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Halllooo!

Hi everyone,

I've been lurking on bluelight from time to time for many years and found a lot of helpful infos and interesting experience reports and today I decided it might be time to participate a lil bit!

My first contact with mind-altering substances happened about 30 years ago and since then I've been fascinated by the way they influence our minds, bodys and society as a whole.

I've been an opiate addict for about 20 years and am currently in a maintenance program in which I'm able to go to a clinic and inject pure Diacetylmorphine up to three times a day and additionaly recieve slow-release Morphine capsules to keep me well through the night. I'm very glad that we have this kind of medical care in my country. Just wish we'd also have Diacetylmorphine tablets like they already have in Switzerland but thats a "luxury problem" when comparing it with the situation in the US for example.
I too have been a lurker for the past 2 years. I'm a recovering alcoholic (12 years sober as of last February.) Then I was diagnosed with ADHD as an adult, I'm 56. The psychiatrist immediately put me on Adderall. I was never a pill popper. I didn't even take Tylenol or Ibuprofen. Once I popped my 1st Adderall I thought 'holy crap I like this.' I took them monthly and she would refill them, no questions asked. It went on like that
 
I too have been a lurker for the past 2 years. I'm a recovering alcoholic (12 years sober as of last February.) Then I was diagnosed with ADHD as an adult, I'm 56. The psychiatrist immediately put me on Adderall. I was never a pill popper. I didn't even take Tylenol or Ibuprofen. Once I popped my 1st Adderall I thought 'holy crap I like this.' I took them monthly and she would refill them, no questions asked. It went on like that for a year. Then I was put into the mental ward due to a huge breakdown I had. When I got out I stopped seeing that psychiatrist. It was another 6 years before I started to seeing another psychiatrist. She also diagnosed me with ADHD. The difference was she put me on Ritalin. Which I liked too. I abuse them 1a month. With all of my mental maladies when I take them I actually feel normal. I also clean my whole apt! So that's my story.
 
Browsing Bluelight came across several posts that can be used as sourcing. Legal things like the Weed seeds but also Coca tea, something you can extract Coke from technically.

So 'possible sourcing' to a locally legal product in the OP country of origin. Baffles me. Anyone seen the OP back who had nothing to do with it in the first place. Sourcing or not
 
Browsing Bluelight came across several posts that can be used as sourcing. Legal things like the Weed seeds but also Coca tea, something you can extract Coke from technically.

So 'possible sourcing' to a locally legal product in the OP country of origin. Baffles me. Anyone seen the OP back who had nothing to do with it in the first place. Sourcing or not
Hey thanks for waiting. I asked admin your concern about sourcing, Answer. we have to to err on the side of caution. non-drug-related items are fine, is somebody wants to buy a tent and asks advice, that is fine.

Seeds, etc have varying levels of legality, across the world so we just disallow those across the board.

We don't have the resources to track the legal status everything in every region of the world. Rule of thumb is. Is this information helping people to use safely? if so, fine

Is this information helping people to obtain drugs? If not, fine

That's what I have.
 
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