Colourblind
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Intro
Hi. I'm new to posting on the forums but I have found this place to be a great place to learn about all different kinds of subjects over the years and felt I wanted to give something back. So here's my little write up of my experience of “1P-LSD.” I hope this will be helpful to somebody.
I took 500ug in one dose of 1P-LSD on a deep trip of self exploration of my own mind on the 21st December 2015. It was really intense and lasted one hell of a longtime. It was somewhere in the region of 20 hours from start to finish. I have prior experience of psychedelic use so I weren't jumping in blind so to speak but this would be my highest dose to date. I Had one hell of a trip, this dose was no joke and the amount of information my mind was processing was almost too much at times.It Took me a few weeks to usefully integrate what I'd learnt in to my life and still am doing so now. I can say that I am a better person for it. Was it pleasant? Overall - Yes. The amount of detail I could hear in music was incredible, almost like I'd connected to the soul of one particular Artist I listened to. As always I'd recommend not taking a substance like this light heatedly. This is not a line of cocaine. It is a deep spiritual experience that can and will change your life. Whether that is for the better or worse is down to how well you know your own mind and how you approach taking such powerful psychedelic substance. After 20 hours though I can say I was truly exhausted and still completely unable to sleep, my saving grace on this occasion was alcohol.
The come up
It was between 8 and 9 am. I was home alone all day and off work. For me, the perfect setting. I can't remember in detail how I felt that morning but I remember wanting to get in touch with myself again as it had been awhile and I was starting to stray from any real focus in my life. As I sat there on the bed I felt all the muscles in my face start to tingle. I put out my hand to look at it and I could feel the elasticity in the tendons within, stretching back and forth as I unfurled my fingers in and out. “Heh” I thought. Something inside me was stirring and I was just experiencing the tip of the iceberg.Little did I know I was in for one of the most intense 24 hours of my life.
The Sun had just risen and was shining through the blinds casting inverted shadows upon the wall. I sat there in awe of the light, the beauty that my sober brain would suppress was back, and it was vivid. I could see the square beams of light reflecting off of the wall. As the sun continued it's ascent I could see which direction the projections were moving. They were shifting across the wall. Left to right. From high getting lower. My bedroom faces the south, so this made sense. My mind was showing me what motion really was. I'd always perceived motion of course. I'd just never perceived perceiving it. Upon discovering this new perspective of motion I went down stairs to look out over the fields. As I gazed out over the field on the opposite side of the house, I could see every little movement within my field of vision so clearly. The world that would usually look so dull and dormant was awake – I was awake! Sea gulls flew over head in a stream that seemed to go on forever. Sheep, Wood Pigeons, Crows all went about their business beneath. The world was so full of life and I had been given the privilege to observe it.
Deep in the minefields
I returned back to my sanctuary - my room, and put my headphones on. It was time to listen to my favorite Musician. I sat there and listened to the album“Halcyon” from start to finish, I understood the lyrics at the rawest level and connected to the music and the self expression within on a level I never even knew existed. I understood the references to our planet, what it is to be human and what the album was about on a fundamental level. It was incredible. I believe this continued to go on for quite some time before I retired from music for the day feeling exhausted but so enlightened and grateful.Unfortunately my memory of the experience begins to become some what vague here. I knew I had to sleep and rest in order for my brain to process all the information I had learnt during the sunlight hours.It was now night and I was tired, really tired. I wanted to sleep but could not stop myself from analysing everything to the minutest detail. And believe me I mean everything. And I mean minute. I remember trying to look at the television, eyes wide open, only to see geometric shapes within more geometric shapes within more. I could literally peel back the layers only to find another layer behind it. All colours were now made up of the primary colours of the light spectrum. Red. Yellow. Blue – there were no shades of colour anymore. Just the colours of the rainbow in their simplest forms.This is where my trip had become not so enjoyable any more and much closer to torture in fact.
figure of 8
All I wanted to do was sleep. It had been over 12 hours now that my mind had been going at the speed of light, and it was starting to wear thin. I Just wanted to lie down and drift off but I found myself thinking about electricity, then electrons, then the electromagnetic spectrum, then symmetry, then space, time, gravity! AH. You name it. Hardly counting sheep is it? I quickly realised this was not going to go away unless I did something about it. Id taken on too much in too short of a time and my brain didn't know what the hell to do with it. Never mind howto integrate it in to a meaningful dream and memory. This was going to take time. I'd been on my own for too long and it was time for me to start getting all of this out in to the world. It wasn't healthy to have all this stuck up there. I needed outside perspective. I needed someone to listen to me no matter how insane I sounded - and I'm pretty sure I did. I managed to text my friend and luckily he agreed to meet me. (I have the best friends.)
I put my shoes on and walked down the road to meet up with my friend. It was cold. Really cold, and it was 2am - the middle of the night. We met up and I explained to him what I'd done that day and that I needed to talk to someone about it in order to calm down, sleep and retain my sanity. I'm sure I seemed a little intense at the time as he was as sober as a judge and had been at work since 6pm – 8 hours in all. After about an hour of non stop gibberish on my end and feeling relieved to have blown off some steam. We parted ways. I went home, brushed my teeth and got in to bed. We'd decided it would be best if I had a drink and just chilled. I proceeded to down 3 litres of Henry Weston Wyld Wood cider. Sucking it out of the box like a scene from Alien.As the alcohol set in I felt myself start to descend back to what most refer to as reality. Although I know that what I experienced was reality. The boundaries of reality. The things I observed during the influence of this drug were always there. I just couldn't see them.
Anyways - thanks for reading and hope this report helps someone as much as writing it has helped me come to terms with this magical day. As always do your research. Know what your getting in to and stay safe. Much love. Colourblind
Hi. I'm new to posting on the forums but I have found this place to be a great place to learn about all different kinds of subjects over the years and felt I wanted to give something back. So here's my little write up of my experience of “1P-LSD.” I hope this will be helpful to somebody.
I took 500ug in one dose of 1P-LSD on a deep trip of self exploration of my own mind on the 21st December 2015. It was really intense and lasted one hell of a longtime. It was somewhere in the region of 20 hours from start to finish. I have prior experience of psychedelic use so I weren't jumping in blind so to speak but this would be my highest dose to date. I Had one hell of a trip, this dose was no joke and the amount of information my mind was processing was almost too much at times.It Took me a few weeks to usefully integrate what I'd learnt in to my life and still am doing so now. I can say that I am a better person for it. Was it pleasant? Overall - Yes. The amount of detail I could hear in music was incredible, almost like I'd connected to the soul of one particular Artist I listened to. As always I'd recommend not taking a substance like this light heatedly. This is not a line of cocaine. It is a deep spiritual experience that can and will change your life. Whether that is for the better or worse is down to how well you know your own mind and how you approach taking such powerful psychedelic substance. After 20 hours though I can say I was truly exhausted and still completely unable to sleep, my saving grace on this occasion was alcohol.
The come up
It was between 8 and 9 am. I was home alone all day and off work. For me, the perfect setting. I can't remember in detail how I felt that morning but I remember wanting to get in touch with myself again as it had been awhile and I was starting to stray from any real focus in my life. As I sat there on the bed I felt all the muscles in my face start to tingle. I put out my hand to look at it and I could feel the elasticity in the tendons within, stretching back and forth as I unfurled my fingers in and out. “Heh” I thought. Something inside me was stirring and I was just experiencing the tip of the iceberg.Little did I know I was in for one of the most intense 24 hours of my life.
The Sun had just risen and was shining through the blinds casting inverted shadows upon the wall. I sat there in awe of the light, the beauty that my sober brain would suppress was back, and it was vivid. I could see the square beams of light reflecting off of the wall. As the sun continued it's ascent I could see which direction the projections were moving. They were shifting across the wall. Left to right. From high getting lower. My bedroom faces the south, so this made sense. My mind was showing me what motion really was. I'd always perceived motion of course. I'd just never perceived perceiving it. Upon discovering this new perspective of motion I went down stairs to look out over the fields. As I gazed out over the field on the opposite side of the house, I could see every little movement within my field of vision so clearly. The world that would usually look so dull and dormant was awake – I was awake! Sea gulls flew over head in a stream that seemed to go on forever. Sheep, Wood Pigeons, Crows all went about their business beneath. The world was so full of life and I had been given the privilege to observe it.
Deep in the minefields
I returned back to my sanctuary - my room, and put my headphones on. It was time to listen to my favorite Musician. I sat there and listened to the album“Halcyon” from start to finish, I understood the lyrics at the rawest level and connected to the music and the self expression within on a level I never even knew existed. I understood the references to our planet, what it is to be human and what the album was about on a fundamental level. It was incredible. I believe this continued to go on for quite some time before I retired from music for the day feeling exhausted but so enlightened and grateful.Unfortunately my memory of the experience begins to become some what vague here. I knew I had to sleep and rest in order for my brain to process all the information I had learnt during the sunlight hours.It was now night and I was tired, really tired. I wanted to sleep but could not stop myself from analysing everything to the minutest detail. And believe me I mean everything. And I mean minute. I remember trying to look at the television, eyes wide open, only to see geometric shapes within more geometric shapes within more. I could literally peel back the layers only to find another layer behind it. All colours were now made up of the primary colours of the light spectrum. Red. Yellow. Blue – there were no shades of colour anymore. Just the colours of the rainbow in their simplest forms.This is where my trip had become not so enjoyable any more and much closer to torture in fact.
figure of 8
All I wanted to do was sleep. It had been over 12 hours now that my mind had been going at the speed of light, and it was starting to wear thin. I Just wanted to lie down and drift off but I found myself thinking about electricity, then electrons, then the electromagnetic spectrum, then symmetry, then space, time, gravity! AH. You name it. Hardly counting sheep is it? I quickly realised this was not going to go away unless I did something about it. Id taken on too much in too short of a time and my brain didn't know what the hell to do with it. Never mind howto integrate it in to a meaningful dream and memory. This was going to take time. I'd been on my own for too long and it was time for me to start getting all of this out in to the world. It wasn't healthy to have all this stuck up there. I needed outside perspective. I needed someone to listen to me no matter how insane I sounded - and I'm pretty sure I did. I managed to text my friend and luckily he agreed to meet me. (I have the best friends.)
I put my shoes on and walked down the road to meet up with my friend. It was cold. Really cold, and it was 2am - the middle of the night. We met up and I explained to him what I'd done that day and that I needed to talk to someone about it in order to calm down, sleep and retain my sanity. I'm sure I seemed a little intense at the time as he was as sober as a judge and had been at work since 6pm – 8 hours in all. After about an hour of non stop gibberish on my end and feeling relieved to have blown off some steam. We parted ways. I went home, brushed my teeth and got in to bed. We'd decided it would be best if I had a drink and just chilled. I proceeded to down 3 litres of Henry Weston Wyld Wood cider. Sucking it out of the box like a scene from Alien.As the alcohol set in I felt myself start to descend back to what most refer to as reality. Although I know that what I experienced was reality. The boundaries of reality. The things I observed during the influence of this drug were always there. I just couldn't see them.
Anyways - thanks for reading and hope this report helps someone as much as writing it has helped me come to terms with this magical day. As always do your research. Know what your getting in to and stay safe. Much love. Colourblind
