13th Issue Heroin Discussion v. fuck hope do dope

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So how's everyone been doing? I had a few rough weeks where I was using more often that I would have liked to, but I've slowed it back down. Even then I was only getting high once a week using 4 bags, but I was using 1-2 bags most days in between. Now I've slowed it back down to the same type of pattern, but I've been using the 1-2 bags every other day, and the high dose once a week. I can make it 48 hours no problem, so it's at least comforting knowing that I don't have to feel shitty in between uses. Even when I get to the 48hr mark it hasn't been so bad. The other good thing is that I haven't been supplementing my dope use with oxy or morphine to get by on other days, so my body is getting less and less dependent on operating on opiates.

It definitely comes on in waves though, and a lot of it is mental. Like I got high Sunday from sniffing 4 bags, and monday night I was sweating a bit but was fine due to weed, then this morning I felt fine (maybe even better than the night before) even up until the time I copped. I should have just ridden it out, but I figured that since I was doing less than on Sunday that it might make the eventual kick easier since it's tapering a bit. That also might just be the addict in me. I'm not afraid of the withdrawals since they shouldn't be that bad, but I just can't have them peak on work days. I'm gonna see how I'm feeling on friday since I won't be using until then, and if I'm bad then I'll cop a bad or two friday night to get me through the work weekend and then try to stop again come monday, since I know that even a bag on friday will hold me through the weekend. I'm kinda pissed that I let myself go a bit, but I'm glad that I have kept my max dose to 4 bags once a week. I need some motivation to quit, so hopefully that will come my way soon enough.
 
I been doin straight. Trying to see how long i can go without doing dope. Im in the same boat as you, on thursday or friday i usually cop 3 to 5 bags and then every other day during the week i would do 2 bags. Im actually tryin to stop all together for awhile though.

I dont suck dick for heroin, heroin sucks my dick for money. Heroins a bitch !!
 
Hey all. Tommyboy Good to hear that you got your habit back towards where you want it. Do we ever have our habits where we want them? ha

A few days ago I got a bundle and did 7 bags over the course of 24 hours and gave the 3 away to someone who I knew would appreciate them about 3 days ago. Before that I had put together about 3 weeks of time off from dope. I still am doing pretty good at the methadone clinic. I smoke weed very rarely these days, and when I say rarely, I mean generally at least twice a month, and usually one good hit at a time.

Other than that, I've been doing pretty good considering everything. I don't really know if i would consider it a relapse. More like a slip, and it was definitely planned out. It wasn't like an impulsive decision. I guess a better idea of how my behavior will affect me will be where I am in about a month, which will be at the 2 month mark for me starting on methadone. In the first month, I copped twice. Once during the 2nd week, and once during the 5th week(this week). I should've put together more clean time, but hey, 3 weeks is still 3 weeks. Now I'm going to try to make it a month
 
0.5g nug and a 1.0g nug. Shit is pretty dank, pins and needles from the shot I just did.

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Tomorrow(hope to god!) or possibly the next day I'm getting 3 different testers from some dank #4, its from the bulk the dealers get, before they cut it to shit. I'm not saying this stuff isn't cut, it DEFINITELY is! I'm just saying its a step or two before they package it up for stamps.

Here are some pics from what the batches looks like. I paid 3x your normal cost (cause I'm west coast and we get tar here) Yes, I know its a total rip, I could have got a quarter of some dank tar that gives me pins rather than the 2g of #4. But whatever, I made a little extra money this month and I wanted to reward myself! Especially since after this I'm temporarily going suboxone because my move out date (official!) for NYC is September 1st. And I want to be on suboxone until I get there and find a legit hook.

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Like I said, I only got testers, about 0.5g of each except one of them I got a G. I'll take pics of my actual bags when I get them.
 
^ I don't get it, are those just some random pics you pulled off the net of what you are expecting the stuff to look like? Tar is #4 as well, just less refined. So if you are getting tar before it's cut it's not going to look like powder unless it's than gunpowder stuff. I'm just confused if you are saying that you are getting tar before it's cut, or powder which would be different if it's from South America.

LSDiesel said:
Hey all. Tommyboy Good to hear that you got your habit back towards where you want it. Do we ever have our habits where we want them? ha
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For some reason I always confuse you with THC2LSD. Your names aren't even that close other than the 'LSD' part, so idk why.
 
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The first pic, the tar, is what I'm using right now. And no those aren't random pics lol..those are from the dealers.
 
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Anyone think there would be a use for a step by step IV guide? I thought about making one. My girl has vids on her phone of me shooting up (just us hanging out with friends) when we were high, I just thought about making one for HR but didn't feel it was totally appropriate (as it would seem like I was condoning or glorifying IV use) - just figured I'd get a consensus on it.
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i wouldnt waste my time making one cause all you hgave to do is google it and im sure you will find 100s of webpages dedicate to thge techniques and steps to proper IV use..i bet if you UTSE here, you would find a few threads on it too
 
epiks said:
The first pic, the tar, is what I'm using right now. And no those aren't random pics lol..those are from the dealers.
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Yeah, I don't get it either. Your dealers (more than one) are sending you photos of the large amounts of dope they have on hand and are ok with you posting them here? I want to ask you to check and see if Uma Thurman is ok and not passed out in your living room or anything, but the rest of your posts seem sane, so I won't.
 
^ Either that or they are OK with him taking pictures of their stash. My dealers would never be OK with me busting out a camera to take a picture of their stash, and they sure as hell wouldn't be sending me any pics.
 
yeah i want to know how retarded these dealers of yours are..cause what dealer in their right mind would take pix andsend them to people of the dope they got on hand..thats some critical evidence the police would love to get thier hands on and then when they catch the dealer, he would be the dealer that the cops talk about for months, even years as he becomes one of the biggest jokes they caught, the one bust they laugh about at their retirement party

like my story about pissin on my girls macbook and not having the slightest inkling that it even happened, yet i did it in front of everyone and even talked to them while i was doing it telling them "i don t know, and i dont give a fuck, and shit happens" when they asked me what i was doing and that the bathroom is in another room and why i pissed in the corner of the living room on the laptop..

i know thats a story that i will never be able to forget cause even if we are 75years old goin out for ;unch, she will still bust my balls over that and the funniest thing about it was when i woke up the next morning and i really remembered nothing , so i acted normal for abou an hour until they finally caved and asked if i really dont remember..and i was scared shitless thinking about what i did and when they told me i totally denied it and they were like "bro we where all up when you did it" and they told me the story about how i was sleeping and then woke up with out saying a word and walked over the corner and that when they asked what i doing and told them i had to piss and to fuck off and yeah i guess i did it, at leas tthats what they tell me

after that, it really made me think about if i did that before and just dont remember? cause my mom tells the story when i was like 5 or 6 and i woke up in the middle of the night and went to the kitchen and opened up the garbage lid pissed in it, then closed it back up and went back to bed without saying a word
 
Hey Epiks you already found a crib/job in NYC?

No dealers i know would be doing that corny shit stick up boys would be all over that!

If he has all that shit on hand why you waiting on your 0.5s?
 
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Hey quick question for people who shoot in their FEET-

Do you still get a good rush? I've never moved away from my arms as my thoughts and assumptions had always been the further I move from my heart and my brain the more dulled the rush will be. I know I'll get high, but I'm worried about the rush.
 
Shooting in the feet ugh so painful.... I couldnt tell you because my footit hurt to bad to pay attention only could do half a shot because of the pain..
 
Hey smokey i used to use that fat vein right by the ankle bone after i would lay on my back and put my leg up for a min sounds dumb but i always got a good rush!
 
the 1 and only time ive used a needle i had a friend hit in my wrist with a rig full of opana. for some reason, i hated the actual high. sure the rush was fan-fucking-tastic, but then theres not too much of a buzz. i far prefer plugging and snorting to iv (odd, i know)

but it really doesnt matter where you shoot. at most it may take a couple seconds longer to hit due to the distance, but the rush should be the same due to the same quantity of heroin in the same amount of fluid as one would have in any other vein.

on a side note, im horribly anxious today. cant stop thinking about my ex even though she's become a slut and a stripper (both unrelated to eachother, lol). fuck that. just gonna take a couple klonopin and trade some for a bag or two. new batch that's stronger and smells/tastes like vanilla, yet still weighs the same.
 
I would recommend not shooting in the feet at all. If your arms are so beat that you can't find a vein then give it a break for a while. I know much easier said than done, but for real it's a good idea. Not only are there other complications involved, but think about how dirty feet are. They sit there and sweat inside your socks all day and grow bacteria, the risk of infection is much greater down there
 
SM0K3Y said:
Hey quick question for people who shoot in their FEET-

Do you still get a good rush? I've never moved away from my arms as my thoughts and assumptions had always been the further I move from my heart and my brain the more dulled the rush will be. I know I'll get high, but I'm worried about the rush.
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Don't worry too much. There is a very slight lag when using your feet.. but to be honest, most people don't even notice it. However, the lag I'm speaking of is how fast you will feel the rush, you understand? Not the intensity of the rush. No matter where you are injecting, the drugs are still passing the BBB at the same time.. so you'll get the rush all at once. It just takes slightly longer, maybe an extra few seconds for the rush to hit when using your feet, but you still get the same strength of rush you'd get when using any other part of your body.
 
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