11th Issue Heroin Discussion v. So I warmed the piss up in my mouth

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about to grab some bags that are supposedly better than the last stamp I got. Wacky Wednesdays haha
 
wow so I have been feeling like doodoo all fucking evening. I thought I did more than my usual amount of sub this morning but maybe I took a teeny bit less. Well that teeny bit less was apparently enough to give me a constant anxiety attack, from 2pm until around 20 min ago when I did a bump of sub. GOD this shit has a tight grip on me. I can slowly taper my bump size down day by day, but boyyy if I go too fast I know it around noon. I'm fucked. my middlemen arent around today and I couldn't score shit from no one, not even fall-backs. I have my sub dr in a few days and I NEED to insert some suboxone into a clean body tomorrow, or I'm fucked. fucked. fuckeddddddd. oh and that fuck you, that was a bit of a joke man.. haha I am definitely in envy. I have never craved so bad (it seemed) in my life. Really makes ya feel small and out of control eh? Really makes you appreciate a nice score the next day ayyy? :P
 
So did you like gargle the piss or something?

And fantom no I dont go everyday..normally ill make the drive 2-3x a week
 
I'm on the nod right now after my little break. I had been taking little doses of suboxone during that time, but I haven't had any of that in a few days and today I decided to get high for whatever reason. I called my connect for 4 bags, and he said he was 2 minutes away but only had 3 bags on him, so it was either 3 bags right away or 4 bags later. I went with the 3 bags right away which turned out to be the right choice because its the perfect dose where I am satisfied with the high and how much I'm nodding, and another bag would have gotten me sick or worried about ODing. The other reason I'm happy with my choice is because the whole copping experience from start to finish took about 5 minutes. I barely had enough time to get dressed and tie my shoelaces.

Swain said:
Got the temp up to 94 and they accepted it lol. A new low for me.
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I only had to use someone elses piss once. What I did was use the hand dryer in the bathroom to blow the hot air onto the sides of the piss sample cup, and I slowly rotated it around to get the whole outside. They didn't take the temperature of it and the cup was plain so it didn't have any type of indicator on it for temp. The person collecting the sample had you put the cup in a plastic bag and then took it right when I got out of the bathroom, so as long as it felt warm it was fine.
 
@@Tommyboy HAHA well yo honestly I could not have done what I did if it was not my own piss. I honestly thought there was a sink in the bathroom but it was right outside the bathroom in the secretary's line of sight. I should of just waited 2 more days to use lol.. but instead I peed a few ounces of clean pee then copped like a retard. But hey at least I remembered I needed clean pee. I couldn't give up this doctor yo.. it's a walk-in, you can go literally whenever the fuck u want mon-sat 10am-6pm. They take my BCBS insurance so I only have to pay my copay, same on the generic buprenorphine, only gotto pay a copay.

But yeah man it def worked, there is a 5 panel test that's built into the specimen cup which would show like heroin, oxy, coke, amphetamine, benzos. I am not sure if they even check the results on the spot because it has a port for GSMC.. and they definitely send out all the urine samples to be done at a lab because I have to sign off on that. My piss was clean anyway I am 95% sure, I had about 6-7 days since my last shot of dope...I was more concerned about the temp thing.

It's weird..that thermometer does not react to my touching it and fully covering it with my warm hand, but soon as the piss is in there you get practically an instant reading. I wasn't about to "reheat" the piss once it was in the cup, so I just handed it in with a 94.. I figured if questioned it'd be easy to make an excuse why the temp dropped.. like I was shitting, or It was mad hard to pee I only got a tiny stream out every time I tried.. so by the time I got it to the fill line the temp had dropped.

That taste is so gross though I can't get rid of it.

I had considered putting the plastic cup of piss on top of this lamp that was in teh lobby but I was worried it would start smoking or melting from the halogen light in there because it was pretty hot. It would have worked great if I was alone in the lobby but between patients and the 2 secretaries I couldn't pull that off. Maybe if this was TV.

But what everrrrr! No regrets! I am about to do a sweet ass speed ball of some fine NYC heroin and cocaine. See you on the flip! Team nod assemble!
 
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Either came close to ODing or ODed today depending on what you consder an OD. (damn it that took me like 40 minutes to type)

It was scary. It was also about 8 hours ago now and I am still nodding out and all kinds of fucked up. These base were red stamps callled "Staples". (They could use some help in the creativity department). The bags weren't all that big, but the dope looked good and it looked fucking amazing in the rig. It was the perfect color. I decided to shoot up 2. Not even a full 2 either, they could have had some dope scrapped out if I ripped the bags all the way open. I shot up around 5:10pm or so and then I felt the rush. It kept getting stronger and stronger and was already more intense than I am used to, so I began to get worried. I pushed 911 on my phone, but didn't hit send. I figured I could hit send if it seemed too out of control.


Then at 6:15pm I came to having nodded out for 65 minutes and not even realized it. I woke up extremely sweaty and disoriented, and I had needle sitting on my seat in broad daylight. This freaked me out bad. I could have easily gotten caught and could have come to by getting arrested. Even worse, it seemed like if I had done a little more than I could have died. I'd be found in my car, in the student parking lot, and that would have been it.

Be safe ma dudes, be safe
 
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Damn Carl, so how long after shooting up did you last before nodding out or non-fatally ODing? It's stories like that that keep me away from the needle. Being out cold for over an hour definitely qualifies as an overdose IMO.

Swain said:
@@Tommyboy HAHA well yo honestly I could not have done what I did if it was not my own piss. I honestly thought there was a sink in the bathroom but it was right outside the bathroom in the secretary's line of sight. I should of just waited 2 more days to use lol.. but instead I peed a few ounces of clean pee then copped like a retard. But hey at least I remembered I needed clean pee. I couldn't give up this doctor yo.. it's a walk-in, you can go literally whenever the fuck u want mon-sat 10am-6pm. They take my BCBS insurance so I only have to pay my copay, same on the generic buprenorphine, only gotto pay a copay.
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I used to go to a sub doctor through the outpatient place I went to. I think that the policy was that you had to attend 1 group meeting a week and 2 individual meetings a month in order to be able to see the doctor there. My individual councelor there was cool though so she let me slide about going to a meeting a week because I told her I couldn't afford to pay a copay each week, and that the meetings were so repetitive that I could host them myself. Also if she ever cancelled an individual meeting then it would still count towards my 2 a month since it wasn't my fault.

I had to pay my copay for the doctor each month, but they were cool about paying for meetings by allowing you to owe them up to like $300 before they refused to let you go to a meeting without paying again, and then once you were done with treatment there the policy was that they would not pursue you for the money you owed. So basically you were allowed a certain amount of free meetings, and even when I had a negative balance of $300 they would let me in if I had at least some money for the meeting, so I left there owing them even more than 300 and I never even got a single letter, phone call, or anything from them trying to collect.

They rarely drug tested me there because at the time I was getting tested weekly through treatment court and I had signed the waiver letting them communicate about my treatment to my treatment court case worker so they could keep track of my progress to determine when I had satisfied the terms of my plea, so there was no point in them charging me for a drug test when I was already taking them for free each week.
 
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Tommyboy said:
Damn Carl, so how long after shooting up did you last before nodding out or non-fatally ODing? It's stories like that that keep me away from the needle. Being out cold for over an hour definitely qualifies as an overdose IMO.
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Maybe 5 minutes? I don't know

As soon as I slammed it I realized that it was fucking strong so I dialed 911 on my phone. Then I was able to put both caps on the needle, cap up the water bottle, and put my belt most of the way back on. I know there was this girl who was trying to jump her battery on this other girls car. I was debating on whether to go help them or not and then the next thing I knew I was waking up in the same spot in my car.

I was really lucky no one saw me or at least went over to my car to check. Also lucky that I didn't nod out in a bad position. I've nodded out the wrong way a couple of times and you can get pretty serious neck damage if you nod out the wrong way for too long.



It was really scary coming to in the car. I didn't know what to do. I was actually almost going to call my mom, but I knew that would have been a bad idea. I called a friend, who I would say is one of my closest friends, though he's been slipping away because he's gotten really bad with opiates in this past year. I had always kept my use separate from my friends because I didn't want to see them get hooked or see me in a bad state, but he started getting pills with a mutual friend and ended up being really hooked. I called him up and explained the situation and told him to call me back in a few to check on me. When he calls me back he asks how many bags I did, and when I tell him 2 he starts laughing, which kind of pissed me off.

Then I start driving home, which is really bad idea when you're really high, but I didn't have any problems today because I think I was so nervous/scared after waking up like that. On my way home the kid starts texting me asking if I have any other bags to get rid of. When I finally make it home and collapse in my bed, he starts calling me up to see if he could swing by and grab a couple. That shit sort of pissed me off. I know every junkie and their brother wants the bags that people are ODing off of, but he didn't really seem to care too much how I was doing. I was legit scared and he was just looking for an opportunity to get high. I think I need new friends.
 
I think I would just fail a piss test before doing that, unless it ment jail time.

I threw up a little in my mouth just reading that while eating my lunch.
 
Wow Carl stay safe man. You're a really cool dude and I don't want to see you end up out you know? Try to stay away from the needle man...snort the dope if ya have to bro. Take some LSD and try out this MXE stuff that everyone loves...you'll be alright man just take it easy.
 
Swain said:
I am sick yo and its not directly from dope. its 20x sicker. I fuckin had to take a drug test at my bupe doc today..and brought some clean piss with me but I was not expecting to have to test today. I just brought it as a cautionary thing.. anyway they called me up for a test and the piss was still cold from being in my fridge (this is fresh from last night right b4 I used). There was no hot water in the bathroom, no heat source, my body was going WAY too slow (had it in between my ass cheeks). So finally I was like ok, get kicked off my bupe doctor (I failed once before), or pull this off.

So I warmed the piss up in my mouth it was so god damn disgusting. I literally barfed RIGHT after I left the doc. Got the temp up to 94 and they accepted it lol. A new low for me.
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That's one of the sickest things that I have ever read on Bluelight.
 
I think we need a new poll. To see who else has the balls to warm thier piss in the mouth.

Doesn't this break the drug testing rules of bluelight? Or maybe not this particular procedure.
 
Thanks for the replies guys. <3 I think it's a little funny that I had that happen yesterday, four days after I posted this in this thread:

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It's weird having posted on BL for so long and having gone from being opiate naive beginner to someone who has gone through most of all junkie-ish type things. Though I've yet to OD (knock on wood). What's weird about it is having fallen in love with heroin through snorting, and gone through years of snorting bags all the while people on here are talking about how good shooting is and how they view snorting as a waste. Now I'm standing in their shoes. I can't believe how many y'all sniff that because there ain't nothing like banging it. I do understand not wanting to shoot though, and I'm glad I had already gone through my 'crazy' period of using before I started shooting.
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If I hadn't knocked on wood than I'd probably be dead right now.

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As for Swain. That's some fuckin' dedication right there. Don't think I would be able to do it. What would be worse in your mouth warm piss or cold piss? How long did you have to keep it in your mouth to warm it up?
 
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