17th Issue General Heroin Discussion v. Perfect Day

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Called my main dude today and told him I didn't have any money and I was sick and he told me to come threw and gave me 4 free bags. Even tho I have like 3 bundles I wanted to see if he'd give me free shit, I've given him so much money that I don't even feel bad the slightest.
 
^ if I had 3 bundles I wouldn't use the "I'm broke and sick" favor unless I really needed it. But I'm glad he threw you some free shit that's good to know he would do that.
 
Definitely. Now when you really do need that spot, he might not do it.

But yeah good dealers, after you prove yourself a loyal customer, will help you out like that sometimes. I have a guy who will always throw me a few bags if I'm really sick, plus he'll give me like 200 bucks of credit and once I pay it down, he'll do it again if I need to.

There are some dealers who are just total greedy scumbags and wont spot you shit, even if you've spent tons of money with them. They get left though for other connects being that way.
 
If you're not paying cash you go right to the bottom of the list and usually end up waiting hours though! I think a lot of dealers actually send someone else to the spot where they're meeting you to make sure everything looks cool, that's why it takes so long!

I remember one time, I had to get a ride from someone to go cop, but the dealer hated it when I did that, he didn't want anyone else there he didn't know. I'd usually park a few streets over and walk up to the house where they'd serve me. It was never him, but it was always him that you'd call and place the order with.

One time, I'm about 3 minutes away driving to the spot. I had already set it up. I call him to let him know I'm right around the corner and he's like "Who are you with right now?! What kinda car are you in?!" It was weird, he never just got all sketchy like that...he's either psychic, or somehow saw us driving down the street, I have no idea how he knew!
 
If you're not paying cash you go right to the bottom of the list and usually end up waiting hours though! I think a lot of dealers actually send someone else to the spot where they're meeting you to make sure everything looks cool, that's why it takes so long!

I remember one time, I had to get a ride from someone to go cop, but the dealer hated it when I did that, he didn't want anyone else there he didn't know. I'd usually park a few streets over and walk up to the house where they'd serve me. It was never him, but it was always him that you'd call and place the order with.

One time, I'm about 3 minutes away driving to the spot. I had already set it up. I call him to let him know I'm right around the corner and he's like "Who are you with right now?! What kinda car are you in?!" It was weird, he never just got all sketchy like that...he's either psychic, or somehow saw us driving down the street, I have no idea how he knew!

Yea, you can't ask for it to be spotted and then expect for them to come to you soon. That's why I always go to them if I need something spotted, or at least scrape up half the money if they are delivering.

And to touch on your last paragraph, when I would see this dude in Queens he would call up saying the kind of car we were in and how many people were in it, and that was when we were still a few minutes away. Gotta have counter surveillance when slinging 24/7 in the projects right next to a police precinct.
 
I didn't wait a second, he told me to come to his house and once I got there I called him and he came out side and said "you've been good to me loyalty pays off" and gave me 4 bags and said that next time I am sick and don't have anything he'd help me out again. Like honestly I wasn't trying to get anything free, I just told him on Monday id be coming out because he calls me every time he gets new shit bc I'm one of his more loyal customers and when he called me I told him that id have money on Wednesday. Well I ended up going out with one of my friends who hooked me up with his boy today so I could get another solid connect and didn't have any money to go to him so I texted him saying I didn't end up getting money today and couldn't get any cookies and he told me to come threw, I wasn't gonna pass up free "cookies"

Also yeah sometimes it's actually him but most of the time his brother serves me
 
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I can't get a loan or credit card but the dope man will always give me credit. It is a blessing and a curse. His shit is overpriced and of mediocre quality but he is the only one I got. Although me and my pal have something in the works for a new connect. If it is the "FIRE" like he says then everything will be good. If it is another gram of cut I'm gonna just quit this game and go on maintenance drugs. I'm tired of getting sub par shit that is twice the price. Now if I did some leg work and went down to the good and found my own connects I'm pretty sure I would be all set. But I don't want to risk catching a case I would lose everything even though that ain't much I still don't want to do it.
 
I can't get a loan or credit card but the dope man will always give me credit. It is a blessing and a curse. His shit is overpriced and of mediocre quality but he is the only one I got. Although me and my pal have something in the works for a new connect. If it is the "FIRE" like he says then everything will be good. If it is another gram of cut I'm gonna just quit this game and go on maintenance drugs. I'm tired of getting sub par shit that is twice the price. Now if I did some leg work and went down to the good and found my own connects I'm pretty sure I would be all set. But I don't want to risk catching a case I would lose everything even though that ain't much I still don't want to do it.

I have impeccable credit with my dealers. One of my main rules was to only get fronts when my paycheck would be able to cover it in-case the less reliable sources of income didn't come through. Like if my boy asked me to grab him 5 bags and I didn't have the cash to spot out and he wasn't around I would only get the bags fronted to me if my pay could cover that in case my boy flaked off.

My other rule is to always pay off a front before I get another high. This one may be difficult, but what I usually did the few times I couldn't cover it right away was just buy more from the dude who fronted me, and pay a little of the debt off at a time instead of completely going elsewhere and getting high using money that I should have been using to pay off the debt.

So for those reasons I'm trusted with more dope than I would like to be, but after years of loyal service and always paying my debts (I don't owe shit right now and never did at the end of any other run either) they know I'm good money and that it's worth it for them to let me run up a tab with them.
 
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Yeah none of my guys who give me credit demand to be payed back in full right away. I can pay back like an extra 10 or 20 every time I see them, that way they are still getting by business, and being paid back at the same time, then when I pay off the whole tab, they'll spot me more. Either all at once right away, or just a little at a time when I ask.

Honestly, even when I have credit available with people, I don't use it a lot of the time because I really don't like owing people money. But, when you're desperate and sick.. it really comes in handy.
 
lol. my dope man would let me run up $300 bills! it started to get "old" and he started to cut me short regardless. of throw me a half gram even tho I was asking for a full or maybe 2 full. he understand the "not get sick" but didnt want me high either. then finally he'd give me numbers to those sell bupe instead of dope; he just wanted me out cuz I was dead broke and dead sick. then the minute my check came he got basically ALL of it right away. sick, sick life for a while. at least I always could get cuffed; not many buyers have that option; it's OH SO NICE!
 
I know you guys will say wrong section, blah blah, but I barely post anywhere but here.

anyway, this is one of those songs/performances that make me fiend/want dope. I used to just NOD listening to this. the FEW decent memories I had, it had to be w/ AIC and esp this video/song. I'll still listen now but it does have a lot to do w/ the "old" me who used heavy but I stay away, regardless. it killed their lead man Layne Staley.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p9GAEFTeWko

funny cuz the real lyric is INTO THE FLOOD AGAIN but he says INTO THE BLOOD AGAIN referring to the dope in a lot of live performances.
 
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The lyric "into the flood again" is from a different song than the one you linked to. You linked to "Junkhead", did you mean to link to "Would"? That's where that lyric is from.

Anyway, Junkhead is actually one of my favorite AIC songs. That, and the unplugged version of Sludge Factory.
 
nah, meant Junkhead; Would is the song performed after Junkhead in the same gig, so I brought it up.

if you youtubed Singles Party Would you'd see the Would performance and you can just see the lips say BLOOD rather than flood. he came out in a few magazines saying how he would "toy" with the song depending on where they were, what performance was for and how it fit at the moment.

during the MTV unplugged he far from said blood and just say flood. it was his first time performing in 3 years and if you watch you just know hes in rough shape; esp. while singing. you can somehow feel the pain, which makes the performance that much better.
 
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^What's beat?! They're small bags, but they're half the price! 4/7ths the price of a Philly bag...It's all what you get you for the money..."bundle/jab" is just a rough measurement....You can fit a fuckin gram in a single stamp bag!

I love it how white people on here act like they somehow have better connects than everyone else! I've done dope all over the country...It gets packaged differently, maybe stepped on a little more...but $100 in LA gets you just as high as $100 in New jersey! You guys are just some dope-fiends who are going through whatever dealers are in your area, same as everybody else...Why do you have to play it like you're "special"...like you're jus soooo fuckin' cool that some random ass dealer tryin' to make money gives you a better deal than everyone else! Fuckin bullshit! They charge what they can charge relative to what everyone else in the area sells it for....fucking standard capitalism! If you're an idiot with shitty dealers, or you live in an area with little to no dope, you'll pay more...but other than that, you're just some random heroin user looking for the best deal that you can find!

"Oh, my boy takes care of me yooo! He knows I'm cool! He calls me "nigga" and delivers right to my house...I'm not like the other "custies"! Yeah right!

the .3-.4 buns that toma is getting is beat. you posted while i was typing.
 
had a pretty weird experience on tuesday. after getting high earlier in the evening I passed out on the couch watching basketball and then the next thing I remember I was coming to in my bathroom midway through nailing my face on the windowsill. Like I literally woke up as I was falling down and was immidiately greeted by a windowsill to the face lol

just got up and was like "the fuck?"

have this habit of sleepwalking when I get high, probably not a good thing but it does create almost a mystery each and everytime.

why was I standing in the bathroom period? where did I put that cd case? no wait, i did it right off the counter. or was that the last time? hmm im gonna go smoke. whered I put that weed? fuck it no time now ill look for it later I gotta go. damn it was in the shoe I just put on.
 
its happened about a half dozen times that I can confirm, a couple other times I assumed thats what happened but I cant really be sure.

Idk man like I dont like talking about it because I feel like everyone has near death experiences but sometimes I wonder if maybe I actually DID overdose one of those times and this is all just a dream or something Hollywood like that lol. Shit just last week I could have fucked up big time with those MMG bags on christmas eve. meant to bring 4 of em to a family get together and slipped into the bathroom but I only took 3 without realizing. did those and took a xanax I got randomly from a friend and I couldnt tell you what happened after that. I feel like if I had done 4 I could have really ruined just about everyone in my family's life if I dipped out and stopped breathing but maybe someone was trying to tell me something or some shit right?

But due to some new developments in my life, Id be pretty dissappointed in myself if I continued to do it at this point. But words dont mean anything really I just have to prove it.

2 days clean! lol i could never go to rehab and do that shit without being forced to. I know what I need to do I just havent been doing it because you dont give a fuck when youre getting high
 
Yeah, Ive gotten like that many times, but overall...it hasn't happened to me that many times compared to how long Ive done heroin...I could probably fill up 20 pages with the weird sleepwalking shit Ive done on dope over the years...It especially always happened on "Fentanyl dope", which is obviously not heroin if you ever have it...It fucks you up really bad, but you can barely remember the high, so its almost like you weren't even high at all!

I strongly advise against benzos with heroin...I did heroin for 12 years, and handled my shit a lot of that time...Once I really got into mixing it with Xanax, I was in all kinds of shit within months! It's dangerous, and even if it doesn't kill you, makes you do weird shit that's noticeable!
 
yeah wise words considering thats what just killed my friend on thanksgiving. I dont even realize he's dead sometimes, probably because we didnt part ways on the best terms and I just wish I could somehow communicate with him like all the petty shit we ever argued over isnt worth it man and I just wish I could have maybe like done something differently the night before he died but it is what it is and I thought I would stop after he died but I just found new connects and the cycle continued. The more I post about this shit the more it just becomes apparent im in a cycle of the same shit over and over again
 
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