to a nature preserve. I listened to the album Metamodern Sounds In Country Music by Sturgill Simpson and I bawled my eyes out the entire car ride. They were happy tears however and I just kept reflecting on how lucky I was as a person and how much I am loved by my family and girlfriend. I did become a bit upset because I yearned to experience that love, but it is hard to when you live far away from your girlfriend and family while not having many friends in the first place.
Anyways I took to the nature preserve and looked at some old houses from the 1800s saw some cows, lambs and ducks. Birds were cool too, I envied their freedom and ability to fly. Then went on a 12-mile hike and descended a mountain/ hill overlooking a river. Admiring the beauty of the animal?s, nature, and the river I thought how nice it would be to live along the river. I headed home from the walk, stopped at a delicious restaurant and had a pleasant conversation with a farmer (made me want to be a farmer) I then drove home, cleaned my room vacuumed and then passed out for 18 hours.
I found this experience to be quite enlightening and peaceful. I gained a bigger understanding of the world and was able to figure out the things in my life that truly have value. I still do not know what I want to do with my life in the long term, but it seems mapped out in the short term and there aren?t really any significant alternatives unless I come into a heaping pile of cash sometime soon. Anyways, thanks for reading this; it is my first trip report, so sorry if it is a bit jumbled up. It is hard to put an experience like that into words. Hopefully it makes sense and if anyone has any tips for the next time I embark on something like this it would be greatly appreciated
Tagged by Xorkoth
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I love the way that psychedelics can allow our own selves to reveal what we already knew in such a loving and wise way. Or perhaps even sometimes we can receive information from outside ourselves (it certainly seemed that way when I had a vision of the macroscopic universe and the microscopic universe being different scales of the same structure, and experienced infinity, the first time I tripped, having never had any thoughts like that before.