15th Issue Heroin Discussion v. Be the Death of Me

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why do you mix wuth water to smoke? ive never had yalls kinda powder n i only smoked tar but is mixin up w/ water necessar for smokin?


you sure you aint shootin?
 
bro you do know who you are talking to right? theres no way i would use a needle, i would never stoop that low and yall know this

i add water to smoke it cause powder doesnt burn and run evenly and you normally aste most of it..by mixing it with water youre able to spread out and get much bigger and better rip and it burns evenely so your able to "chase the dragon" in a way with out waisting anything like if you just dumped some powder on foil and tried to mnake it run..but i dont smoke to get high, just to check the color it would be in the rig and i use it to take my WDs away when im giving my nose a break for a couple days


lol and stop posting right now, or wait 10mikns so i can sign off..ive been trying to sign off for 40 mins now but everytime i go to the main page you respond to my posts and so we have just been goin back and forth..naw im playin lol
 
im just going to leave it at 'dont be an idiot. youre trying to fight with chinky'

and fuck my ex girlfriend, yo. because of the super realistic dreams lately shes been on my mind, which means ive been on a methadone/xanax/coke binge lately. they literally do not make drugs strong enough to make me feel remotely better.
 
No dope till Friday so I been on subs. Gonna give my two veins a rest cuz I recently started shootn. Then I gotta go up to fuckin PA cuz down here in MD mothefuckers wanna prescription for rigs. I'm like really ya dumb fuckin bitch? Ya need a prescription? How bout I slap yer shit so hard knock yer fuckin head off n just take them bastards n walk rite on out the door rite quick wastin my fuckin time.

But I gotta ride 24/7 so its all good :-)
 
I ran into my raw dealer the other night. He had stopped answering his phone but I saw him at the bodega n he's dry. I was probably his #1 customer so once I stopped copping he stopped dealing. I told him I'm good for a half G, but I doubt he will hit me up about it.

I haven't done dope in about 3 weeks. I did some morphine on thursday, and before that it was oxy a few weeks before. Been averaging 1 use every 10 days I guess. I haven't really had enough of oxy or dope to do me right though, but hopefully soon. There's only so much of sober life u can handle when living in a shelter environment.
 
yeah I remember the first time I bought rigs at walgreens, I was expecting them to ask for like ID and shit but all she said was "the most I can sell you is a ten pack" so I was like yeah w/e and it was like any other transaction. That sucks they make you jump through hoops to get clean shit.
 
XThexXTank said:
No dope till Friday so I been on subs. Gonna give my two veins a rest cuz I recently started shootn. Then I gotta go up to fuckin PA cuz down here in MD mothefuckers wanna prescription for rigs. I'm like really ya dumb fuckin bitch? Ya need a prescription? How bout I slap yer shit so hard knock yer fuckin head off n just take them bastards n walk rite on out the door rite quick wastin my fuckin time.

But I gotta ride 24/7 so its all good :-)
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Yeah forcing people to have a script really is assinine, especially when the studies have shown that providing clean syringes at exchanges and over the counter at pharmacies without a script, doesn't increase IV drug use... but it does decrease the rate of infectious diseases. Politicians are such tools sometimes. What would you rather? A bunch of junkies.. or a bunch of junkies with HIV and Hep C?
 
Yeh good thing I dnt live too far from the border of PA so it ain't a big problem. But they always seem to have 3 or less 10 pack of rigs so I get as many as I can get.
 
itd probably be cheaper to buy em in Deleware really

Philly has high sales tax
 
chinky said:
bro you do know who you are talking to right? theres no way i would use a needle, i would never stoop that low and yall know this

i add water to smoke it cause powder doesnt burn and run evenly and you normally aste most of it..by mixing it with water youre able to spread out and get much bigger and better rip and it burns evenely so your able to "chase the dragon" in a way with out waisting anything like if you just dumped some powder on foil and tried to mnake it run..but i dont smoke to get high, just to check the color it would be in the rig and i use it to take my WDs away when im giving my nose a break for a couple days


lol and stop posting right now, or wait 10mikns so i can sign off..ive been trying to sign off for 40 mins now but everytime i go to the main page you respond to my posts and so we have just been goin back and forth..naw im playin lol
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right on, just checkin, i know you're anti-needle but i questioned it b/c your so anti needle i figured if you did slip up you might even try n hide it from complete strangers simply b/c of the strong stance you've had

but thats kool, ive never smoked anythin but tar but i guess that makes sense

you like doin foils? i didnt until i got my technique down but then there was somethin about it i really liked, but then i found caps that were better then the tar n stopped smokin my dope

jeebis said:
im just going to leave it at 'dont be an idiot. youre trying to fight with chinky'
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im not 'fighting' with anyone

n i could give a fuck about argueing with anyone, i like chinky, but i wouldnt ever hold my tongue for him, if i got something to say ill say it

and fuck my ex girlfriend, yo. because of the super realistic dreams lately shes been on my mind, which means ive been on a methadone/xanax/coke binge lately. they literally do not make drugs strong enough to make me feel remotely better.
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Amen to that


TOMMY: good to see you around, hope things are goin ok for you man


n yea thats crazy maryland wont sell rigs otc, even down here n the bible belt you can buy rigs otc, but i always got the look of judgment. btw i never shot but i bought plenty of needles for my sisters cat n once i went down to sdallas to show my girl the area n we handed out needles cigs bottle water n cheeseburgers, she was so excited to do it then once we got down there she was so scared she just wanted to leave n nagged me the whole fuckin time
 
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shimazu said:
itd probably be cheaper to buy em in Deleware really

Philly has high sales tax
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True but PA Is bout 20 to 30 min closer n I can get 3 pack of 10 rigs ea for under 10$. I mean if I were to save $ on the diffrnce id be wastin it in gas. Same thing with ciggarettes or dip. No point in goin to delaware for cheaper stuff cuz its wasted on gas n even a bit saved really ain't worth my time. I gotta lotta shit to do n I gotta be on point on deck back home eveery day of the week.
 
Yeah the only reason I buy rigs around here is strictly convienece,i mean at least no one is watching me in discust,while im buying them but I guess
 
Tommyboy said:
I ran into my raw dealer the other night. He had stopped answering his phone but I saw him at the bodega n he's dry. I was probably his #1 customer so once I stopped copping he stopped dealing. I told him I'm good for a half G, but I doubt he will hit me up about it.
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I hate when this happens. The ol' dealer-turned-middleman thing, it's happened to me before. He jacked the price up a bit because he was no longer getting them at his bulk discount, which is fair enough. But then once he went back to dealing, he tried to keep the prices at the inflated rate and pretend to me that he was still just acting as a middleman. He got away with it for a few weeks, but lost my business for good the minute word got to me that he was dealing officially again, selling to others at his old normal price.

So I woke up sick as hell today since I am (er, was) detoxing in order to piss for my PO this Friday. But I got a call very early from PO telling me that I didn't actually have to come Friday and that he would see me on March 1st. Elated, I made the phone call and was on the way to get some relief...

Two mins from dudes place my phone rings - blocked number. I hesitate, but decide to pick up and it's my PO! He says that there's a problem and he needs to discuss something with me. My heart sinks, palms instantly start to sweat, I'm for sure thinking that he's going to make me come Friday afterall. But no! It was instead some clerical error that we had to sort out, and I was good to go. Scared the hell out of me, though, as that would have been heart-breaking if I had to turn around and go home still rattling after that.

Scored a gram and a few points. Definitely did the job, but ultimately it felt like something was lacking on the mental side of it. Felt calm and physically relaxed and well afterward but still anxious and irritated at the same time. My tolerance is so high these days, I really need to try and taper my use down so that I can actually go back to getting really high and nodding without it entering into the financially impossible area again. I've been definitely feeling that I swear the only way I could nod these days would be to shoot vibe, and as I definitely don't want to go that way, I gotta pull this in a bit. The depression hits me hard when I try and taper down and I find it so hard to get through work and other responsibilities, even if I do feel physically fine. I cannot wait for spring to come, as the warm weather and the leaves beginning to grow always makes me feel so much better.

Anyway, going to go and do a bit more of this and hope that I can bring my mood up a bit. I need to put my happy face on if I am to earn my $$ working this evening, so hopefully another .3 or so will do the trick!

Edit: Sniffed .3 and am definitely getting some crazy eye wobbles. This has been happening to me a lit recently. I don't know if it's the specific dope or what, but I will get crazy eye motion - lots of blurry vision, double vision, etc - that seems out of proportion for how affected I feel overall. I'll kind of space out playing with my own vision, almost like I'm trying to force a nod just doing this (has worked in the past, but not working now). Anyone else do this? Like I'll switch from near-sighted to far-sighted and then vice-versa in a way that really calms me down and feels like a little pseudo nod.
 
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ugh, bad news. already spending money before its in my hand on friday w/ my paycheck. quarter of bud, 10 .5mg klonopin, 15 1mg xanax, 10 30mg ir adderall, and im getting 3 roxi 5's (15mg of oxy. wont do a damn thing, might just trade for methadone) for free for doing a friend a favor.

dope is too fucking expensive, especially with the new 5 bag minimum i have to pick up at a time. man, i dont wanna get stuck with that. 3 bags, a handfull of benzos, and i can still get away with the 1 night a week plan im adopting...since i need to save some fucking money, yo.

edit: FUUUUUUCK. im going to go see Designer Drugs friday night in a tiny club in my city, yet i have no money for the necessary mdma/coke. poor money management on my end. fuck.
 
HighonLife said:
right on, just checkin, i know you're anti-needle but i questioned it b/c your so anti needle i figured if you did slip up you might even try n hide it from complete strangers simply b/c of the strong stance you've had

but thats kool, ive never smoked anythin but tar but i guess that makes sense

you like doin foils? i didnt until i got my technique down but then there was somethin about it i really liked, but then i found caps that were better then the tar n stopped smokin my dope
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honestly id be more inclined to tell you guys the truth and let you know i fucked up and did that..you guys are really the only ones that know i use and so yall would be the onesi tell i slipped up...i would hope yall would be there to straighten me out if that did happen
 
I need to get a new regular dealer. I mean my current dealer has good shit and all but, they're just too damn brazen about the whole thing. Since I've started using them I've noticed this. There just never was the same degree of paranoia that other dealers have had and should have. Everyone that uses them says the same shit too and it's gotten worse lately because their car just got put in the shop so they're a lot less mobile than before. Every time I've met with em for like the past two weeks it has been at the same store and people definitely notice. There is no effort to hide anything from anyone, not even the employees who are always there. It's not even quick as I usually have to wait and then it ends up being a car window deal, which is by far the most blatant thing you could even attempt IMO.

I don't know, maybe I'm just being paranoid but, every time I leave there now I feel like I'm racing away from the cops and a minute away from getting pulled over. I have suggested that we mix it up but, they're convinced that we blend in (which we don't) and they usually serve others at the same time so they probably want to keep it to a place that everyone knows I guess. I've never had a dealer this reckless. I've had dudes that make you follow them until they find a clear random spot to guys that only do deliveries but, not since I was a kid have I ever had a dealer that just assumes that everyone else is too stupid to know what's happening or maybe just doesn't care. /rant
 
i found my favorite thing dealers can do is make you have your own meeting spot..so when you call and they tell you to come on, you already know where to go and dont have to worry about it being too hot cause they only meet a couplke people there and not everyone..so if they happen to get caught, they know who was the one who snitched depending on where they got popped at and who they were supposed to be meeting up with..

but i like it cause when the same ar shows up and you have seen that car before you dont pay as much attention to it where as tons of cars you have never seen before raise attention
 
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