OP is a fifteen year old artist that uses drugs to make art, so i don't really want to respond to this for legal reasons. i'm not really sure the legality of what you are allowed to say on the internet to minors, but i've used a ton of drugs to make art and i feel being honest is the right thing to do.
using high dose adderall or ritalin does not help me make art at all. i honestly like to smoke weed and take like 20mgs of adderall and do art. i think it's fun. i don't get bad results. i read OP doesn't like weed very much, so i''m not really recommending that. just telling my situation... i don't want to say it's okay to use, but they prescribe these stims to really young children and i don't think they are that unhealthy, so if OP is bored, i'm not gonna say it's the worst thing in the world to indulge in a bit... getting really strung out on ritalin or adderall stimulants has never really helped me make art at all though, and using a lot will throw off a person's brain chemistry and put them undet the weather. i've been able to cop some pretty cool guitar styles dosing high on stimulants, but i can't really get to wear i want to be. i'll always mess up a guitar piece. i'd probably just be better off playing guitar sober or on weed and think about what i''d imagine it'd be like to be on a stimulant.
a bit of coke kind of makes me relaxed and gets me messed up in a way that i really liked to paint. obviously coke is really not good for you, and despite the fact that there is supposedly uncut coke around, people lace shit. there is even fentanyl in pressed adderall pills now days. people lace coke with fentanyl. this won't be a good experience, and even kills people. i tried coke like five times and only one of the times was it good. i wouldn't even recommend trying coke on the illegal market, despite the fact you have the ability to read threads about drug culture on this site, and you are gonna get people to say it's okay to do coke if you test it for fent. i wouldn't risk it. you never know if there is only gonna be a little fent in part of the bag or something. plus they cut shit with like whatever non drug additives that just are shit a person's nose.. like coke make me numb and my heart beats fast, but i'm relaxed. it's an interesting feeling. doing brush strokes panting felt good, but honestly the good old healthy mushrooms will give a person some great feelings if you let them and can find a groove, and acid esspecially eth-lad has a good stimulant edge that will keep a person up doing art and that shit isn't bad for you.... honestly, if coke were legal, i'd probably recommend trying it despite the fact it's not really good for you, because it's interesting if you are the type of person that wants to experience drugs, but it will tear up your nose and deteriorate health if used often.. i wouldn't even bother with coke in today's society. the risk is not worth the feeling. i really learnt nothing about myself with emotions. it's just a really weird feeling that's enjoyable, and addiction sucks if it catches you and can lead people down dangerous paths.
@ the thread asking what people that use stimulants are like... all walks of people use stimulants, homeless tweakers to business people that keep it under control.. sometimes the business people make it in life, sometimes they crash and end up homeless like the people that just couldn't find their place in society at all. some people can do stimulants and like hold it down working at wendy's or whatever. idk, people usually get run down.
i took this thread in the direction of that the OP is claiming to have good results painting on unhealthy drugs in other threads and have some interest in what they would be like as a tweaker so i decided to talk about my results with art. i've wanted to recommend to the OP that if they like to do art, they wait till they are in a position to use psychedelics safetly.. psychedelics are legal in denver and new mexico and everyone uses them in washington state.. i might save your money and go some where where it's legal to grow shrooms for college and just really get into art then. i don't think it's worth it for your health to be experimenting like you are now. i get that people get bored and always want something to do, but it might be best in the long run to be patient. usually people are fine after abusing OTC's when they get older, but it does fuck some people up.. hopefully you can get into some good breathing patterns and get into meditation too with psychedelic use if that is something you choose and realize that you were hurting yourself taking OTC drugs. i'm amazed at what i used to do hurting myself. i would never do a lot of drugs i tried again.
i have to say there is some risk in using psychedelics too with mental health, but they are really not bad for a person physically. i really think mushrooms and acid are fun to paint with. i wish acid were legal cause it's got a different feeling physically. my eyes definitely see art a specific way with mushrooms though. it can be really enjoyable to do art... being sober and doing art can be just as good too.. sometimes i have good results doing art sober and then going back and checking it out stoned or on mush or acid.. idk, can't say i'd really recommend any drugs other than psychedelics.
i wouldn't even bother with adderall or ritalin. like if you are getting it out of a friend's script bottle or have a script or have a script,, then maybe have a day off sometimes, but it's not worth it to do all the time. you just get a tolerance like most other drugs and it becomes normal and it isn't even a high anymore... you don't want to be using black market pills either that aren't from a script cause pressed pills contain cuts. people don't always know what's what.
