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M1sterEd

M1sterEd

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Yeah I'm old..I will be 71 next month. In many ways I'm still a kid because I want to trip again. The 1970s were my glory days and tripping was an essential part of life for me. Like most good things my tripping daze ended in tragic after developing a mental illness. To clarify, tripping and hallucinations did not end they just changed from substance to organic. It has been 20 years since last mental episode and now I want to trip again the old fashion way. However, antipsychotic and antidepressants prevent good psychosis in trip form and even though I stopped taking these meds except for trazodone and belsomra for sleep for more than a week, I got nothing out San Pedro cactus or metocin (4-HO-MET) so frustrating.

Hense I have given up on ever tripping again. Such a shame, such a pity I know if I could trip at this stage in my life it would have been phenomenal.
 
Happy 71st for next month you old fuck :LOL: (congrats on getting that far!!!)

Not sure about metocin (never taken it) but with san pedro I've generally had to take quite a bit to get a bit of a trip going, don't give up!!! I've found mushies and acid a lot more easier to trip on. Hopefully you get the trip you're looking for :)
 
Do you need Trip sitters !? :itsfine1:

:cool:<3

Sounds Fun again !!!

HBD 🍰

M1sterEd said:
Yeah I'm old..I will be 71 next month. In many ways I'm still a kid because I want to trip again. The 1970s were my glory days and tripping was an essential part of life for me. Like most good things my tripping daze ended in tragic after developing a mental illness. To clarify, tripping and hallucinations did not end they just changed from substance to organic. It has been 20 years since last mental episode and now I want to trip again the old fashion way. However, antipsychotic and antidepressants prevent good psychosis in trip form and even though I stopped taking these meds except for trazodone and belsomra for sleep for more than a week, I got nothing out San Pedro cactus or metocin (4-HO-MET) so frustrating.

Hense I have given up on ever tripping again. Such a shame, such a pity I know if I could trip at this stage in my life it would have been phenomenal.
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Thats an intereting post, I'm getting on a bit these days but you have a few years on me. I do wonder how you know you still need those meds, are you taking them to address the issues you had many years ago that were ralated to your drug use?
I ask because I was on antipsychotic and antidepressants for a a while, its hard to describe but I had disasociated with much of reality and was deeply despressed. I have taken quite a decent amount of pychoactive drugs and few to excess and over extended periods but I'm not certain this was the primary cause of my illness.
I often see things in my perifery vision, tacers and some synetheisea (forgive my spelling) a well as a now much calmer view on the thin veneer of the reality we gas light eaxh other into believing in.
I dont take that kind of medication anymore, it took some time to get off them but in the end I felt I was better without them, not ever perfect but better but I fully respect we are all different and I certainly needed them at one time to prevent me from taking some actions that werent reversable.
My body physically now rejects MDMA, a drug that changed my life and I have taken LSD for a long time but I have been toying with the idea of trying DMT..one day..if I get to 71!
 
BayB said:
Thats an intereting post, I'm getting on a bit these days but you have a few years on me. I do wonder how you know you still need those meds, are you taking them to address the issues you had many years ago that were ralated to your drug use?
I ask because I was on antipsychotic and antidepressants for a a while, its hard to describe but I had disasociated with much of reality and was deeply despressed. I have taken quite a decent amount of pychoactive drugs and few to excess and over extended periods but I'm not certain this was the primary cause of my illness.
I often see things in my perifery vision, tacers and some synetheisea (forgive my spelling) a well as a now much calmer view on the thin veneer of the reality we gas light eaxh other into believing in.
I dont take that kind of medication anymore, it took some time to get off them but in the end I felt I was better without them, not ever perfect but better but I fully respect we are all different and I certainly needed them at one time to prevent me from taking some actions that werent reversable.
My body physically now rejects MDMA, a drug that changed my life and I have taken LSD for a long time but I have been toying with the idea of trying DMT..one day..if I get to 71!
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Can’t explain why I want to trip again…bored I think. Not looking for a revelation content as I am. Perhaps I want to experience a time in my youth that was meaningful to me, although history does not repeat itself I just want to lose control for an awhile to see if I can.
Previous attempts did not produce anything noticeable, out of frustration I have 5 grams of dried San Pedro cactus as a final ditch effort to trip. If this doesn’t do it for me I give up.
 
Plus ..... tripping gives you energy. I thinkso anyway. San pedro should work. 🌵:unsure: So probably caution is better.
Be careful, the trip shouldn't be too bad. :oops::cool: If you don't feel it is safe however ... then don't use it. Take care. <3
 
Should be all right. I trust my instincts although I’m going solo my wife is nearby should things get out of hand. Looking forward to it.
 
M1sterEd said:
Should be all right. I trust my instincts although I’m going s.olo my wife is nearby should things get out of hand. Looking forward to it.
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Mrs. Tripsitter will help. rotflmao. 😂 Your fine !!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

I am sure everything will work out fine. Let us know I guess.

Even if you don't trip ... then it's all still a win win situation.

I'ts perfect. Just please be safe. It's sounds awesome for sure though. :cactus::)🌵:)

whoa .. that cactus is huge. So yeah good luck with it. It is very potent too. Nice Trip.

<3

talk soon to you bye fo now.
 
Going out to eat with neighbors today postponing adventure till Wednesday. Plus extra days off from medication to ensure advanced hallucinations.
 
Off all medications except sleep meds and stimulants 6 days now. Tomorrow, substantial dose of dried San Pedro cactus. Last night I dreamed placing square black tiles together forming larger square. This created a portal to death consciousness, thought of my father and unresolved issues from childhood. Toyed with the idea San Pedro might address this.

Slept straight through the night which is unusual because I usually wake up at 3:30-4:00 am. It was daylight when I awoke this morning..
 
M1sterEd said:
Yeah I'm old..I will be 71 next month. In many ways I'm still a kid because I want to trip again. The 1970s were my glory days and tripping was an essential part of life for me. Like most good things my tripping daze ended in tragic after developing a mental illness. To clarify, tripping and hallucinations did not end they just changed from substance to organic. It has been 20 years since last mental episode and now I want to trip again the old fashion way. However, antipsychotic and antidepressants prevent good psychosis in trip form and even though I stopped taking these meds except for trazodone and belsomra for sleep for more than a week, I got nothing out San Pedro cactus or metocin (4-HO-MET) so frustrating.

Hense I have given up on ever tripping again. Such a shame, such a pity I know if I could trip at this stage in my life it would have been phenomenal.
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I'm 68 and worried about using Doxepin (it's supposed to cause cognitive decline in seniors). So I'm trying 10 mg Belsomra tonight.
 
Well I tried the 10 mg Belsomra - no real side effects except gas. I was groggy yet couldn't fall asleep. It kept me up all night. I may give it another try - but some other weekend when I don't have to work.
 
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