ChemicallyEnhanced
Bluelighter
I do plug my Morphine often anyway (much higher BA).
But I have pancreatitis and sometimes the nausea/vomiting is bad enough that I can't keep anything but liquids down, including my meds. For this reason, I end up having to be in hospital (severe opioid withdrawal would happen, plus dangerous not being able to take my seizure meds etc) and be given everything IV....but they're fucking WEIRD about giving anything IV.
When this happens (before hospital) I plug my Cyclizine (nausea med, so makes sense..if I can't kkep it down orally, it CAN be taken rectally and might help the nausea enough to keep other meds down) and Morphine (because fuck withdrawal).
I never tell them I've plugged stuff in case they class it as abuse or "misuse"...but often they'll INSIST I take my Morphine orally...even though it never works as I bring it right back up...and then they refuse to give me more...even though the pills come up fully intact and within a minute or two meaning I have definitely not absorbed a single molocule of it.
Should I just ask for rectal Morphine in that case? Or even SAY that I've done it myself before and it's FINE. They don't even HAVE to have suppositories in stock. Just gimme oramorph and an oral syringe and I'll DIY that shit.
But I have pancreatitis and sometimes the nausea/vomiting is bad enough that I can't keep anything but liquids down, including my meds. For this reason, I end up having to be in hospital (severe opioid withdrawal would happen, plus dangerous not being able to take my seizure meds etc) and be given everything IV....but they're fucking WEIRD about giving anything IV.
When this happens (before hospital) I plug my Cyclizine (nausea med, so makes sense..if I can't kkep it down orally, it CAN be taken rectally and might help the nausea enough to keep other meds down) and Morphine (because fuck withdrawal).
I never tell them I've plugged stuff in case they class it as abuse or "misuse"...but often they'll INSIST I take my Morphine orally...even though it never works as I bring it right back up...and then they refuse to give me more...even though the pills come up fully intact and within a minute or two meaning I have definitely not absorbed a single molocule of it.
Should I just ask for rectal Morphine in that case? Or even SAY that I've done it myself before and it's FINE. They don't even HAVE to have suppositories in stock. Just gimme oramorph and an oral syringe and I'll DIY that shit.
