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Not a newbie but a newbie ish question. Tren ace 300mg a week, Sustanon 200mg a week Masteron O 200mg a week and Anadrol 100mg daiky wijth 25mg methamphetamine pre-workout and late afternoon. I stop tge Anadrol ti droobtge water and lower the Sustanon. Di I continue the tren abd Mast till the end of cycke? I blast and cruise but tge meth component us a new one. Aby infirmed and seriiusvinout would be appreciated. Spurious contributions would not be.
Continue them until they don't serve your goals or side effects get bad. Not a lot of info here other than "I take wxyz drugs. I've stopped w drug should I keep taking xy drugs because z is new?" we don't know how you're feeling, what your blood work looks like, what your goals are (don't just say "cutting" give time periods and/or weight metrics as goals need to be specific), etc.
 
Figured I'd check in with the homies. May get an adjunct professor position at my old uni teaching in the department I graduated from. Might be able to add "professor" to the resume soon!
 
Nice! You must be feeling stoked :)
Most definitely! Opens up a lot of opportunities for advancement as well, hopefully get involved with department research. I need all I can get in terms of clinical experience (my main job), research, and extras to pad my med school application next year!
 
I am not intending to go for steroids or anything, I use only to get fucked up. I am also not bodybuilding exactly, I am just addicted to sports.

Anyway, what should I know if I want to gain muscle and lose fat simultaneously? I think I could make a goal of losing 5-10 kgs of fat in year or something, current situation is risk factor for different issues when years go by and being fat apparently makes bladder issues worse.

Apparently there are special protocols for this, but commonly people are told to get rid of fat first. Is it relevant just for the bodybuilders and pro athletes with their detailed programs? But I am addicted to my muscles and I want more of them. Nothing is ever enough and I can't stand thought of not progressing all the time. There is big race event in the end of summer and I want to shred my way to high positions, just for the sake of it. Talk about driven personality.

I tried to do amphetamine to burn glucose and fat in the morning and then just have protein-rich meals later in for a while. Did not really work out, because I always got enthusiastic about drinking beer on speed. Before getting alcoholic, I could lose weight with speed just fine. Obviously I drink too much beer sober too. But I am able to have breaks if I am out of money.

My goal is 0,5-1 g/kg of protein if I ain't doing much anything, 1,5-2 g/kg if it's been like 2-3 hours of moderate exercise and up to 3 g/kg if I've been really extreme. That should be at least enough, 'aight?

I could use search engine but I figured out I trust you guys here so much that I'd first ask.

This post could be moved if there is some better place.
 
I am not intending to go for steroids or anything, I use only to get fucked up. I am also not bodybuilding exactly, I am just addicted to sports.

Anyway, what should I know if I want to gain muscle and lose fat simultaneously? I think I could make a goal of losing 5-10 kgs of fat in year or something, current situation is risk factor for different issues when years go by and being fat apparently makes bladder issues worse.

Apparently there are special protocols for this, but commonly people are told to get rid of fat first. Is it relevant just for the bodybuilders and pro athletes with their detailed programs? But I am addicted to my muscles and I want more of them. Nothing is ever enough and I can't stand thought of not progressing all the time. There is big race event in the end of summer and I want to shred my way to high positions, just for the sake of it. Talk about driven personality.

I tried to do amphetamine to burn glucose and fat in the morning and then just have protein-rich meals later in for a while. Did not really work out, because I always got enthusiastic about drinking beer on speed. Before getting alcoholic, I could lose weight with speed just fine. Obviously I drink too much beer sober too. But I am able to have breaks if I am out of money.

My goal is 0,5-1 g/kg of protein if I ain't doing much anything, 1,5-2 g/kg if it's been like 2-3 hours of moderate exercise and up to 3 g/kg if I've been really extreme. That should be at least enough, 'aight?

I could use search engine but I figured out I trust you guys here so much that I'd first ask.

This post could be moved if there is some better place.

Retaining or adding more muscle mass requires more calories, hence you will burn more, reducing body fat %.
Eat real food..
2-3 hours I would consider as over training.
Get adequate rest.
Drop the alcohol and amphetamines, if you are serious about gaining skeletal muscle, and keeping it..
Look into keto style diet, but with added carbs post workout..
No sugars/refined fructose, no vegetable seed oils, no processed grains.. Basically no convenience junk food..
 
Thanks.

I eat lots of junk, but I loathe sweet.

amphetamine is easy to drop, alcohol not. I should do it anyway. I can not pin point why, but it feels like even if technically I ate enough and slept enough, my performance was not averaging that much better during the course I used amphetamine. Somehow it inevitably disturbs some biological processes. Might be also the humongous amount of beer I did just to not feel so edgy.

2-3 hours might be too much taking into account it is regular occurrence for me, but I ride also for fun, so that's what we are going with. It is also why I do not have real training program; If I feel like pulling, I'll pull. I have also proper rest days where I restrain myself.

And "exercise" might not be the most accurate word. Let's just say "physical activity".
 
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Thanks.

I eat lots of junk, but I loathe sweet.

amphetamine is easy to drop, alcohol not. I should do it anyway. I can not pin point why, but it feels like even if technically I ate enough and slept enough, my performance was not averaging that much better during the course I used amphetamine. Somehow it inevitably disturbs some biological processes. Might be also the humongous amount of beer I did just to not feel so edgy.

2-3 hours might be too much taking into account it is regular occurrence for me, but I ride also for fun, so that's what we are going with. It is also why I do not have real training program; If I feel like pulling, I'll pull. I have also proper rest days where I restrain myself.

And "exercise" might not be the most accurate word. Let's just say "physical activity".
Alcohol is effectively a metabolic poison. It disturbs a lot of the hormonal processes on its own, impedes quality sleep which has its own cascade of negative effects, along with shifting energy substrate from fats and carbs to ethanol which requires your body to stop processing carbs and fats (thus storing them) until you've run out of ethanol in your system to use as energy. Alcoholic beverages are also pretty calorie dense as well.
 
I had a long bike trip, and while I drank some beer, I was lot more mindful about it. It seems like this kind of vigorous, constant exercise and nature connection helps me keep off or restrict the administration of that poison. I vaped herb a lot more. I am looking forward to not drinking while traveling again.

But one thing I wonder; should I count protein according to my weight if I have lot of fat or should I count proteins based on my leaner form?

Mind you, cycling is lot more forgiving about weight compared to, say, running or climbing. Even +10 % to load has rather marginal effect on the performance. Most matters weight of legs and wheels, as they are rotating masses. Basically. So, if travel distance is same, proteins should be only very slightly higher than that of leaner person, right?
 
I have lost few kgs (while having gains!). I am planning to double the kms on my holiday journey, making it over thousand in 5 weeks. I rode 50 kms yesterday and it barely felt like an effort. Reaching for high performance is also one of the few things that motivate me to stay sober for the duration of ride, so, I've gotta start riding immediately when I get money.
 
Ecdysterone and epicatechin have short elimination t1/2, and would be better as an XR formulation, but that doesn't seem to be sold anywhere and difficult to make DIY. Leucine too (the most rate limiting amino acid in muscle protein synthesis), as it would be good to have it absorbed in your bloodstream even when you're asleep.
 
I had a long bike trip, and while I drank some beer, I was lot more mindful about it. It seems like this kind of vigorous, constant exercise and nature connection helps me keep off or restrict the administration of that poison. I vaped herb a lot more. I am looking forward to not drinking while traveling again.

But one thing I wonder; should I count protein according to my weight if I have lot of fat or should I count proteins based on my leaner form?

Mind you, cycling is lot more forgiving about weight compared to, say, running or climbing. Even +10 % to load has rather marginal effect on the performance. Most matters weight of legs and wheels, as they are rotating masses. Basically. So, if travel distance is same, proteins should be only very slightly higher than that of leaner person, right?
Ideally protein according to the desired goal weight, HOWEVER in times of caloric restriction and in your case utilizing very high rate of physical activirt, higher protein should be utilized to prevent muscle loss. Often times the fear of muscle loss is overstated in the general population but with your volume of exercise and consistent high volume exercise it is a very real possibility. Will it be a lot? Who knows as it largely is based on one's conditioning but the environment in which you are putting yourself in is prime for protein usage as an energy source.
 
Thanks!

I am still addict but my beer intake has significantly decreased as consequence of dealing with my psychological problems. Last time I did 90 km sick ride (MTB/gravel/road), I waited until I was completely destroyed after demanding trail segment and overall ~55 km of travel, to score cold fucking beer. It was heavenly. I had also been without any alcohol for a good bit before the performance so as to not exhaust my glucose storages. It felt really good overall but ~25 celsius ambient temperature was killer and I reached the destination severely dehydrated.

My weight has gone down 3 kgs, I am trying to prevent it stabilizing to 78 again, and if possible, down to 72-73 kg, but 75 kgs makes me feel much better already about myself.
 
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It's inspiring to read about your progress and how you're tackling both physical and psychological challenges head-on. Keeping your nutrition and hydration dialed in during long rides makes a huge difference. I've found that organising my supplements and recovery aids in custom-labeled containers helps me stay consistent; I ordered some from brandmydispo a while back, and having everything neat and discreet has really improved my routine. Keep listening to your body, take rest when needed, and good luck on your continued journey!
 
Thanks! I am glad to announce that this morning, scale showed 72.4 kg. It is 26,6 BMI, and while BMI can not be reliably trusted, I think it is right implying I am just slightly overweight. But I don't want to be any less, if that is overweight, then so be it. I have just perfect bump on my belly, it is beautiful and soft to land on. During this day I have weighted myself several times again, and number has been 72.8-73.8 kg, I think.

Now, the most challenging phase; MAINTAINING IT THERE. I think I have somewhat functioning attitude, approach to this project; I have goal in my mind, but it is in the background. I remind myself about it here and there and it does not stress me and I don't feel bad drinking some beers sometimes, (even if I maybe should for other reasons) or other "sins".
 
Thanks! I am glad to announce that this morning, scale showed 72.4 kg. It is 26,6 BMI, and while BMI can not be reliably trusted, I think it is right implying I am just slightly overweight. But I don't want to be any less, if that is overweight, then so be it. I have just perfect bump on my belly, it is beautiful and soft to land on. During this day I have weighted myself several times again, and number has been 72.8-73.8 kg, I think.

Now, the most challenging phase; MAINTAINING IT THERE. I think I have somewhat functioning attitude, approach to this project; I have goal in my mind, but it is in the background. I remind myself about it here and there and it does not stress me and I don't feel bad drinking some beers sometimes, (even if I maybe should for other reasons) or other "sins".
Keep up the good work! And great job on moderating your goals with living a fulfilling life without guilt of your behaviors. Even when I'm dieting hard, I'll still celebrate the birthdays and other social events. Life's too short to miss out on.
 
And great job on moderating your goals with living a fulfilling life without guilt of your behaviors.
I have OCPD and it is associated to body image issues and anorexia and such and I DEFINITELY feel that force, but I know it is delusional and irrational logic modulator iterates into when it tells me I should skip the dinner now I have reached my goal, even if I have cleaned up my flat so vigorously I could get muscle gains if I just feed my system with nutrients.
 
Yeah, maintaining weight is going great. I did amphetamine for a while like 2-5 times a week, but even tapering down habit, I have gone even lower, I think lowest has been like 70.8 kg. I feel good about dipping slightly every now and then, I could drop at least 7 kgs more and it wouldn't be unhealthy weight. It feels like I don't even need to do much work to maintain this position, weight maintenance habits have stuck and they come naturally. And I can compensate a lot by these kind of days where I ride 50 kms by fixie and manually move 2 square meters of sand dust and dig two holes.

I gotta be honest, I think I should acknowledge my dear cookie crumble too:heart3: Their presence has brought so much stability and happiness and health to my life, I have been able to also go down to 0,3-0,5 mg/day IN bupre from 1 mg I got stuck to when starting taper from like 1,2-2,5 mg/day (0,3 mg/day caused remarkable but tolerable withdrawal symptoms) I was messing with for a while, which made me miserable. I have now kinda relapsed to higher dose for a week almost because I experienced personal crisis but I am stabilizing again, it was just paranoia and trauma triggers and stuff, nothing serious. I am not expecting boring drugs to make me happy now so it makes it easier to stabilize and eventually taper down this madness, again, either to something like 0,3 mg/day, or just quitting.

As we are on this forum, I feel like daily doses lower than 0,5 mg/day IN gives your own endogenic runners high chance, because I believe endorphines are part of it like many other neurotransmitter systems. On high doses of bupre I had this problem where I got easily sweaty, and was really damp when doing cardio, and because my own endorphines were not produced enough and they were competing with bupre, I didn't really get that warm feeling to compensate for sweatiness. But I have been feeling that rapidly becoming less of an issue on lower doses of bupre.
 
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Yeah, maintaining weight is going great. I did amphetamine for a while like 2-5 times a week, but even tapering down habit, I have gone even lower, I think lowest has been like 70.8 kg. I feel good about dipping slightly every now and then, I could drop at least 7 kgs more and it wouldn't be unhealthy weight. It feels like I don't even need to do much work to maintain this position, weight maintenance habits have stuck and they come naturally. And I can compensate a lot by these kind of days where I ride 50 kms by fixie and manually move 2 square meters of sand dust and dig two holes.

I gotta be honest, I think I should acknowledge my dear cookie crumble too:heart3: Their presence has brought so much stability and happiness and health to my life, I have been able to also go down to 0,3-0,5 mg/day IN bupre from 1 mg I got stuck to when starting taper from like 1,2-2,5 mg/day (0,3 mg/day caused remarkable but tolerable withdrawal symptoms) I was messing with for a while, which made me miserable. I have now kinda relapsed to higher dose for a week almost because I experienced personal crisis but I am stabilizing again, it was just paranoia and trauma triggers and stuff, nothing serious. I am not expecting boring drugs to make me happy now so it makes it easier to stabilize and eventually taper down this madness, again, either to something like 0,3 mg/day, or just quitting.

As we are on this forum, I feel like daily doses lower than 0,5 mg/day IN gives your own endogenic runners high chance, because I believe endorphines are part of it like many other neurotransmitter systems. On high doses of bupre I had this problem where I got easily sweaty, and was really damp when doing cardio, and because my own endorphines were not produced enough and they were competing with bupre, I didn't really get that warm feeling to compensate for sweatiness. But I have been feeling that rapidly becoming less of an issue on lower doses of bupre.
I had the same issues with both naltrexone and bupe. Endogenous opioids were not binding tk receptors and I felt little joy in things. That was a big reason I got off naltrexone and I experienced the same results you are having with lowering bupe doses. Stay the course my friend
 
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