jobe28
Bluelighter
This is a pretty uneventful report but still nice nonetheless.
I got the pills off my dealer and then he gave me a lift to the beach near his place. It was a secluded little beach with a few families having picnics. I filled up my water bottle and walked closer to the water and found a shady little spot away from everyone. First i just got comdortable and listened to the music, looking at the litle waves rippling. There were a bunch of boats floating around in the water but there wasnt to many people out on the deck that i could see. Soon enough i took one pill and started the wait. I think the beach is my new favourite place to roll. Being alone is normally really sucky rolling - theres a lack of stimulation or something. This beach waw beautiful and very relaxing. I laid back and put my bag over my face because it was really hot. I should also mentiin id pulled an all nighter the previous night because i was waiting till the wee hours in the morning so i could get payed and i could go eat, and i ended up not sleeping. Being so sleep deprived actually seemed to enhance the experience. They say sleep deprivation can cause a slight antidepressant effect so this might have something to do with it. I was almost driftig in and out of sleep - but still very awake, it just allowed my mind to rest. J realized that i was kindve dreading the roll ending so i decided id just wait till i noticed the roll was actually ending until i started thinking about what to do when it ended. I was listening to jack johnsons new album and it was really chill.
I got bored of this soo and sat up and decided id go a bit without any stimulation. I just stared out over the beach for a long time. I noticed the little waves were simultaneously relaxing but my mind was also kinda wishing the water would be still. I was kinda watching how weird it was that my mind was kindve not proceseing the chaos of the water so well. It was kinda weird but kindve amusing. I started playing an ant on the sand. And i saw a couple of kids playing with their dad furrther down the beach. I was smoking cigsrettes casually the whole time too. Time flew by and 3 hours passed before i knew it and then i was coming down. It was cool though. I realized how grateful i am that im healthy and that my body works, because i remembered that one day it will stop. Im glad i did this. I felt like i got in touch with nature and i want to do this again.
Hope you enjoyed reading. Peace!
I got the pills off my dealer and then he gave me a lift to the beach near his place. It was a secluded little beach with a few families having picnics. I filled up my water bottle and walked closer to the water and found a shady little spot away from everyone. First i just got comdortable and listened to the music, looking at the litle waves rippling. There were a bunch of boats floating around in the water but there wasnt to many people out on the deck that i could see. Soon enough i took one pill and started the wait. I think the beach is my new favourite place to roll. Being alone is normally really sucky rolling - theres a lack of stimulation or something. This beach waw beautiful and very relaxing. I laid back and put my bag over my face because it was really hot. I should also mentiin id pulled an all nighter the previous night because i was waiting till the wee hours in the morning so i could get payed and i could go eat, and i ended up not sleeping. Being so sleep deprived actually seemed to enhance the experience. They say sleep deprivation can cause a slight antidepressant effect so this might have something to do with it. I was almost driftig in and out of sleep - but still very awake, it just allowed my mind to rest. J realized that i was kindve dreading the roll ending so i decided id just wait till i noticed the roll was actually ending until i started thinking about what to do when it ended. I was listening to jack johnsons new album and it was really chill.
I got bored of this soo and sat up and decided id go a bit without any stimulation. I just stared out over the beach for a long time. I noticed the little waves were simultaneously relaxing but my mind was also kinda wishing the water would be still. I was kinda watching how weird it was that my mind was kindve not proceseing the chaos of the water so well. It was kinda weird but kindve amusing. I started playing an ant on the sand. And i saw a couple of kids playing with their dad furrther down the beach. I was smoking cigsrettes casually the whole time too. Time flew by and 3 hours passed before i knew it and then i was coming down. It was cool though. I realized how grateful i am that im healthy and that my body works, because i remembered that one day it will stop. Im glad i did this. I felt like i got in touch with nature and i want to do this again.
Hope you enjoyed reading. Peace!
