14th Issue Heroin Discussion v. Hey white boy, what you doin' uptown?

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right on. and fuck my friend. she comes over and tells me shes going out to sell weed, yet offers me nothing. she knows im in withdrawal. i gave that bitch klonopin yesterday, too.

now im down to stems, shake at the bottom of the pillbottle i keep it in, and some kief in my grinder.

im also scraping the 5 empty bags i found for SOME relief
 
I am surprised you didn't tell her what you thought, i know when I am in W/D my filter in my mouth is broken..... I just do not give a fuck and say it how I see it... Big asshole lol, which is why when i detox myself I just ignore everyone and go in hobbit mode till I feel better
 
^^ you gave her klonopin? woah

isnt this the chick who wakes you up to blow you n split a bundle?

isnt this the chick you werent concerned for when she was in trouble a few weeks back? (forget what her situation was)

im sure yall are just using buddies n not real friends but if you're gonna throw around the friend word you might wanna act more like a friend to her

maybe im way outta line here, i dont know yalls situation, maybe she doesnt mind bein used. but its sounds like you use the hell outta her, not much of a friend if you ask me
 
Nice story shimazu, felt like I was scoring myself. Although when you walked down the alleyway I thought you were going to say some pulled a gun and jumped you. Becareful out there.
 
HighonLife said:
^^ you gave her klonopin? woah

isnt this the chick who wakes you up to blow you n split a bundle?

isnt this the chick you werent concerned for when she was in trouble a few weeks back? (forget what her situation was)

im sure yall are just using buddies n not real friends but if you're gonna throw around the friend word you might wanna act more like a friend to her

maybe im way outta line here, i dont know yalls situation, maybe she doesnt mind bein used. but its sounds like you use the hell outta her, not much of a friend if you ask me
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yes to the girl who wakes me up with bj's (aka my sort of girlfriend), and no she isnt that second girl (that girl is a dealer. every one of my h connects is a female).

i was only upset because of a) withdrawal and b) the fact that she knew i was in withdrawal (she was too, she did it all with me, but she had subs earlier and i didnt). we go way back (since 7th grade) and she literally owes me her life (long story involving multiple suicide attempts, police bailouts, and exploiting the fact that I used to be a fairly prominant drug dealer)

she's been a true friend since forever. hell, she just called me needing a place to stay so she has to come back anyways.

idk. im just pissy and withdrawing. maybe im seriously an asshole and im just too pissed off about non-important things to see how wrong I am in this situation.

also, we keep drugs as a clearly pay back basis. i used to routinely walk around with an ounce of weed (misdemeanor maximum in NY) and a pill bottle full of oc60s, opana 10mg ir, and 10mg valium for my addicty-ness. not including the thousands in mdma and lsd ive procured in my past. we try as much as possible to not let drugs interfere.
 
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So it's the next morning, and I can say I got about 5 hours of sleep straight through. Imagine that first day of cold turkey sick and I slept?!? Only issue AND IT IS ALWAYS an issue, the seconds when I wake up I got the WORST RLS. Long story short, day 2, still dont even feel that bad, don't feel great but I honestly think the loperamide might be helping the w/d effects. Trust me I'm no placebo junkie, haha.
 
RLS is what always gets me ..byfar the worst ..... i dont smoke weed really but the other day i smoked and i will say its helped me out big time ate like a mfer and slept i was on day 3 cold turkey after a holiday binge .. after going thru this several times cold turkey is the best method
 
i took roughly 50-60mg yesterday...smashed all those pills in a paper with a hammer and put it in some milk haha. like 6 hours later my stomach was HURTING for about 30 mins. Like so much agony i totally forgot about being sick haha

yeah weed helps me a lot to...i space out when im on it. But the run down off it sucks. Burned out feeling and all....
 
WHY AM I DOING THIS AGAIN!

after going through 5 t shirts and 3 pairs of pants due to sweating last night and not sleeping until i took 250 mg of diphenhydramine (but slept for two hours), i wake up...sell the dvds i got for xmas (i have them already. i purchased them on my own a while back), and copped 6 bags with the female friend

i cant take being sick though. this weekend im buying like 30 10mg methadone though. gotta stop this shit

on the plus side, i got my connect's connect's number. guess whos not getting taxed anymore :D

and every bag is fucking FAT. like, i weighed one out on my new mg scale (because i have a shipment of 2-meo-ketamine coming), and it was 115mgs. the smallest one was 94mg.

goddamn.
 
man what a tease... my problem isnt that i dont have cash to get high..im sitting on $275 right now. MY PROBLEM IS I have a drug test on Friday, If I fail...The Second the line doesnt show I'm in handcuffs. Last time using was Sunday afternoon, test is Friday at 8:30am. Ill be good. PLUS my habit its really only 1 and 1/2 tickets a day right now/or/ 4mg Sub. AND BELIEVE IT OR NOT I CANT FIND A FUCKING SUB ANYWHERE!!!!
 
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man what a tease... my problem isnt that i dont have cash to get high..im sitting on $275 right now. MY PROBLEM IS I have a drug test on Friday, If I fail...The Second the line doesnt show I'm in handcuffs. Last time using was Sunday afternoon, test is Friday at 8:30am. Ill be good. PLUS my habit its really only 1 and 1/2 tickets a day right now/or/ 4mg Sub. AND BELIEVE IT OR NOT I CANT FIND A FUCKING SUB ANYWHERE!!!!
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Come on man, you can't find a sub in south jersey!? Haha. Up your game man!
 
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