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1500mg of MDMA

I can see it.. I've come down with some sort of mental illness from large doses/abuse, i don't know exactly what it is but it sure as hell isn't right.. Im praying its passes with time
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It sucks. I get headaches nearly everyday, have terrible sleeping patterns, wake up in the night with cold sweats and most days just feel depressed and hopeless. Almost feels like I cant make sense of things like I used to.. the loss of intelligence and concentration is the worst part. (its been about 2 1/2 months btw)

I've been to the doctors and told them everything and my GP says that the drug would of left your body within 48 hours so it can't be getting worse, although it feels that way. Almost like alzhiemers or something, like my brain is slowly degenerating. They are quick to diagnose you with depression or anxiety under the umbrella of mental health but I don't think this is always the case. I look at it like this; drugs got you into this mess, there not going to get you out... I reckon that Anti-depressets or anti-psychotics or even 5htp are counter productive and its best to go the health route. I have started;

-Excercise for an hour a day (start jogging for 30 mins, then pull some weights for the remainder)
-Taking vitamins and minerals- multi vits, vit B,C,A, omega-3 fish oil, walnuts, green tea, plenty of fresh water
-Reading a book for an hour, avoiding tv, stimulating your mind with solving maths sums, playing strategic games
-spending as much time as possible with other people
-fresh fruit and veg (five a day) avoiding fatty foods and getting a balanced diet
-trying to establish normal sleep patterns by settling down before 11pm and getting up before 9am
-Taking up a new hobby or interest
-HOPE that it will get better.

I sincerely hope the last one will come true.
 
Oh and btw the MDMA was 100% pure (one of my best friends deals it) it was in rocks that were brown/white in colour rather then powder or a pill.
 
saturatedlies said:
It sucks. I get headaches nearly everyday, have terrible sleeping patterns, wake up in the night with cold sweats and most days just feel depressed and hopeless. Almost feels like I cant make sense of things like I used to.. the loss of intelligence and concentration is the worst part. (its been about 2 1/2 months btw)

I've been to the doctors and told them everything and my GP says that the drug would of left your body within 48 hours so it can't be getting worse, although it feels that way. Almost like alzhiemers or something, like my brain is slowly degenerating. They are quick to diagnose you with depression or anxiety under the umbrella of mental health but I don't think this is always the case. I look at it like this; drugs got you into this mess, there not going to get you out... I reckon that Anti-depressets or anti-psychotics or even 5htp are counter productive and its best to go the health route. I have started;

-Excercise for an hour a day (start jogging for 30 mins, then pull some weights for the remainder)
-Taking vitamins and minerals- multi vits, vit B,C,A, omega-3 fish oil, walnuts, green tea, plenty of fresh water
-Reading a book for an hour, avoiding tv, stimulating your mind with solving maths sums, playing strategic games
-spending as much time as possible with other people
-fresh fruit and veg (five a day) avoiding fatty foods and getting a balanced diet
-trying to establish normal sleep patterns by settling down before 11pm and getting up before 9am
-Taking up a new hobby or interest
-HOPE that it will get better.

I sincerely hope the last one will come true.
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Some other stuff I strongly believe could be helpful:
-Besides eating healthy food, establish a normal eating pattern as well. Don't eat too much or too little per meal.
-Don't avoid all fatty foods. some fatty foods like avocados or fish can actually be really healthy. Do avoid processed foods, transfats, refined sugar.
-Try to find activities and achievements that will provide you with the right amount of satisfaction (as far as mentally possible). Avoid having high expectations of yourself, it'll worsen the negative spiral. Having low expectations on the other hand will turn you to a empty mess of procrastination. Don't do stuff just to get rid of the hangover if's a huge pain to get yourself to do it. Find the right balance there.
-Probably most important: stop focusing on the hangover. You will get back to baseline, be it slow.

I haven't experiences a hangover as nasty as yours, but have been coping with the effects of 500-600mg for a couple of weeks, so your story including the fear for lasting effects sounds pretty recognizable.

You could also try 5-HTP, although I haven't been that impressed by it's effects. For me the effects appear right away and it seems to be out of my system after about 6 hours. You could try taking it during the difficult moments. For me it didn't seem to improve the overall hangover, but did make those moments more bearable. It gives me brain zaps too though.
 
Lazy science you are just trying to protect your drug of choice aren't you? Research saying there isn't lasting damage with mdma?? fuck out of here with that shit. You are the kind of person that gets people into the wrong things for the wrong reasons. I hate when someone finds an article saying there may not be damage or neurotoxic effects, they then blow all other research out of the water. Most studies say mdma is neurotoxic , especially when compared to other drugs. He may not be perma damaged but there is definitely lasting damage.
 
Hey maybe you should try some multi vitamins, some antioxidants like Alpha Lipoic acid, Vit A, Vit E, Grape seed extract..something along those lines, and definitely some 5-HTP and or L-Tryptophan. You might want to try the 5-HTP with the L-Tryptophan together. Also some Piracetam with a choline supplement like Lecithin or Choline Bitartrate, and a healthy diet and exercise. Oh if your having problems sleeping try taking 5 to 10 mgs of Melatonin with 100 mgs of 5-HTP..that will definitely help. Exercise is great for you...like running or riding a bike for a couple of miles. Exerting your body in that way will help you sleep also. Your body needs sleep, and if it doesn't get the proper amount of sleep, then your system will be out of wack. Try and take these words seriously. I have had some problems before, and exercise with everything else that I have told you about have work for me.
 
man its all in your head imo....ive taken well over 100 tabs this past month(wont let that happen again) and i feel fine....i do have these little shocks that go through my body i guess thats a panic attack, but as far as i can tell those are going away and i feel just about 100%......go buy some nice bud and smoke it.....take only like 2-3 hits dont get mind boggling high.....and you will do just fine!
plus you should hear the crazy shit that goes through my mind. id bet my 100 to your dollar that x isnt strong enough to jack with me! lol jk<

you can also drink a beer....my buddy swears that 1 beer and just a little weed cures EVERYTHING haha

damn i keep editing.....and to the arguement over long term effects...i do not have a phd or any of that shit but from what i have seen outside of a lab and all that shit.......i do not see long term being that bad(that is based on opinion, me personally i dont care weather i remember the PAST or not) i have friends who've been doing it for years....1 friend has been doing it for 15 years.....he says other than the fact that he can only remember half of those 15 years and his memory is kinda shocked <not saying this is all from x he has done other shit like bars and weed> but other than that he is totally perfect....he has a good job isnt a retard doesnt have problems, you would think he never took a drug in his life...... so yea i live for the now i will never do a rolling session like that again but i will not stop rolling.....ima be the only 80 year old guy in a wheelchair rolling balls getting high with a 40 in my hand!

time to smoke peace
 
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Maybe if you plug 1500mg it will counter the first 1500mg you took and everything will be sunshine and fucking flowers. When in doubt, stick it up your ass. Plug now and ask questions later.

On a real note, this shit will pass. The longer you dwell on it and think about it the worse it will be.
 
On a real note, this shit will pass. The longer you dwell on it and think about it the worse it will be.
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The whole of last night from about 7pm until I went to sleep I felt normal again, like I did before I dropped back in November. Everything came back - my personality, intellect, emotions, happiness... I think your probably right. Just hope this pattern continues. MDMA can seriously fuck with your head.
 
saturatedlies said:
Oh and btw the MDMA was 100% pure (one of my best friends deals it) it was in rocks that were brown/white in colour rather then powder or a pill.
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There are flaws in what you're saying..lol. 100% pure MDMA by nature is small white, almost clear crystals. Brown is a sign of impurity....
 
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