@Esperighanto: Wanna continue in dms? We can also leave it at that though, I got the point with the they/them thing - the rest would make it a long off topic rant again
Definitely, feel free to reach out! Sorry for the delay responding to everybody, I spent one day almost entirely just processing 30 pounds of potatoes I got for free to store them in the freezer after cooking them, then the next day a heatstroke essentially left me in an identical state to having received a recent concussion. I'm 5-10 heat strokes deep, 10-15 concussions and 10-15 times of being meaningfully hit by a car, truck or bus, so when shit cooks my brain I tend to hit the emergency buttons. And by emergency buttons, I mean that I took 50mg of galantamine, 50-65mg of 2C-B, 400mg of Pan cyans, 100mg of bupropion (a third of my usual), 10mg of Aripiprazole, 600mg of oral THC-O, and 200mg of caffeine. Some of these are just daily staples, some are daily staples in lower or higher doses than normal, and then some, such as galantamine, which I take rarely but it's used to treat things like Alzheimer's (along with Noopept) and I'd use both in college to study well after not sleeping for numerous days/nights straight. I bounced back super fast, I think due to the stack I threw at it, normally it takes me days to bounce back and the only difference now is being a little bit slower than average.
DXM is actually a very serious drug. I have had MANY profound experiences with it. I've been wanting to revisit it but the hangover can be really draining. From the ages of like 7-17 I had very bad insomnia due to a profound fear of death. My mother was diagnosed with cancer when I was young, so I would be up from a very young age, terrified of what might happen to her after she passed away. I was scared that she'd just go into nothingness. Long story short, I had a near death experience on DXM during my teenage years that cured me of that existential dread. DXM has he capability of producing some profound states of mind
DXM is unironically one of the most profound drugs I've ever touched, and goddamn do I go out of my way to access and test a wide variety of unique substances, both in isolation as well as in combinations.
I dramatically overestimated my already garbage heat tolerance, and could not read, write, or speak, I drove clean off the road about 5 times, was hallucinating traffic lights and pickup trucks that were not there, could not stop vomiting, etc. due to being outside in pants and sneakers on a 90 degree day. Turns out that my general physician told me that most people start risking heatstroke around 95 Fahrenheit, but for me, she claimed it's probably about 80 Fahrenheit. I also was confident there was a group of maybe 12 women in my living room yelling at one another, and that somebody with a knife in my closet was there to kill me. Hence the aripip and THC-O. Caffeine and bupe were to help that I kept randomly passing out with no warning, the pan cyans and 2C-B were to heal the fact that I could not feel my left leg or right arm (resurgence of old surgically induced nerve damage), and the 50mg of galantamine was split up into 2x 25mg doses, and they got me able to read, write, speak, understand, and form thoughts again.
. That is I bought them because of addictive tendencies as they're known to help getting rid of them. The other person who ordered them with me ate all at once though in order to trip but didn't seem to go well...