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what was the first drug you really fell in love with?

frogluvr

frogluvr

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for me it was ketamine, just felt like i could finally have an objective look at my life without without being too emotional ^_^ ive been diagnosed with quite a few things like autism, severe anorexia and depression to since i was 13-14 which have really fucked up my life but its better now, and im trying to stay away from the harder stuff like coke and keta unless offered 4 ofc (percs of being a young attractive’ish girl, i often get free drugs) i just smoke and drink w my ern:3
)anywys im so drunk rn and i hope u guys are willing to share ur experiences !🫶



Edit: i do not remember posting this but thank u for the replies I love reading though them lol:3
 
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ouu i was on sertraline for a whilleee when i was 15 and only dabbled in weed n stuff*~*but is didnt do a lot for me:< im trying out adhd meds tho:3
 
amphetamines or LSD, both for 2 very different reasons. i got an adderall script in high school for my severe ADHD, but i also had issues at the time. so taking one and feeling the quiet stimulation in my head after years of crippling ADHD, naturally i fell in love. and with my incredibly addictive personality i thought “if one helps, i bet 2 will help even more” which then snowballed into taking 500mg+ daily. can’t touch em now, love amphetamines too damn much to use em responsibly

acid i took for the first time around the same time as that and even my first couple trips had a profound impact on my mental health, which was very poor at the time. plus my friends and i would all trip together and have a blast.
 
frogluvr said:
for me it was ketamine, just felt like i could finally have an objective look at my life without without being too emotional ^_^ ive been diagnosed with quite a few things like autism, severe anorexia and depression to since i was 13-14 which have really fucked up my life but its better now, and im trying to stay away from the harder stuff like coke and keta unless offered 4 ofc (percs of being a young attractive girl iss i always get free drugs) i just smoke smoke and drink w my ern:3
)anywys im so drunk rn and i hope u guys are willing to share ur experiences !🫶
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MDMA for sure
 
DXM, if God gave me a hug i think it would feel like what DXM makes me feel. I could low dose it to go swimming or to the gym feeling like i had infinite energy and when i went high dose i would listen to music that felt like i was using my penis to listen to music.
 
heh. i'll tell you the order i tried drugs in at what age and if i was in love with them.

alcohol 14 IN LOVE (don't drink anymore though)

weed 15 IN LOVE (total pot head forever)

shrooms 17 not in love at first. wasn't in a good setting... not sure if i was ever in love with shrooms even when having good set trips, but i started using them to strip away layers of my mind for making art and music and had really good results so they are a part of who i am. (impartial about taking shrooms)

salvia 18 IN LOVE, total love despite the fact people hate this stuff. went super hard with this stuff for a while. love the experience i had with it. such a shit body high though that i won't take it anymore.

stimulants late teens in love, but not capitalized. lol

MDA 20's IN LOVE

MDMA 20's not in love... can't even say i liked it.. tried it a few times maybe i just didn't get good stuff. my specific friend had tested really strong MDA though that was great as above.
 
N0ph0n0 said:
DXM, if God gave me a hug i think it would feel like what DXM makes me feel. I could low dose it to go swimming or to the gym feeling like i had infinite energy and when i went high dose i would listen to music that felt like i was using my penis to listen to music.
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What kind of music? im dying to know what a penis would play if a penis could play wood.
 
SoCalShordie said:
MDMA for sure
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I want to try mdma so bad:<< I did it once but I’m on antidepressants + I mixed it w weed, a micro dose of shrooms and coke/keta, I honestly don’t remember, might’ve been both cause I was really fucked up lol^^ I didn’t get the euphoria/happiness feeling, just felt a bit tingly and woozy which sucks because I’ve been obsessed w the drug since I was 13*~*
 
frogluvr said:
I want to try mdma so bad:<< I did it once but I’m on antidepressants + I mixed it w weed, a micro dose of shrooms and coke/keta, I honestly don’t remember, might’ve been both cause I was really fucked up lol^^ I didn’t get the euphoria/happiness feeling, just felt a bit tingly and woozy which sucks because I’ve been obsessed w the drug since I was 13*~*
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How old are you now?
 
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