15th Issue Heroin Discussion v. Be the Death of Me

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I'm finally done with this little run tomorrow... going to suck it up and get back on the fucking suboxone. Got some klonopin to help the transition but either way, this has to be done and I need to quit being such a pussy about it.
 
If I was going to get off heroin and take some pill to fill the void of the heroin I would just go with Oxycontin not a big fan of suboxone tho like some people on here are, but to each his own. Stay strong guys and fight the good fight
 
chinky said:
you people are unbelieveable..

its obvious i was also being facetious, so why write a fuckin paragragh?
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Ssssss... fuckin aye, I KNEW you were going write that you were being facetious with that post.

I'm confident that I know how to discern between sarcasm, facetiousness, and seriousness on the net but if your post was in jest, then hats off to you, because that was some talented obfuscation.
I wasn't offended or nothing to begin with but I thought my post had really bothered you or something and I thought that was weird. If that's not the case, I remain unoffended and wouldn't have had some pointless internet beef with you over it anyway. Let us get back to talking about what matters most, like this killer dope that's got me nodding out hard at the moment.
 
no i was not being serious but if that was the case i do feel bad for you
 
Trust me, I have.

I don't even joke when I say the sarcasm meter is at 0 on that one.
 
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whats so satanic about waka flocka??

i might actually like him more if what you tell me is good..
 
Unbreakable said:
If I was going to get off heroin and take some pill to fill the void of the heroin I would just go with Oxycontin not a big fan of suboxone tho like some people on here are, but to each his own. Stay strong guys and fight the good fight
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you may not be a fan of Oxycodone

but do you really think you could be on maintenance and use it properly with a drug like that?
 
I finally decided I had to enroll in a suboxone program due to external pressures beyond my control. Financial strains, family disruptions, a full time job, and lastly my health are all key reasons for my temporary switch to a maintenance drug. I'm looking to be on subs for no longer than one full month, as I'm just planning on doing a taper.

I don't think anything could fill the void that heroin will leave, so I won't even try to kid myself into believing that there's something else I could take, or that subs would do the trick, in that way. Knowing that fact sort of places my mind at ease. I had a really good run this time and since I'm on a waiting list, I've been assured that I won't be administered any subs until after 3 weeks or longer. That said, I am trying to live it up as much as I can; enjoying the rest of my time with dope. What little time I have left.

I would probably just do this cold turkey since I'm no stranger to it, despite how bad it motherfucking sucks, but having a full time job makes it an unrealistic approach. I can overcome the pain and sickness but I know if I have access to the drug, I'll want to get high andI'll just go for it. I need something like subs that will render my preferred opiates ineffective.

My goal is not soberiety, but rather moderation. I need to take an extended break and get myself back to normal before I can even think about going back to opiates.
 
^^good for you man, its a step. good your being realistic about not wantin to be done but tryin to do somethin bout keepin it in check, i know alot of us, myself included, can easily lie to ourselves sayin this time is it im done, all the while knowing full well we wanna dabble n will dabble, just make sure when you are ready to be done done that you leave that mentality at the door cuz it will require 100% n then some.

also be careful with your last dance/dances, you wanna make the most outta your last horrahs but dont over do it

good luck w/ accomplishing whatever it is you set out to accomplish

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right on more power to ya then

i know i couldnt, thats why i chose to go the sub route when i opted for maintenace once, i heard all the horror stories bout methadone WDs yada yada yada but i didnt care bout all that stuff, i chose subs cuz i know if i couldnt get high off em so it seemed like the responsible choice
 
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HighonLife said:
also be careful with your last dance/dances, you wanna make the most outta your last horrahs but dont over do it

High is right man...Whenever I'm going to take a break I say to myself "This is going to be my last high for a while so I better make it a good one" and that can be extremely dangerous. Good luck to you man and be safe.
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