Yeah, maintaining weight is going great. I did amphetamine for a while like 2-5 times a week, but even tapering down habit, I have gone even lower, I think lowest has been like 70.8 kg. I feel good about dipping slightly every now and then, I could drop at least 7 kgs more and it wouldn't be unhealthy weight. It feels like I don't even need to do much work to maintain this position, weight maintenance habits have stuck and they come naturally. And I can compensate a lot by these kind of days where I ride 50 kms by fixie and manually move 2 square meters of sand dust and dig two holes.
I gotta be honest, I think I should acknowledge my dear cookie crumble too

Their presence has brought so much stability and happiness and health to my life, I have been able to also go down to 0,3-0,5 mg/day IN bupre from 1 mg I got stuck to when starting taper from like 1,2-2,5 mg/day (0,3 mg/day caused remarkable but tolerable withdrawal symptoms) I was messing with for a while, which made me miserable. I have now kinda relapsed to higher dose for a week almost because I experienced personal crisis but I am stabilizing again, it was just paranoia and trauma triggers and stuff, nothing serious. I am not expecting boring drugs to make me happy now so it makes it easier to stabilize and eventually taper down this madness, again, either to something like 0,3 mg/day, or just quitting.
As we are on this forum, I feel like daily doses lower than 0,5 mg/day IN gives your own endogenic runners high chance, because I believe endorphines are part of it like many other neurotransmitter systems. On high doses of bupre I had this problem where I got easily sweaty, and was really damp when doing cardio, and because my own endorphines were not produced enough and they were competing with bupre, I didn't really get that warm feeling to compensate for sweatiness. But I have been feeling that rapidly becoming less of an issue on lower doses of bupre.