I've taken a lot of the suggestions from the rooms and okay I somehow got over the obsession and constant cravings. Everything else is still going to hell in my life, the bad things are canceling out anything good that happens. at least it's how things are looking from my point of view which granted is a bit fucked up.
I have an interview with a temp agency and the why not prosper program but i have no fucking way to get to either. No money for a bus pass and they are so far apart walking is out since I was a ass and made them for the same day. I've been trying to tell myself to have faith and things will work out but it's hard sometimes, most times.
I have some much shit going through my fucking head that it feels like my brains are about to leak out of my ears. I'm driving myself nuts over things I have no control over but I don't want to give up on those things. I know I'm powerless but thats the last thing I want to be in life.
I had a lot of dark thoughts lately and getting away from them is damn near impossible.
I have an interview with a temp agency and the why not prosper program but i have no fucking way to get to either. No money for a bus pass and they are so far apart walking is out since I was a ass and made them for the same day. I've been trying to tell myself to have faith and things will work out but it's hard sometimes, most times.
I have some much shit going through my fucking head that it feels like my brains are about to leak out of my ears. I'm driving myself nuts over things I have no control over but I don't want to give up on those things. I know I'm powerless but thats the last thing I want to be in life.
I had a lot of dark thoughts lately and getting away from them is damn near impossible.