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17th Issue General Heroin Discussion v. Perfect Day
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Mr.Scagnattie
Bluelighter
Yeah that's another thing, I think we've talked about it before, that it's common for people to not feel as high after falling asleep and waking up, as they did before.
It happens to me too. It's another reason why I don't wanna fall asleep when I'm high.^you can bring it back some with a little benzo or some cannabis (for me anyway). then I just close my eyes and the high comes back stronger. plus I feel refreshed so it's not all bad if I'm ready to be up for a bit.
I'd agree with Scag though, I felt like I had to evolve past just wanting to nod all the time. It's really unattractive, and after I realized that and saw it in others I can't bring myself to nod in the presence of others not also nodding anymore (and even so it feels weird unless I'm alone). So I'd rather use my opiate high to be productive, though not having a job and a constant supply makes that tough...
There's so many things I straight up nodded through that I don't remember, or don't remember even occurred, I'd rather just enhance with opiates.I'm with Scagnettie on the nodding thing. In other news I just copped some dope in a blizzard. I even stopped at the store and bought some shit for the dopeman. I wasn't gonna shovel snow all day without some dope fuck that. The shit has the look and consistency of brown sugar. But doesn't smell anything like brown sugar which is a good thing.
Mr.Scagnattie
Bluelighter
Yeah, nodding out is a really ugly activity. Hah. I never want to do that in public especially. It is really unattractive.
Also like you said, if you need to be productive during the day... you can't be drooling on your shirt nodding off ever 5 minutes, hah
It's still snowing hard, where you are? Where are you from?
BlueHues
Bluelighter
^Yeah, nodding out in public is a bad look! When I went home this past week I was nodding uncontrollably...I felt like such a scumbag...I was even nodding at the airport, but that was Newark so I'm sure I wasn't the only one!
I like nodding a little bit if I'm home by myself, but if you're purposely trying to make yourself nod heavily like that you're just asking for an OD. Shoot for a nice glow, if you end up nodding a little fine, but don't go into it looking to get completely jammed!
Of course, I guess I'm not one to talk, and everyone nods hard in the beginning. Then, you reach a point where it's hard to catch a deep nod...
brutus
Bluelight Crew
^ I never liked nodding out.^Me either. The only time I find myself is at night and I am on a small dose of benzo or had a few drinks. In those cases its more being very tired that is causing the nod than the amount of heroin i used. Mid day the same doses I wouldn't be nodding (assuming I got good sleep the night before).
JunkieDays
Bluelighter
It's funny, because people nod out in different ways..
You got the sloppy, don't give a fuck, lookin' like a retard nodders..
The straight-to-sleep nodders.
The 'Help me houston' nod, - Where one is standing up and keeps constantly bending their knees / falling to the ground..
Then you have me - The type of dude who will lay on his bed or throw his head back and whip his dick out to cool off while sittin' on his chair noddin'... (true story) to avoid lookin' like a special needs kid.
Anyways, I like to nod out.. I just hate it when I fall asleep.
I always wake up feeling groggy & disappointed that I'm not high anymore.
ohshea
Bluelighter
Haha for some reason this made me laugh. Yea ghost do you even do heroin? From your posts I would assume no, which is strange because why does someone who doesnt do h want to talk about it?
Anyway ot: I love the nod. I strive for the nod. Since the one time a day I use is in the evening, I want to nod out and go to sleep. When i used to use during the day i didnt like the nod so much because it would interfere with my errands and such. But just chillin at home in my jammies and watchin tv: bring on the nod.
Hah i used to be the kind of nodder where id fall asleep anywhere. I remember one time i was hopelessly tring to brush my teeth and id pick up toothbrush, but nod out before i got it into my mouth and it would drop outta my hand waking me up, pick up, try to put paste on, nod out and repeat. Also many times nodding on toilet and waking up hunched over. One time i was in my bathroom and standing up and kept nodding and would fall forward and hit my head on mirror, wake up, nod and repeat.
When i nod, as with most, it never occurs to me to just GO LAY DOWN. Ill always try to finish whatever im doing but never get it done and.
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
you think they work? any other feeling aside from just sleep? they seemed to have knocked me out but could have been the weed I was smoking, too. who knows. but the dreams have been FUCKED UP the last few days; I'd rather lay off them and just stick w/ CVS Sleep Aid than these pills making me dream of dope.
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
this is why I hated using benzos w/ the dope; even tho I did it a lot I knew what to expect. I'd NOD fast/hard and then 2-3 hours go by and I wake up and I am NOT HIGH AT ALL and just wasted all my dope cuz the damn xanny knocked me the fuck out. takes a while to get adjusted.
I am more of fan of getting FIRED UP! but yet I do
the NOD come that certain time of night; but NOT ALL DAY NODDING!
Johnny blue
Bluelight Crew
Some people definitely take nodding to a different level. I used to work with a dude and sometimes we'd cop together at lunch. This dude would do the jackknife nod which is standing up but, slumped over at the hips. Of course he wouldn't bother finding some hidden place to do this either. It would be right in front of everyone. Sometimes in mid conversation too.oldhippytony
Bluelighter
Now that's what I'm talking about.
Late last year, while walking to my car after work, I ran into this young fella who asked me for a ride home. I knew that his house is not far from mine. I knew him from "the meeting rooms" and know he's chill. He's "out there" again, using dope. While en route to his house, I noticed his head bobbing out of the corner of my eye. Next thing I knew, he was head down, chin to chest, jack knifed at the waist.
I snapped him out of it because I was afraid he would OD in my car. I really wanted to go through his pockets first, but I ain't that kind of dude.oldhippytony
Bluelighter
speaking of face plants ...
Back in "the day" I was running a program for homeless families that was funded by a large foundation based in NYC. This foundation would require annual updates from its grantees. My boss was responsible for attending these annual update meetings so as to report to the foundation's Board of Directors on the program's achievements and justify (read beg for) funding for another year.
On the morning of the scheduled annual presentation, my boss called me to say she was ill. She asked me to present in her stead. I couldn't say no.
I doubled ... maybe tripled up ... on my methadone.
I attended the meeting, held in a swank West Village office, and sat in a waiting room while other (competing for same funding) program representatives gave their speil. The methadone kicked in nicely, melting the huge waves of anxiety that I felt earlier. When my turn came to report to the high powered Board, I remember sitting at a long wooden conference table, fielding a number of questions, until I nodded out, jack-knifed, going head down onto the wooden tabletop.
The agency that I worked for received a letter shortly thereafter from the foundation, informing them that funding for the project would be discontinued.
Yeah man it's snowing like a motherfucker over here in Detroit.
I got myself nice and high shoveled up the snow for now and then drove like a maniac doing doughnuts and spin outs and shit. I just got in from driving around it was a blast. I don't have four wheel drive but a few hundred pounds of weight over the back axle of my pickup truck really helps out. If I didn't have to work tomorrow morning I would have bought some beer and be still out driving around. My friends and I would like to drop acid and race around the city of Detroit late at night during snowstorms. It is pretty awesome to see the place empty and be the only tire tracks on the roads. I think we got about 8" of snow so far today and they predict more. It's the real wet heavy snow too so I wanted to shovel as much as I could today so I don't have to break my back Tomorrw.
****Disclamer****I don't condone doing drugs and driving or drinking and driving. I wasn't nodding out at the wheel I had a buzz yes but in no way was I inebreated also if I would have been drinking it would only be a few beers. But when there is almost no one on the road I am only a danger to myself. The last thing I want is another DUI.****Last edited:
I'm the same way, and you would think I'm on speed with the way I am on dope. I'm energetic, and even if I get to the point of nodding I fight it because I want to be awake to enjoy every last mg of dope in me. So if I do it late I'm usually up until around 5am which totally screws up my sleeping pattern.
Yea seeing other people nod can suck since you gotta keep an eye on them. And they get annoyed at you for it the same way you do when people ask you if you are alright every 5 minutes while you nod.YoungLife616
Greenlighter
Yo, I know this is gunna sound sketch, but I've been reading up on the Boston seen. I live in upstate NY. Tomorrow I'm gunna be heading to Boston and I'm going to try to cop some brown on the streets. I've never been there so I won't really know the area, but if you have any pointers that would REALLY help. Is is hard to cop on the street level up there? I hear all this shit about "fingers" which I'm not familiar with, but I'm not trying to buy THAT much. I'm only gunna be there two days so I just need enough to last me. Should I just use the old "look for the most smacked-out, dirty, skinny motherfucker asking for change or cigs" method and ask him? Lol I just don't know the scene at all. Haha, thanks.YoungLife616
Greenlighter
I'm new to BL. x_x forgive meee!
JunkieDays
Bluelighter
Oh, wow!
That's horrible, man..
How shitty did you feel after you received that letter?
Fuckin' hell.. nice one, dude. lol- Status
