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yes I it takes way less time and no more suffering but yet here we are everyday living with a broken brain

rationally suicide makes sense with having a broken brain from this injection but our small percent of hope keeps us going just to keep suffering more fucked up world.

i'm sure your life was great compared to how it is now though

the sensation of having to pee is different, my taste has changed foods don't taste as good, loss of appetite, i can go like a day and my stomach barely hurts just a dull pain, i have a dull pain in my throat 24/7 now, have no interests in anything anymore which makes time go by so much slower...

crazy to think before these injections most of us were happy.

who else doesn't get naturally tired anymore I've been up for 16 hours yet not tired but also have no interest in doing anything

The world and whatever God/Creator doesn't owe us shit, when you look at it. God didn't punish ignorant people did including your family and doctors.

recovery will start soon? hasn't almost been like 2 years. It seems like is just some bullshit we tell ourselves makes a difference, what are you going to do when it's 3, 4 years, I don't think time makes a difference at all.

not all of us some people got misdiagnosed and given this shot or got forced on it with having no prior mental health illness at all

We literally have no idea what is going on, the way it changes our brains etc there is no research or technology that can even begin to understand it, we are just shooting in the dark and hoping for something

it's been more than a fucking a year like this the damage doesn't just disappear lol.

How is that going to do anything when the receptors are already fucked up from invega?

Well yeah everyones pre invega life was most likely that way, but this drug destroys normal function of receptors in the brain and makes the body feel off.

Getting this injection turns your life into actual insanity and since you can't be interested in anything time doesn't go by fast.

what i'm saying though is no matter what we do we don't even get dopamine hits like how it used to be before it's all dull or muted.

someone who sleeps watches tiktok all day and sleep, with a normal brain is enjoying life lol, it doesn't matter what you do the brain requires stimulation we just can't chase dopamine like that anymore

AKA FUCKED Neuroadaptation: After months of blockade, your brain may settle into a slightly different balance of receptor density and sensitivity. Emotional associations: The emotional flatness from dopamine blockade can change how you experience sensations, even after recovery. Individual...

yeah plus sleeping on my side my hands somehow fall asleep or are always numb making sleep feel like i have to force it

who else has their sleep just fucked up like it's not even refreshing or anything just feels like a way to pass the time?

every drug is like that eventually it just doesn't do anything