BlueHues
Bluelighter
It only happened once, I get the shits when I'm in withdrawal, but if you haven't gone to the bathrrom for four days and the sickness hits you the wrong way at the wrong time, you're in trouble....
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14th Issue Heroin Discussion v. Hey white boy, what you doin' uptown?
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everytime ive been ripped off and sold things like empty bags, i never realize whats goin on before but after it gets done and i think about wha jusst happened i realize that i should have seen it the whole time. like the last time it happened the kid took like 5 mins to come back and i had this feeling like "any dealer would have his stash alot closer and easier to get to so they dobnt have people waiting inb their cars for 5mins". and i actually went to pull off but the guy he wq swith was like "here he comes" so i waited and he dtill didnt come for like 2 mins after that..and the kid just seemed kind of shady and wanted to make sure that i really had the money and asked it wa sreal and if i was a cop and i kept saying" yeah man, come on" like he just didnt get the deal done quick when he came back. and finally i hand him the money at the same time he hands m the bags and i drive away and im loike "aBOUT FUCKIN TIME" and i count and see 2 extra bags..i pull away and i get a real strong mint smell. and since it was in foils i thought maybe he ran out of foil and used gum wrppers but i had a doubt so i open one up and it was empty..and i was like no fuckin way!! i knew it, why didnt i just pull away..so i turn around abd go back to the block and these kids see me and they just took off running into backyards and being in the hood i just said fuck it cause who knows what would happen..
now the shitty part was i copped off that street numerous times and everything went straight but that last time the guys seemed a little younger and just a little more sketched out while doin the deal, kinda like he was new an inexperianced. they took me for 40 of the 60 i had and i was able to cop and get rid of the sicdk but i wasnt able to get high...i go back a couple days later to see if i can find the kids and put a quick beating on them and the main dudes are out and i pull over and tell them what the fuck was good with the other day? and he was like "man your the 4th person that said that..these little fuckers on the next block scammed like 8 or9 people for like 400bucks and theyu gave out empty foils" and i was like i know they got me, and he was like "didnt you realze how young they were??" and i was like they looked like 14-15, ive bought from kids like tat plenty of times and he was like they were 12-13" so i bought a couple bags and he threw me 2extra to make up for it
i guess someone had dudes number and called bitching abut what happened and the dude told him he was working a different blocvk that day and so he rode over ther eand cought the kids with a sandwich bag full of foils and they had the cash on them..so he gave them the option that they can give up all the money they made or keep the money and take a beating for "workin" his street and giving a bad name sellin fakes. and they gave up the money.i guess one kid said some white dude came up and wanted a jab and so they went around the corner made the foils and he drove away and didnt come back and thats what gave them them idea of doin it, so they went to the store and bought like $20 in gum and just took all the wrappers and folded them up and was sellin them. and the dude wa laughing cause he was like "they could of bought a roll of foil for $2 and not waste that money and have 100pieces of gum
that shit looks just like the dope i get..sometimes its a little darker and a couple times it was whitish too but mainly that grey color...the white dope i didnt like to me it seemed like some rerock or something cause it gave off this weird powder texture when you rubbed your finger over it and it crushed up easierEveryone is pretty shocked when they see it since they've never come across chunks of dope like that before.
I'm not sure if you saw the pics of it but here they are:
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There was another batch I didn't get a picture of, but it was straight white. I only got it once and then took a break and when I picked up again he had new stuff, so I never got a chance to take the pic.
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driving to bossmans house, sick as i hadn't dosed in near 48 hours, puckering my butt lips the whole way. arrive, open door, step out, bowels empty into pants. open back of car, grab towel, place on seat, drive home shamefully covered in and smelling like shit. literally how it went. turns out bossman wasn't home so i could have stopped at a chemist to get me some lope and codeine instead of subway on the way down![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
lol one time down at school i had used the couple days before but was all blocked up. i went to this keg and started poundin beer and all of a sudden my stomach got fucked up..so i so to the bathroom and someone was in it. i knew i couldnt wait so i go outside and on the way out i grab paper towels..i walked over to the neighers house and in their frontyard was this big evergreen tree and i was able to walk inside it. basically the part on the street was a full tree with the branches but the part facing the house they cut the tree to chill in, like the bottom half of the tree was dead branches, so they cut all the dead branches out and made like a little cave to chill with a table and couple chairs but they were inside a tree (i dont know if that makes sense but i dont know any other way to describe it)
anyways i took the nastest shit that was like pure liquid and smelled like something crawled up my ass and died. and keep in minbd im in the front yard, if the neighboirs walked out their front door they would have seen me squating in their tree. but so as im wiping my ass, 3 people walk by amnd i had to freeze cause if they looke dat tthe tree they would have seen me and i hear one say "dude who stepped in dog shit?" "i dont know i hope it wasnt me" "yeah man that shit stinks" and i wanted to bust out laughing so hard but i couldnt..so i wiped my ass with the paper towls and went back to the party like nothing happened..next day we go over theere and i guess their neighbors came over bitchin that someone shit in there tree and wanted them to clean it up and they refused cause they had no proof it was someone from their party
we go back to my buddys apt and i had to tell him it was me and he was like you sick fuck and i was like dude i know but the bathroom was taken and i couldnt run back to your place and i remembered we chilled in that tree before and that was the only place i could think of going..and we just laughed about it and it was one of those where we would stop laughing and he would just look at me and start up againLast edited:
Jean-Paul
Bluelighter
okay. can someone just tell me if it'd be relatively "safe" to use heroin, say....
if i took benzos the day before including in the evening time, and used the heroin the next afternoon. (without using benzos the day of the heroin)
and the benzo had a half life of ten to twenty hours.
just a small shot.
will the h hit me stronger? etc
fatal idea? i mean it's not a GOOD idea obviously, but any feedback is welcome.
Unbreakable
Bluelighter
yes safe enough just dont do a fat shot, its a decent high mix anyhow if done small
BlueHues
Bluelighter
Rhis is one of those questions thats a little rough for BL....A shot of heroin to someone with no tolerance could kill ya...If its 20 hours later, I don't see the benzo use being that much of a factor....but do you really need to shoot heroin? There's all kinda shit about how to be careful with heroin on BL.....Once you take that first shot of dope, it tends to change you.....It's not even a matter of how "good" it is, but it will take you in directions you might not be prepared for!! In a way, saying shit like this may make doing it more attractive! but it has a way of just grabbing you and ruining your life in a way you just can't understand...It's good, but not THAT good! Don't test it. It could very well be your downfall.....
Jean-Paul
Bluelighter
RecklessWOT
Bluelight Crew
Oh boy, all these WD pants shitting stories touch me in a special place. I have come close a few times but never actually done it. It's always a fear in the back of my mind though when dealing with it though, shitty to hear how many of you it's happened to (no pun intended). I don't even want to think of having to drive home with diarrhea in my pants. I remember this dude at work was real sick and shit himself on lunch break, just didn't come back to work for the rest of the day. Felt pretty bad for him but it was kind of funny at the same time. That is definitely my least favorite part of WD though, the aches and misery I can deal with, having a sore asshole from pissing out of it every 20 minutes is not cool.All this talk of the shits reminds me of this scene from Trainspotting. This version is in a different language but you really don't need to know what they are saying. The English version of this clip starts later into the scene so you don't see the first half of how the sheets got to be that way.
I've gotta figure out a way to get through the weekend, and more importantly Monday when I have a job interview. I was supposed to get my paycheck last night but turns out I won't get it until Monday after the interview. I only have my one connect now who I have to pay the small amount I owe him before picking up again, so even if I get a family member to spot me some money I can't go through him.
I guess if I get someone else to throw down with me I can still pick up from him as long as I pay off part of what I owe, which is doable because I just owe him like $35, and he lets me pick up more as long as I have the full amount for what I'm picking up, and another 5-10 towards what I owe. My paycheck was going to take care of all of this but I have to wait a few days for that to happen.
Option B is to see if my friend who middlemans can help me out. He lost his connect though so has been getting garbage, and has actually had me get stuff for him lately, but hes gotta be copping elsewhere because I know he uses daily yet I haven't seen him that often. Still though I would need to be fronted some money by my family, and it's not that easy to come up with a reason for needing like $40 when I'm only gone for a little bit of time when I cop, or get it delivered so don't have to leave at all. I'll figure something out.thats alright. i want to punch a small child in the face right now. super bad cravings and my sub/secondary heroin/adderall connect apparently tried to kill herself last night so she's mia (and has been since my friend and i drove the 15 minutes to her house last night, called her a million times, and she never picked up or came out so we had to drive fucking 45 minutes in the opposite direction to pick up from the chick who's my main connect).....and all i can ACTUALLY get right now is FIRE MDMA, LSD, and weed. lol, fuck. 9 times out of 10 when i want acid or molly i cant get it, but when i want opiates/benzos everyone is mia/i dont have a ride to go get
HighonLife
Bluelighter
was in donton co
was 9 days without dope n only a few days without bupe, shit/sharted myself a bit while in there, it was a terrible feeling, i was still in holding but had the orange pants on cuz i asked for em cuz it was cold n i only had basketball shorts with no shoes or socks.
so i went over n shit after this happened, shitting in holding cell already sucks as is, with everyone around you but i had to wipe my oranges with ~15 or so other people in there its was humiliating, luckily no one else really realised what had happened so i escaped that a bit but it was a terrible experience, n i had to sit in those oranges for over 12+ hoursis it bad that the first thing i do when my sub connect tells me that she failed at killing herself is ask her for a sub?
shes fucked up so much for me personally and shit that im entirely indifferent. theres a reason i dont buy/help get rid of coke for her. never again. never. again.
holy shit. just saw my connect. she forgot the sub i wanted so she gave me a 20 bag for what i was gonna pay for the sub because she forgot. then she smoked me up because of lastnight. maybe she ain't so bad....Last edited:
HighonLife
Bluelighter
yea it is kinda bad.
im sure yall have a dealer/customer relationship so you really only want certain things from her
n dont get me wrong we've all been there will people we only talked to in order to get stuff
but yea thats fucked up imo
BlueHues
Bluelighter
^I know the type, she's strung out on a bunch of shit and she's dicked with you and semi "burned" you in the past! You seem like a nice guy that would've considered her a friend, but because of her actions, you now just view it as strictly business! It sucks to find yourself strung out if you're a straight up decent person because a lot of these motherfuckers are so fucked up, they see honesty as a weakness! Sorry she tried to commit suicide, but you're caught up with the fringe element here.....normal "rules" don't really apply....In other words, you're not doing anything wrong!
@Jeebis
i probably should have mentioned that we used to have a personal relationship. that no longer exists because she turned my brother against me (i havent talked to him in years because of it) and intentionally destroyed my 4 year long relationship.
the domino effect of those things has had some horrible effects.
plus she's done the whole "im going to kill myself" thing before. she did 2 bags and 8 somas, threw up, and fell asleep. if it was intentional she would have done a ton of the h she had on her.I was able to work things out so that I'm set with dope for a few days and don't have to worry about going to this job interview while withdrawing. I also took care of what I owed my dealer so that's a relief too. I picked up a gram and after doing the amount I wanted to get really high I divided the rest up into progressively smaller doses for the next few days, dating the bags accordingly. It's basically to taper a little bit and so that I only have a little bit for when I have the interview so I'm not actually high for it, just buzzed and not sick.
By "personal relationship" did you mean sexual?
Unbreakable
Bluelighter
I can deal with the shitting its easy it just burns after to much crapping
but the dry heaving, flem build up and vomiting unable to hold much food or even want to eat it (thank god weed)
that shit is the killer for me plus try doing all that puking dry heaving with a clogged sinus cavity
mid heave, unable to breathe, the feeling of on shit need to shit using every bit of anus muscle not to shit myself while running to the bathroom barley breathing
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