17th Issue General Heroin Discussion v. Perfect Day

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^So many absolutely unacceptable and useless human beings in the drug game. It sullies the name for those who are actually competent people who just enjoy getting high on something.

Man you know it's Christmas when you're smoking on 3 ounces of Pineapple Thai (I've had this strain every year for Xmas/New Years since 2007. No joke. I used to sell the strain as "Christmas Trees" since you could set your watch to the availability) and sniffing a bunch of Ketamine.

All while waiting for your friend who you use with to come by so she, our friend, and I can pool our gift cards and Xmas cash, go buy a brick, and regain conciousness sometime on friday

I didn't get any cash this year, kind of pissed. Got some clothes/footwear I will certainly return that should net around a c-note. Assuming I don't just get store credit b/c they were bough with a w credit card, but fingers are crossed. I actually like most of what I got, aside form some stupid, stylish-looking hiking boots and a under armour wind coat I don't really like much. At least I got GTA V and the new NHL game so I have something to occupy me while high for the next couple days. Once I beat GTA in like 2 weeks I will just sell it for around 30-35 online anyway. Plus I can sell my NCAA FB game for like 25-30 now that I have other games to take its place.
 
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Yeah I might not get anything but credit for my stuff anyway cause its probably bought with credit. At least the more expensive of the 2 things I want to return. Regardless I'm stopping at the end of the week so I got the upcoming paycheck to blow and then I will be trying to stay clean at least until the job situation with the hair test resolves. Might try out some kratom, ran into an old buddy at a bar a few nights ago who was raving about it. Gave me his supplier's url and the 2 kinds he likes best, one for the day which is more stimulating and another for chilling at night. I told him I've tried another supplier and he said he used them before and they were bunk compared to where he gets it now. I really wasn't overly impressed with the stuff before, but might be worth another try. Probably need to get on the Subs for a little and drop my tolerance to make it worth trying, though.

Of course I was near black out drunk and seem to have lost the paper he wrote the info on, but if I google search and see the name it'll probably ring a bell.



Kid... take it from an old junkie. When holidays and snowstorms are right around the corner, you gotta load up well in advance.

Oh yeah, I'm far from a seasoned vet like yourself, but I loaded up the day before xmas eve because i am not risking it. Sure he said he'd be around, but there is nothing worse than being sick on a big holiday.
 
Yeah all my guys are good on holidays. Christmas eve, day, whatever. Time off is money lost.

Yea thats why I like dealing with professionals...no weenie christmas or holiday off BS, its just another day to them.

And i feel ya on the methadone...waking up and just drinkin the bottle is sooo easy and peaceful.
 
Kid... take it from an old junkie. When holidays and snowstorms are right around the corner, you gotta load up well in advance.

now take this from another junkie.. the more I LOADED up knowing a storm, Holiday or my man wasnt going to be around a certain day; means I did ALL THAT DOPE IN ONE NIGHT because I could not control myself; I'd buy a half oz or oz when I had cash thinking this was the way to go and I'd be able to save and not spend as much; within a day, maybe 2, the whole thing would be gone and I'd be junked out and already trying to figure out how to get more money .

I am sure this cant be done.. but if youre one of those junkies who has to have it ALL when you already have it, then you have NO CHANCE, man. trust me. I've been down this road a million times, thinking I could "play it right" but always fucked up BAD. whole paychecks right to dope and then the dope would be gone in a day or less. it was just sickening what I'd do from there to score/get money/pins, etc.

I am just happy to wake up nowaday and just see the bupe sitting there on my desk ready for me to take. no more having to worry about scoring, the temperature outside, money, etc. now I just gotta remember to suck on a pill for 10 mins and I am good. ha. I'm sure ill be bitching come WD time from bupe but for now nothing but happiness.
 
I ran out of bags yesterday but you could say it was a good christmas. im about to lose my license for a little and thats gonna put a dent in my desire to keep doing it. I could take the train down but something about the extra steps of getting a ride to the station is just not sitting well.

then again the way I currently get it isnt really sitting well considering its also the reason im about to not be getting it

and the cycle continues
 
the more I LOADED up knowing a storm, Holiday or my man wasnt going to be around a certain day; means I did ALL THAT DOPE IN ONE NIGHT because I could not control myself;

When I was actively using dope, back in the 1980s in the East Village/Lower East Side, bags were fat and if the shit was on point, one or two $10 bags would hold me for up to 12 hours. My daily routine for a few years would be to head down to Delancy St. before 7 AM to cop a couple of bags, then over to Alphabet City after work to cop a couple more. "Loading up" for a holiday, Christmas for example, simply meant getting enough the day before Christmas to get me through to the day after Christmas. A bundle (10 bags, in those days) would certainly do the trick. There was no urgency to do all the dope in one night because ... well ... it would've probably killed me. My goal was NOT to have to cop on Christmas Day.

Phone connections were rare in those days. This was before cell phones. Everything was open air. My recollection is that the "workers" (sellers and look-outs) were either strung out themselves and hustling to feed their own habits, or they were out there making easy money to buy gold chains and suede Pumas (typically the younger kids). These guys were out there looking to work regardless of what day it was. Although the street-level workers were hungry for action, the reality (at least my reality) was that most of the "spots" would shut down on major holidays, especially religious holidays. I always assumed it was because the folks behind the scene were generally Latino, family and religiously oriented, and therefore would set business aside from time to time to celebrate with family. As I mentioned before, on the rare occasions when the spots would close down, the scam artist came out in droves, looking to take advantage of those in desperation. I'm sorry to say I've been one of the desperate ones on more occasions than I'd care to admit.

I am just happy to wake up nowaday and just see the bupe sitting there on my desk ready for me to take. no more having to worry about scoring, the temperature outside, money, etc. now I just gotta remember to suck on a pill for 10 mins and I am good. ha.

That's my routine also. I'm down to about .5 mg of bupe. Sick thing is that if I had ready access to some diesel dope and could cop it with no risk of arrest, I'd be out there in a heartbeat, regardless of the outside temperature. However I've been away from the scene for way too long and live in a (relatively) small town. I'm not in a position to roam the "hood" looking. I might as well just wear a sign that says "I'M A SUCKER ... TAKE MY MONEY."

I hope everyone had a safe holiday.
 
I ran out of bags yesterday but you could say it was a good christmas. im about to lose my license for a little and thats gonna put a dent in my desire to keep doing it. I could take the train down but something about the extra steps of getting a ride to the station is just not sitting well.

then again the way I currently get it isnt really sitting well considering its also the reason im about to not be getting it

and the cycle continues

You whoring yourself out, bro?
 
When I was actively using dope, back in the 1980s in the East Village/Lower East Side, bags were fat and if the shit was on point, one or two $10 bags would hold me for up to 12 hours. My daily routine for a few years would be to head down to Delancy St. before 7 AM to cop a couple of bags, then over to Alphabet City after work to cop a couple more. "Loading up" for a holiday, Christmas for example, simply meant getting enough the day before Christmas to get me through to the day after Christmas. A bundle (10 bags, in those days) would certainly do the trick. There was no urgency to do all the dope in one night because ... well ... it would've probably killed me. My goal was NOT to have to cop on Christmas Day.

Phone connections were rare in those days. This was before cell phones. Everything was open air. My recollection is that the "workers" (sellers and look-outs) were either strung out themselves and hustling to feed their own habits, or they were out there making easy money to buy gold chains and suede Pumas (typically the younger kids). These guys were out there looking to work regardless of what day it was. Although the street-level workers were hungry for action, the reality (at least my reality) was that most of the "spots" would shut down on major holidays, especially religious holidays. I always assumed it was because the folks behind the scene were generally Latino, family and religiously oriented, and therefore would set business aside from time to time to celebrate with family. As I mentioned before, on the rare occasions when the spots would close down, the scam artist came out in droves, looking to take advantage of those in desperation. I'm sorry to say I've been one of the desperate ones on more occasions than I'd care to admit.



That's my routine also. I'm down to about .5 mg of bupe. Sick thing is that if I had ready access to some diesel dope and could cop it with no risk of arrest, I'd be out there in a heartbeat, regardless of the outside temperature. However I've been away from the scene for way too long and live in a (relatively) small town. I'm not in a position to roam the "hood" looking. I might as well just wear a sign that says "I'M A SUCKER ... TAKE MY MONEY."

I hope everyone had a safe holiday.
Then the pager was invented and it was a game changer. I think I bought my first cell phone in the last century and the first call was to my coke dealer.
 
Man you know it's Christmas when you're smoking on 3 ounces of Pineapple Thai (I've had this strain every year for Xmas/New Years since 2007. No joke. I used to sell the strain as "Christmas Trees" since you could set your watch to the availability) and sniffing a bunch of Ketamine.

All while waiting for your friend who you use with to come by so she, our friend, and I can pool our gift cards and Xmas cash, go buy a brick, and regain conciousness sometime on friday

As much as I would love to do that..
it's a horrible idea. imo
 
Yea we never used our giftcards and I lost my atm card so I had to sell some nug to get enough for a bun. That lasted from like 11pm to 5am today lol. Then I've been sniffing k and waiting all day because y one connect is visiting his kid in NYC and the other was nowhere to be found so an hour ago I went and grabbed 12 5mg oxys for a mix of weed and money that cost me next to nothing. Then my missing connect calls me 10 minutes after I eat all the Percocet.

Wtf, man. Lol oh well. More dope tmrw.
 
Everyone must be in the post-Xmas nod. Or dare I say it " have real lives to live". Not me I have no life and don't have enough to nod hard if I want to stay well tomorrow at work.
 
hey oldhippytony - thanks so much for posting a little story of how NYC was back in the day; got any more?

the thought of copping on foot in the LES or on Delancy St makes me shake with true yearning
 
reading this thread at 6AM on a Friday where I dont even have work makes me wish I just had the dope laying here next to me and it could put me off in a far land. but instead ill wait till around 8AM to take my bupe and hopefully that takes the idea of going off in a far land w/ dope.

hell, ill even smoke the weed I have now so I can get more in a groove as I listen to music and read about my life.. DRUGS! I may be off dope but I still feel my life revolves around drugs; between bupe, meetings, counseling, smoking weed, grabbing benzo here and there, you know, all that whacky shit people do. its nuts to even think that I do shit like this still but I do. I may have pulled myself away from the dope world but I am still very much on top of things.. not sure if thats good or not.
 
hey man, if you're anything like me, just be happy to be off the dope

dope was the one drug that could ever get me and disrupt shit. I don't say I'm clean but "cleaner"
 
hey man, if you're anything like me, just be happy to be off the dope

dope was the one drug that could ever get me and disrupt shit. I don't say I'm clean but "cleaner"

you sound like me.

dope, completely destroyed my life. every day revolved around dope; the money, times, credit, whatever I could to do score 2-3 bundles I'd do. had me by the balls and almost killed me a few times. finally it almost did kill me once again and I was put away at the time and been clean since.

I am on bupe now but I feel great w/ no urge no nothing to use. I still do smoke weed, take a xanny if someone has it, or some shit like that. so I am far from sober, but at the same time I am on the complete other side of where I once was. which was just the bottom of the barrel type. kills me I went through that. dope truly grabs you by the balls and just fucking holds you all day long. my live revolved around dope, scoring, shooting, nodding, scoring shooting, nodding, etc. non-stop. my tolerance was getting so high I was buying to just not be sick. got bad.
 
I'm in the position of no money, no way of getting any and my credit line is maxed...This is why I hate winter sooo much especially the damn holidays which make it worse!!! In the spring or summer it's so easy to go out and hustle to make a few bucks; do some manual labor, go scrapping, any kind of odd job that pops up to get some dough for the day's fix. But when it's the middle of the X-Mas and New Year's, everyone seems to be still recovering from X-Mas and getting ready for New Years so no one's moving and shaking, plus the temps in the teens and 20s have everyone hibernating and it's only us idiot junkies running around trying to make something happen just to get off "E"!!! Don't know why I can't just cool my jets and just chill till the brouhaha is done with...I sit at home in front of my PC and my TV so I'm entertained but my mind is racing and scheming on how to score some $$ and get well while my nose is running a marathon and little by little my stomach is starting to ache and I'm racing to the can so I don't shit myself...sometimes I get lucky and I go to my neighbor's house to bum a smoke and he all of a sudden suggest going for a ride. When he says that I know he's cuffed his Mom's debit card and we ride to the bank and he gets some $$ and we ride over to our dealer's house and 9 out of 10 times he'll hook me up with a bag, maybe two. I know I can't depend on this happening all the time but it does and I'm soooo grateful and I always try to return the favor so it can be a scratch my back and I'll scratch yours thing. Luckily it happened today so I'm now cured and somewhat happy though you always wish you can be fucked up with your dick in the dirt as he calls it...
 
hey oldhippytony - thanks so much for posting a little story of how NYC was back in the day; got any more?

axl blaze, you are welcome! I was a “functioning” addict (holding a 9 to 5 job for most of the 10 years when I used hard in the East Village) so my life was relatively routine … err … boring. Cop early in the AM so as to get me through to the PM, and then repeat. Many if not most days addicts had their choice of any number of stamps, all sold in the open air. Hell, at certain intersections (Avenue B and 3rd St., for example) on days when the heat was off and shit was wide open, the boys would be hawking a different stamp on each of the 4 corners simultaneously. Coke was plentiful also, both in powder and rock form.

In addition to street sales, some of the more savvy dope operations set up shop in burnt-out, abandoned buildings, present on most if not all streets on the Lower East Side at that time. The buildings all had a dank, musty, smoke (as in fire) smell. Electricity to these buildings was non-existent and they were always dark, brutally hot in the summer and bitter cold in the winter. The only light would come from candles used by the workers. I recall the protocol at one indoor spot, located on 2nd St., between Ave. B & C. Customers would enter through a hole in the wall on ground level and walk up a flight or two of stairs and cue up, not making a sound. There were always one or two kids with baseball bats or sticks there to greet customers. Most were teenage kids, charged with keeping order, ensuring that no one would cut the line. Talking was also forbidden, as it may draw attention of a passing patrol car or worse yet, beat cop.

If the sellers were re-upping, the line would get real long, real fast at this spot. This was especially true if word on the street had it that the dope was “smoking.” If you had an extra $5 to give to the kid keeping the line in check, you would get what was called “express” service and be escorted to the front. I’d always worry that the weight of all of the people would cause the staircase to collapse. These building, condemned by the City, were extremely hazardous.

What set this spot apart from the others was “the bucket.” As I mentioned, customers would cue up on the stairs. At the head of the line, on one of the landings, the “count man” would be posted up. He would take the customer’s money, count it, and deposit it into a bucket that was attached to a rope hanging from a hole cut in the roof of the building. The count man would then yell out, in Spanish, the number of bags paid for. The bucket would then rise and disappear through the hole in the roof, only to reappear a few seconds later with the product.

The beauty of this operation, from the dealer’s perspective, was that one NEVER saw the dude with the stash. In addition, lookouts posted on either corner would alert the crew whenever police would pass, giving the dude on the roof with the stash and the cash ample time to skate. I’ll never forget how when the alert was sounded (lookouts would yell “Bajando” … Spanish for they are coming down) my heart would pound through my chest as I stood in line with dozens of other addicts, silently awaiting the police to come crashing in. Rarely if ever was this the case however. When the all clear sign was given, minutes would pass until the roof dude (or gal?) returned and business would resume. When this spot was operating on all cylinders, unfettered by New York's Finest, I'm quite sure it would take in tens of thousands of dollars a shift.

Ahhh … those were the days.
 
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