I still think Norco works better for me than Morphine. But I probably wasn't used to the morphine yet.
Sori I don't want to trigger or anything.
No worries!
I'm always thinking about opioids, regardless of anyone else. lol
I've never actually had isolated morphine before. I wish I could try it. I've had poppyseed tea & heroin, so that's about as close as I've come to morphine-anything. But if morphine is similar to heroin at all, I'd probably love it.
I've had a hard time getting into Norco (hydrocodone). I use to hate it, but I think I like it now. I just require insane doses for some reason.
I had some recently & was easily able to put down 120-130mg of it in one single day. I'm guessing buprenorphine keeps my tolerance really damn high.
I wish I could help you out! Hit me up any time if you need some one to talk to though! I totally get it. I have both pain & an "addict" (god I hate that word & all of it's connotations). But the drug war disgusts me. It's leaving so many people in pain & living terrible lives.
I keep seeing so much anti-opioid propaganda on Facebook too. Like this one page keeps posting that "fentanyl kills every 5 minutes".
So I did the math & that'd be like 100,000+ people a year. When in the US, only roughly 70,000-100,000 people a year die from ALL OPIOIDS COMBINED. So they're clearly lying about that "every 5 minutes" shit. Not to mention even if it were true, that's still a lot less than the amount of people killed by alcohol in the US every year. lol But nobody's screaming "alcohol epidemic". It's utterly hypocritical.
Gout has mostly healed, thankfully. Still have some stiffness in that hand though, but I'm not too worried about it
Now I just gotta deal with the anxiety of worrying about appts I have next week. lol Always gotta worry for a week ahead of time for whatever reason. Guess having an anxiety problem will do that to you though.

lol
Thank you. You are so Kind always.
I just can't right now with it.

Stay strong my friend. At the very least, we all got each other on here to relate to & share our struggles with. I've met some amazing people thanks to BL!