Well put
@neversickanymore
We tend to think money is everything, especially so as substance users/addicts. More drugs means more happy, more money means more drugs, right? I tell people all the time, when I was in Asia in different places, the concept of not having enough money for Heroin just disappeared as it was so cheap and accessible. I had already been an addict for 7+ years when I ended up there teaching. I had run long enough to know "if I have unlimited Heroin, all of my problems will disappear" - in my junkie brain, I'm telling you, I saw myself as a Father, kids, the respect of my community etc. all if I could just not have to worry about Heroin anymore
Cocaine is obviously a completely different drug and though I have plenty of experience, it was never really my thing. I know that as an addict in general, I understand 100% what it means to literally aim for the closest point to death without dying or getting injured. I know what it's like to feel like you're gonna die from a Cocaine injection and be ready for another one two minutes later. Heroin and Cocaine are not the same drug though. There are functional limits to how much dope an Opiate addict will use. They don't "need" anymore.
With Cocaine, I have watched one person spend his entire 55,000 inheritance in the course of a long weekend and to see him begging for change on Tuesday morning. He had owed me 60 bucks forever. Nope, didn't even have the 60 to pay me back. This dude was like "apartment, boat, jet ski, car. I just want to buy a gram of Crack for old time's sake first". I knew at that moment he was gonna fuck himself. I truly was not anticipating the burning of 55,000 in just a few days.
In short, my experience with Cocaine is that the only limit to a person's intake is their wallet and the ruggedness of their cardiovascular system.