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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

InnerReturn said:
I'm really interested in watching it, but I couldn't find it on YouTube. Could you drop a link or tell me what to search for? Stories of recovery are so important
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Unfortunelty it’s not really a recovery story, hes done a short one, he had 6 shots but still has anhedonia and depression.. hes going to upload a longer one soon il try find you the clips one min
 
Do you guys trully realize David Hawkins one of the biggest spiritual teacher of mankind calibrated pride as low level of conciousness at falsehood and said higher the level of conciousness higher the level of perception and all psychiatrist that lied im mentally ill and forced me max dose antipsychotics had and probably still have pride on their face quality of lucifer, demonic indeed to make others go through such horror, that pervert father will soon see i was not joking when i said i will go national with saying how abusive families are using psychiatry as control tool to never lose control and luciferic is also controlling that's why God gave us freedom, my demonic mother who makes homo and woman out of me will also see its not joke that everyone will hear this story Inshallah, few years of CTO avoided because laws work different here, also those wicked psychiatrist had rainbow flags on Facebook promoting LGBT so the people who are allowed to force brain damage are also the one who believe there is something as gender change, luciferic inversion of truth
 
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It's so horrible when you once enjoyed eating and took pleasure out of it now to have it as a chore you have to do for survival. This isn't living.
 
I can't get even a wink of sleep. My brain is constantly switched on. Until a few days ago I was getting sleep. My last dose was on 30th June. Is this insomnia a consequence of the invega?
 
But Police if you read that dont be sad cause now everyone knows what these monster are doing and its better to be walked out as potential murderer then end up injected with max dose antipsychotics on falsely diagnosed mental ilness, i can heal trauma but i cant heal damage from forced antipsychotics, if this body experienced void it can assure you lie is quality of lucifer and those psychiatrist have it
 
Brendan Clark said:
I can't get even a wink of sleep. My brain is constantly switched on. Until a few days ago I was getting sleep. My last dose was on 30th June. Is this insomnia a consequence of the invega?
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Likely. I need to take Seroquel and Ativan or else sleep just doesn't happen no matter how late I stay up.

You should see your shrink about some sleep meds to get through the next few months. It's been 4 months for me and not much has changed besides being able to sleep in a little bit more in the morning.
 
Invegatorment said:
Likely. I need to take Seroquel and Ativan or else sleep just doesn't happen no matter how late I stay up.

You should see your shrink about some sleep meds to get through the next few months. It's been 4 months for me and not much has changed besides being able to sleep in a little bit more in the morning.
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Kratom is heaven
 
2 days to one year and I'm still bedridden, ridiculous.
Some people don't heal in 8 months like these miracle stories every day here, and most people on reddit and Facebook and telegram, share same sentiment like me, recover is painful take years and sometimes not fully.

Also Judy from the telegram groups, i don't know if she was active here though she probably read here, killed herself. She was 4 months in. She also had cancer and have been though a lot. This medicine take so many lives.
 
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It's so tragic when I think back to how I was this time last year, I was enjoying my life, going to the gym, working as a tour guide, travelling on my own. swimming in the sea, making friends with strangers, and now am someone who just sits at home and mourning everything I've lost. I had dreams and aspirations. Hopefully we all end up like demileigh and recover 110%, even better than before the injections. If I do, I will be so much more appreciative of the little things in life, not that I wasn't before, but even more so if you know what I mean.
 
YogirisingKundalini said:
Kratom is heaven
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It can also be addictive. It ha its drawbacks to

Brendan Clark said:
It's so tragic when I think back to how I was this time last year, I was enjoying my life, going to the gym, working as a tour guide, travelling on my own. swimming in the sea, making friends with strangers, and now am someone who just sits at home and mourning everything I've lost. I had dreams and aspirations. Hopefully we all end up like demileigh and recover 110%, even better than before the injections. If I do, I will be so much more appreciative of the little things in life, not that I wasn't before, but even more so if you know what I mean.
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I to felt like i lost everything after invega and the psych ward. My gf and everything left me while i was locked up. I also got fat as fuck and wet up to about 225lbs ffs

Now i am off the invega injectons and am doin better then before i got locked up and injected with invega. So hang in there shit gets better
 
recovery100£ said:
Have you recovered Chanel? I’m 31 days off the injection and just waiting for things to improve
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I’m 23 days, half life is 25-49 days?
I remember last time I had 4 shots it took 100 odd days.
This time only two I’ve got my fingers crossed I’ll heal by day 50.
This time the restlessness akatshia isn’t as hard so I’m assuming I’ll be healed a bit sooner.

I’m fortunate to have found a partner that’s really looked after me these few days…
Without her my recovery would of been worse.

My heart goes out to everyone in the same situation as myself, it’s truly saddening.

Can’t do much at the moment.
 
Brendan Clark said:
It's so tragic when I think back to how I was this time last year, I was enjoying my life, going to the gym, working as a tour guide, travelling on my own. swimming in the sea, making friends with strangers, and now am someone who just sits at home and mourning everything I've lost. I had dreams and aspirations. Hopefully we all end up like demileigh and recover 110%, even better than before the injections. If I do, I will be so much more appreciative of the little things in life, not that I wasn't before, but even more so if you know what I mean.
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Do your best to help yourself these worse days, cause you don’t wanna be healed in the same environment that broke you - I learned that
 
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