15th Issue Heroin Discussion v. Be the Death of Me

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I used to go hard like jeebis but it was only acid booze weed and sometimes coke. Once I got a junk habit there was no extra money for anything but basic living neccessitys.
 
No ones is doubting you,it almost seem that your proud of that consumtion,if I was you I would be ashamed to admit that I did that much stuff,ill asume that you are not that old,and just to say what everyone is thinking slow down dude your gonna die,your heart cant handle all the ups and downs,and im not trying to be a dick. Good luck.
 
jeebis said:
goddamn. friday night ended up(with no recollection of how i pulled this shit out of my ass) with my ass getting a half gram of some of the best coke around, ultra fat 20 piece of crack, dime of some FIRE Blue Cheese Diesel [Blue Chiesel, if you will], ~200mg of some bomb mdma, 8mg of klonopin, 105mgs of adderall, 15mg methadone, and 6 bags of this new batch of dope thats SOOOOO fucking good.....all of this for the price of 2 18racks of beer...the cheap kind. apparently i called in favors and shit but i have no idea since i was driving around with a jar or two of cherry moonshine all night.

by the time i regained lucidity it was like 10am so i just walked across the street from my cousin's house to my house. never slept. then went and chugged some maitai's, sake, and plum wine at my grandmother's hibachi dinner....still nodding.....still wayyyy geeked out (did some blasts and another 2 30mg adderall before going to dinner)

today i wake up next to a bowl pack of weed and 10 1mg klonopin i dont ever remember getting...plus i have money in my pocket. between that and my adderall/backup coke guy saying he owes me kpins and addies....i have no fucking idea what i did in the past 48 hours besides NOT go to a rave, but thats about all i can put together....

i feel like this is the type of shit that normally kills...well...everyone. especially since im down to a 2 fat bag tolerance (down from 4 about 4 months ago, and 4-5 before that was norm. yay progress). ugh. the week of recovery commences.

how areall y'all doing?
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you dont know how any of this happened?

So....

can you be certain you didnt exchange sexual favors?

na, im kidding man. sounds like a good time

but yea maybe be careful n slow down a bit, you know harm reduction n all

doesnt really compare but the other night i went n got 10 valium n the lady just tossed me 2 10mg methadone just cuz. i was pretty stoked.

then last night was another work friends 21st n i was called upon to pick him up some blow, didnt want to cuz i have a PO visit tues but i picked it up n was able to not get any for myself or do any of his sack. then i wasnt gonna party with him cuz i knew it'd be too much temptation but i ended up gettin hassled into goin out for a few drinks, needless to say i ended up stayin up most of the night rippin lines n taking some valium to get a few hours of sleep before work at 830 this morning :\ so im kinda beatin myself up about it now cuz even tho the blow might be gone by tues morning i know the valium wont be so im just hoping for the best but i got a bad feelin, wish me luck tho yall

gonna get one of those detox drinks tom n take it tues when i wake up or what not but i have very little faith in them but i figure at this point i might as well give it a go
 
honestly, im not proud by anymeans of what i do. the internet is the only forum by which i can express what I have done, with some anonymity, so i can actually process the shit i put my body through. its one of those things where you think nothing, see it on paper, and then sit back and just go "what the fuck, man?" Know what i mean?

guess it ain't fair to you guys, but hey, the shit is entertaining at the very least.

i think tomorrow im not going to go to work. i have to be up in 4 hours and i just am so down and depressed that im going to say fuck it. all id be doing is drilling 1000 holes all day, so fuck it. got 4 or 5mg of klonopin left + some beer + like a gram of weed so it's all good
 
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Johnny blue said:
FFS man be careful. The EMTs wouldn't even know what to do with you.
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forreal..whats the poiunt of even taking them all at the same time? i would think youre taking so many you wouldnt even feel half of them..like addy, crack and coke..thats askin for an OD and personally i wouldnt have wasted my money on any of them. and i sure as hell would not have wasted my monty on weed called "blue cheese". blue cheese is one of the most disgusting foods out there and its such a shame that somneone would even name a brand of weed after it
 
^^ names dont mean shit

its diesel genetics (i love sour diesel) that has been crossed with some strain that has a blueish/purple hue

never had but blue cheese i believe was originally put out by big budda seeds n is top notch from what ive read


oh n blue cheese n blue cheese dressing are good imo
 
blue cheese x diesel. nyc diesel (combination of thai and oaxacan strains + skunk) crossed with [blueberry x cheese]. sour diesel is a specific phenotype of the diesel genetic most closely associated with my city and manhattan. im the deffinition of a weed geek. it helps when i can only get verifiable medical bud

and the first RETAILER was big budda

and the mixing all has their benefits. the coke and heroin were mixed with the mdma (jesus thats nice) after the crack and adderall were mixed, and some dope and crack were mixed after at the end of it, with dope and klonopin to come down. weed throughout while the methadone was done way before everything else due to halflife.

all about dosages and timing.

edit: you can actually make any strain purple. its just about letting them flower in cold environments. the blue in most blue strains comes from a genetic relation to the blueberry family of buds
 
worst news ever. i just woke up to the news saying that theres been a huge heroin bust. out of 20 people, ive bought from 8 of them (1 was for over a year consistantly).

thank god my current connect has a WHOOOOOLE other set that she runs through so her stock is untouched (called to make sure)

sitting on 45mg adderall, 3mg klonopin, 120mg dxm, and a gram of that blue chiesel again today

EDIT: I NEED HELP! i just found out i may be spending time out in colorado since i have family out there (both denver and boulder) and may be playing a few club/bigger gigs out there. anyone know the narcotic scene out there?
 
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Effect said:
Today was my last day using till next thursday which is when I have to take a drug test for my court diversion program. I have about 2 months left in the program and then my class a possession charges will be dropped. I'm so pumped even though this whole court ordered drug diversion program has been a lot easier than I thought it would be mainly because the case manager that I was assigned has been an incredibly laid back and understanding guy because he used to be a dope addict too so he knows what shit is really like. He's cut me a lot of breaks. We've developed a really good relationship over the past 8 months and I admire him because celebrated 20 years clean on xmas eve.

Anyway I have a few clonazepam, temazepam and bupe to be comfortable for the next 2 days and that will still allow me to have a clean urine for thursday as long as I take it easy with the bupe.
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how will you have clean urine with bupe and benzos in it? do the courts let you slide with those chemicals in your system because of a prescription?
 
chinky said:
forreal..whats the poiunt of even taking them all at the same time? i would think youre taking so many you wouldnt even feel half of them..like addy, crack and coke..thats askin for an OD and personally i wouldnt have wasted my money on any of them. and i sure as hell would not have wasted my monty on weed called "blue cheese". blue cheese is one of the most disgusting foods out there and its such a shame that somneone would even name a brand of weed after it
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I agree 100% with this.
 
MemphisX3 said:
how will you have clean urine with bupe and benzos in it? do the courts let you slide with those chemicals in your system because of a prescription?
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Benzos will be out of my system and the bupe should be out by then too. I'm pretty sure I'm still on record for having a bupe script anyway even though I haven't had it in my piss for a while. To be honest I think I will be in the clear as long as I dont drop dirty for opiates.
 
^^you sure the subs will even show up? i knpow they dont show up on the tests for court here

Welderman said:
I agree 100% with this.
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i take back the bluecheese comment even though i still thiknk that is one ofthe most disgusting foods. i looked it up and it doesnt sound that bad of a bud, its just when i first read it i thought it was literally developed to smell and taste like bluecheese..like how peoiple normally do with weed. but i see the blue comes from a blueberry..i was high and took it oo literal lol


*team weed assemble*
 
Effect said:
Benzos will be out of my system and the bupe should be out by then too. I'm pretty sure I'm still on record for having a bupe script anyway even though I haven't had it in my piss for a while. To be honest I think I will be in the clear as long as I dont drop dirty for opiates.
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you had like 3 days right? n you took clonazepam right?

well the kpin will prob still be there n the sub would def be there too but like others have said its doubtful they will test for subs
 
HighonLife said:
you had like 3 days right? n you took clonazepam right?

well the kpin will prob still be there n the sub would def be there too but like others have said its doubtful they will test for subs
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i have no sympathy for people who are worried about failing their upcoming drugtest when they willfully took the drug a few days before when they knew the test was coming up.

im not trying to be mean or spiteful or anything bad..i mean i dont want you to get fired or not get the job or thrown in jail on a violation or whatever for failing but you knew you had a test coming up..how can anyone feel bad for you when you knowingly put yourself in that position?
 
I'm really glad I have no criminal record, and that every job I've gotten didn't require a drug test. Court ordered drug testing sounds like hell. Wanting to use but having to be super careful if you're going to tow the line. Way too stressful if you ask me.
 
thats why urine tests almost force people into hard drugs because it gets out of your system faster.

I mean its still the person's final call, but you guys get what I mean
 
Yeah,wouldnt want to go to jail over drug use,but if it keeps somebody clean for a bit,it,cant be to bad,the drug screen I mean,not goin to jail.
 
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